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you're sooooo high right now and want to share? post here

I don't know if I should keep drinking or not. I'm really high and I'm drunk. I'm thinking about smoking the rest of this shit. If only I had a pipe.
 
well on top of all the shit mentioned above, i smoked a few bowls, did a line of coke, and smoked two shotties (a small amount of weed on top on tobbaco in a ghetto bong whose bowl is just a straight tube. Hurt like hell (I dont smoke tobacco) but i am was like BAM afterwards. Hmm that doesn't make much sense.
 
Ah, when the heroin is in my blood
And that blood is in my head thank god that i'm good as dead...then thank god that i'm not aware...and thank god that i just don't care..
 
ahhhh...8 am the next day, still high on two blue hammer's :\
got the johhny walker, n smirnoff pretty up there toooo...wooohooo
its a fineeeeeeeeeeeeee dayyyy=D
 
okay it's 11:45am so it's been 24 hours well this morning at 7am I tried going to work but I went home because I still felt really sick and like I was going to throw up but I didn't throw up the last time was around 4am so I think I'm pretty much all better,,I have also been keeping fluids down unlike before where I was throwing up even the tiny amounts of water, so basically today I'm rehydrating myself and probably not doing any drugs again today and probably sleep a lot too.

I can't believe I got sick from 60mg methadone I mean there is people who do 100mg+ I wanted to do 100mg that night luckily I didn't geez I will probably cut down to 10mg or 20mg to see what it's going to be like now after this 60mg crash course
 
RyanM said:
I can't believe I got sick from 60mg methadone I mean there is people who do 100mg+ I wanted to do 100mg that night luckily I didn't geez I will probably cut down to 10mg or 20mg to see what it's going to be like now after this 60mg crash course
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Why the hell did you want to do 100mg?! 100mg would kill me, and by the looks of it, it would have killed you too!!! More drugs does not always equal more fun. You seem to think otherwise. I remember you saying things like "I'm going to work up to 1,000mg of adderall a day, its my birthday present to myself" when you were in the middle of your adderall problem.

What the fuck is passing through your head Ryan?! Adderall is bad enough, but if you take double your usual dose you'll probably be alright, methadone isn't like that. You suddenly double your dose, especialy if you're already doing 60mg after less than a fortnight using it, and you have a very high chance of killing yourself. Just incase you missed that YOU COULD KILL YOURSELF. Its not like having too much vodka, you pass out and wake up in the morning feeling rough, you don't wake up at all!!

How the fuck your parents don't know you're messed up I don't know. My parents would notice if I spent 18 hours continually vomiting! But then, they'd notice if I'd been addicted to speed for over 12 months too! I can only assume they either never ever speak to you or have a level of nievity thats previously uncharted.

Ask K'dOutinAz if he likes having to take methadone every day. Ask Twominds if he likes his opiate addiction. Ask Negrogesic if he likes having to take 150mg of methadone a day! Ask them what it feels like when they don't get their dose. All three (and many more on Bluelight) will tell you you're heading down a very very dark path, or worse, you won't even make it down the path, you'll end up being found by your mother lying dead on your bed after "treating yourself" to aa lethal dose of methadone.

Stop using methadone. STOP USING IT.
 
telling Ryan to lay off the drugs is like spitting back at rain.

... let him do what he wants.
 
Also, methadone has a really long half life. The shit will build up in your body, especially if you have no tolerance. Taking 60mg on day one, and another 60mg on day two is like taking 90mg on day two.
 
AxL BLaZe said:
telling Ryan to lay off the drugs is like spitting back at rain.
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It does seem very much like its falling on deaf ears. At least when he was doing adderall he'd respond to people, now he just gives a monologue about how fucked he is and how much more drugs he's going to do.

I'd just prefer it if we don't end up needing to add his name to the Bluelight Shrine....
 
well I just got a phone call and welll these people want to know if I want to buy some E and I do so hopefully it's good I might post back 'rolling' even though that term does not apply to me at all. but x sounds good sure does
 
RyanM said:
well I just got a phone call and welll these people want to know if I want to buy some E and I do so hopefully it's good I might post back 'rolling' even though that term does not apply to me at all. but x sounds good sure does
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This after puking for 24 hours straight? I think it is time to officially give up on ryan. :\
 
RyanM: I'd like to see you go two weeks without drugs.

Prove that you can do this, show us that theres still hope for you :)

You'll find you can appreciate the effect of drugs more if you use less frequently. Plus you'll save X amount of dollars.

Or try to keep it to weekends, just cut down on your habit before its too late.

No-one here on BL is ever impressed by a large habit. No-one.

Who cares if there are some people on here who do +100mg? I dont, and i think its an extremely unheathy outlook on life to try and aim for something like that.

Ryan, mate, you can do this :) just calm down.
 
tonights drug combo

Im new to posting here although i visit bluelight often. Saw the thread started and wanted to include tonights(prob tommorows too) drug use thats motivated me to share with u guys. Woke up around 10 and immediatley ate 2 10mg dexedrine spansules and 10mg IR adderall. About half an hour later 25mg ephedrine for my preworkout energy boost. 2 hours later I consumed 20mg more adderall ir before going to gnc for work. After three more hours around 5pm it was another 20mg adderall IR. After work I decided to talk an 1.5hr trip to collect a gram of coke that was owed to me. As a precaution I took 1mg klonopin to avoid too much stimulation that could create problems as I iv'ed about 3/4s gram of coke. Unfortunatley it wasnt of usuall quallity was cut with baking soda or another cut that made it clumpy when combined with water. It clooged an insulin pin even with filtering with cotton, so I did the next two with 1.5" 21g syringe.

I have huge veins in my upper arms, but even then its hard to tell how deep ur injecting(esp 1.5"needle). I almost got high off one and missed the other. Now I have small lumps under my skin. Not too bad as they will go away in a couple days. So as u could imagine I was pissed. I was determined, however, to feel good of something so I just took another 100mg adderall IR along with 3mg klonopins. I have gone over 200mg in around a day so this would be a normal dosage to induce some sort of well being. So here I am off off close to 200mg amphetamines making my virgin post on bluelight. I like being able to admit this stuff as many have been through the same, unlike others I know who would think I was crazy.(I am prescribed 40mg adderall IR and 10mg dexedrine spansules daily) I know the comedown may be a little rough, but Im headed to California tommorow for vacation so I really dont give a fuck. Ill sleep during my flight and long layover thanks to my large supply of kpins. If only I had some opiates to go along. O well, fuck it. Hopefully I posted this in the right forum, if not,mods feel free to post where appropriate. Thanks and I hope to learn a lot from here, and hope u guys can put up with an occasional ramble.
 
BTW, I only binge out like this once a month or so, and do make sure to drink plenty of fluids with multivitamins and a blended smoothie or two.

Any supplements u guys know of that can replenish my CNS/PNS quicker due to overactivy? Any neurotransmitter precursors that wont leave me as mentally drained afterwards? What about tolerance increase? Ive heard dxm may work, as well as some others. Maybe a month long break with provigil to help with the aftereffects? Help would be greatly appreciated.
 
Bf and I are starting to come down off some rolls - probably MDEA rather than MDMA. It's been a really chill night. Now we are listening to Sasha and Digweed Northern Exosure 2. Very chill indeed. You other f'ed up people have a gret and safe night/morning.
 
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