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Twip said:
I just felt like you shouldn't be belittling RyanM by compartmentalizing what he's doing and saying how we shouldn't "spend more and more energy" on him. Looking back, I guess I agree with what you're conveying... but (as I alluded to then) I can't help feeling like he's just "one of us," and that it's a crime to say any time spent on him is wasted.
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I feel there is a point beyond reasonable doubt that what I'm saying is correct due to one very particular factor: the content of RyanM's most recent posts. None have been constructive responses to anyone, and for the most part, is just a log of how decrepit he is willingfully making his brain.
It irks me to see the kid in trouble,too - read a post I made a few pages back to him, kind of a long blurb about helping himself out. But by this point, I fully feel that the attention and concern from board members is all this guy really wants from his laundry-list postings of new stimulant drugs he now has access to, and just how often to fry his brain with MDMA?
In my opinion, humble as it may be, I decide to leave him alone. perhaps the incessant need for attention will go away, and so will his excessive drug use, because he no longer gets attention from them.
I'm sorry if im over psycho-analyzing the guy, I come from a line of Psychologists, but from studying the frenatic and often braggart statements he makes here, I cannot honestly say that I feel like helping him - that by not helping him, he will help himself. Ya Dig?

There will always be people who will say 'RyanM please stop doing this, it is so terrible for your brain! and thats fine. My personal stance is to just end the whole empathy and help the guy out a different way. We're all a community, we want to protect each other - you'd think you'd want to replace a failing plan, wouldnt you?

Eh, my sentiments.

Carry on with your merriments.
 
I tryed NOT consuming my little friends today.
Therefore, after like 12 hours i relapsed and decided at 12am.....a binge was a good idea.

160mg dexedrine (32x5mg).

And well, yeah. A warm calm shadow now blankets reality, making everything feel rewardable, productive and worthwhile. :D
 
i just wokeup and took 40mg temazepam and 50mg oxazepam.smoked a joint and fuck i feel relaxt now!!!
gone get smack in a minut and mabey some methadone....
today is gone by a good day!!

[edit]i got my smack and i'm nodding like crazy....today is a ggod day
 
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im high off codeine rite now...kinda weird feeling. first time. theres not that much euphoria at this dosage
but im all warm....body is fucked up tho...just fell off the chair and crawled to my room and back....starting to get itchy...
 
I am soooo stoned right now....off of about 4-5 fattttt joints....oh man I was having major majorrrr trip outs lol....crazy paranoid too i dont remember how i came home its so gone right now lol....gooood shit, got another one to go=D tripping out on this fucking music too...8(
 
friday night, and i am unfortunately extremely fucking sober. it seems like this always happens on days when i have nothing to do the next. :X
 
First time doing E since late August! Did a few lines about 15 minutes ago. Coming up.. feeling great so far! Time to do some more.
 
Whoo! A couple snow-bong bowls, numerous bubbler hits, 7.5 mg of xanax and a good 5 to 6 beers.

As to how im feeling right now? one can only guess.

Wanna watch fear and loathing but its almost 3AM and i gotta get up reasonably early tomorrow to go to a headshop and do some shopping, adding to my glass collection. but who fuckin cares!?

I'll finish the beers and call it a night:) . Au revpor.
 
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