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you're sooooo high right now and want to share? post here

no matter how much people tell ryan what hes doing is going to kill him, it isnt going to get him to stop, or even slow down. :\

good luck to you.
 
yeahh just got done snorting the 80mg it's so great...it kicks in so fast ,,ah yes the intense narcotic rush I finally get to enjoy ... sure beats 80mg adderall wow could you just imagine now my perfect amount 100mg oxy daily instead of my 100mg adderall amount which use to be perfect for months but we all know what happened to that nonsense it's kind of even pointless now 400mg isn't enough and I can't even keep any amount that isn't over doing it which is why I had to switch to x adderall wasn't really working any more hmm but I don't knoww oxy is greatness I like doing 180 turns but oxy is expensive compared to adderall but yeah it's worth it pft Don't know I could of started with 20mg oxy but no I started with 40mg now for my second time it's 80mg next time probably 100mg grrness I don't think it's that much because of my 300mg 400mg 500mg adderall amounts it's wrecked any normal thought process of recreational use and starting low and slow who knows I don't think about the past or future I coast through the present who knows what will come
*sigh* I think I'm going to be sick
 
RyanM said:
I don't think about the past or future I coast through the present who knows what will come
*sigh* I think I'm going to be sick
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you know, i kinda wish i could think that way as well. :\

for me, i didnt have any weed tonight, but i have a grinder w/ some kief on it, so i got some of it out, went through random bags i had w/ very little weed and stems and got enough for 8 hits, suprisingly enough. i didnt think i was going to be getting high tonight, but here i am, high as hell. :)
 
RyanM said:
Don't know I could of started with 20mg oxy but no I started with 40mg now for my second time it's 80mg next time probably 100mg grrness I don't think it's that much because of my 300mg 400mg 500mg adderall amounts it's wrecked any normal thought process of recreational use and starting low and slow who knows I don't think about the past or future I coast through the present who knows what will come
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You're lucky you didn't pass out on 80mg of Oxy, thats a hell of a lot for only your second time!

As for continually upping your dosage, DONT, its the quickest stupidest way to get a massive opiate addiction. You know how expensive they are, and an Oxy addiction at your age is not something you want! Adderall is bad enough, but I can see you blowing 250mg+ of Oxy a day by the end of March if you aren't careful. Ask K'dout if he liked his 240mg/day habit? The answer will be no.

Don't be an idiot Ryan, I'm sure I'm not the only poster here who worries you might be on a very steep downward spiral to somewhere very very bad......
 
I think we should stop bugging him for two reasons:

1.) If he overdoses, and is somehow traced back to BlueLight, the media sources cannot deny that we tried to help him countless times.

2.) He is not responding to advice at this point - This thread has become, for him, a place to brag about his misuse of dangerous drugs. He's using this thread as a mock weblog of his life, not looking for help.

This is just my opinion, but why spend more and more energy on a less and less responsive individual?
 
Maybe "the media" will just quote the last half of your post if they need to paint the proper picture. ;o

I'd just like to say that Ryan scares me when I'm tripping and can see everyone's potential to become anything (and anyone). I think, "That's me if I do what he does."

I've never had any stimulants or opioids, but I always figured I should give them a try someday. Maybe I shouldn't. ;|

*loves his psychedelics*
 
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Jean Valjean said:
you know, i kinda wish i could think that way as well. :\
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Yeah, well i assure you. Nothing good comes from it. That there comes naturally with the amph addiction. With the present, there is only a drug. Past is meaningless, future is the invevitable spiral towards nothing.


Getting into opiates is dangerous becaues of that OD possibility.
Long-term amp users however, OD in one shot... is nearly impossible.
switching out amps for opiates....will let the mind return to normal at least. to come to reality when pain kicks in.


Averaging 100mg a day of dexedrine, with at least 2 binges of double-triple that per week. 1600mg lasts me 2 weeks. Then for 2 weeks i have to spread out only 200mg. Then its refilled. Rinse and repeat...

However, the few days i have been left with nothing. I have seen the mind return and looked into the future....and tryed to stop it.


That is why, i decided to finish it all off at once. knowing ill go insane for 2 weeks without ;p



Good to hear, ryan found something new. Maybe an escape, from the escape :)
altho, i do take xanax daily and alcohol almost daily with that. Hopefully he is to broke to afford to start combining ;p
 
Wowie...I snorted a whole 100mg Morphine pill and am heavily sedated here trying to do my homework. I nod out and wake up not knowing where I am...pretty inefficient study habits I have :) Of course, I also popped 30mg Methadone in the early morning and took 2mg Klonopin. Hehe...was nodding out during my test as well (Health though, easy stuff).
 
Smoked a bowl and a nice fat joint from a buddy who just picked up a nice big count. Came home, ate some wheat crisps cereal with a bunch of chocolate clodhopper candies in it, and a tall cold glass of water.

Listening to the new Mars Volta album and playing Soul Calibur on Dreamcast. Good times, folks.
 
I dont understand why everybody worries about RyanM so much he is just a kid experimenting [abliet a bit much, but shit who doesnt to a bit to much], and I am glad to see him out of his Adderall phase, he moved on to his next phase. Its the most common occurence with drug users untill they find there perfect drug and usually stick with it. Live Life while you can.

Me: Moderately high

6mg of Klonpin, 2mg of Ativan, 50mg of Thorazone, 100mg of hydroxyzine, IV heroin, an iron pill, a pipe of MaryJane and probably some Trazadone later but I doubt it, as I should be able to drift unconscious semi easy tongiht. Out of xanax unfortuently, but still nodding sufficiently. I have found that the Thorazine is a nice compliment to my drug cocktail, potentizes opiates much better than Vistoril or even klonpain. Now xanax and opiates nod me the fuck out ... Oh well there is always tommorrow.

/end of ramble babble
 
Smoked a one hitter on the way home from work... and coupled with one enormous bong hit, gets me to a grand total of completey fucked.

So have a very merry unbirthday!!! 8(
 
oh man.. 3 hits of White Fluff??

What have I done... ahaha :)

...where I keep pausing with every air I breathe and feeling the million realities connected with it... yeah, that's the one...
 
Smoked a few bowls of blueberry dro and damn, I love this shit. I've also decided to chill today with friends so I took 90 mg of addie so I am pretty jacked. I gotta go chill with my girlfriend in a little and she actually has her own weed that is some goodass dro. She got it from her brother that comes into town every few months and damn, he always has good bud. I can't wait to smoke there and maybe get laid. :)
 
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