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you're sooooo high right now and want to share? post here

2 beers and a wave of sexual frustration. :(

And Ryan, give up the speed. I'm guessing you don't actually have ADD and you thought it would be fun, right? This is why I believe pharmaceutical speed is more wrong than illicit methamphetamine. And meth pisses me off.
 
ahh I'm on 270mg today and I can't even handle this

Welll I'm well into 3 days like my plan

My binge total was 210mg Friday 300mg Saturday 270mg Sunday *tonight* - 780mg in 3 days

Wow I didn't think it would hit but ah I am so paranoid I was at this house you know with atleast 15 people and I heard all of them whispering about me talking about me and adderall and acting all different

Infact I had to leave that house cuz I couldn't stand it and then I went to another person's house with 4 people and they too were whispering about me even this complete stranger I just met tonight was

so I am home now but like I'm super shaking and when I pulled into my apartment parking lot I saw every car and people inside all the cars uh just sitting there like they were waiting for me

ahh why me? seriously they don't have to do that none of them had to whisper I mean 15 people couldn't think of anything else to talk about then me?

I'm glad I'm home safe in my room with the door locked and the light on I'm not leaving!
 
^Sounds like an amphetamine psychosis episode. You seriously like that stuff? 8)

I'm sober at the moment and as much as I'd like to have a beer or two, I have some homework to do so maybe later. Guess I don't have an excuse for posting in this thread tonight. :\
 
RyanM said:
so I am home now but like I'm super shaking and when I pulled into my apartment parking lot I saw every car and people inside all the cars uh just sitting there like they were waiting for me

ahh why me? seriously they don't have to do that none of them had to whisper I mean 15 people couldn't think of anything else to talk about then me?

seriously dude, when you start seeing people sitting in cars waiting for you, and everyone is whispering about you, maybe it's time to stop? recuperate a little.

either way, i'm about to sit back and enjoy a mild codeine buzz cos it's a school night. peace man
 
RyanM said:
ahh why me? seriously they don't have to do that none of them had to whisper I mean 15 people couldn't think of anything else to talk about then me?
They aren't talking about you, you are suffering from speed psycosis, which is characterised by extreme paranoia. You've done more than 3/4 of a gram of speed in 3 days, and not slept, its taking its toll on your brain. Please just give up!

Once you start hearing people whispering about you, its not very long before you're going full blown dillusional and you wind up in hospital, or jail for doing something incredibly stupid "because they're after you".

Ryan, just think about what you're typing and saying. Is it normal? No! Its the adderall, for pete sake get help!
 
*sigh of relief* I got sleep last night finally but only from 3am-9am but today I'm only going to do 90mg and then sleep more tonight then hopefully stay around 100mg like I said
 
Hahaha. Maybe this is a sign of some kind. Saying it's time to give it a break, so that tolerance might go down and you can get all fuXx0r3d uP with us again.
 
*sigh* actually I have been thinking about what you said

me neither I mean on my recent 780mg 3 day binge yes

On 120mg - No- doing around 100mg for this week-No

I will probably be back next week or something doing 300mg daily or something or some huge amount again like 400mg in a day or 420mg or something

I too am not soooo high enough to be in this

of course I don't think any one will do adderall in my honor...*sad*
 
I'm pretty happy :) (Just to change the tone)

I quit codeine a few weeks ago, and have no tolerance anymore. I guess you could say "fucked" but not really. Just that subtle codeine high I love (Off only 200mg :D)

Of course, my old habits are already starting up. :p
 
smoked a nice J of nugget to myself and shared a really nice peach cigar with some friends. good times
 
This thread has taken a new way, why don't we stick to the primary topic and just create a "lett's all try to save ryan from his upcoming funeral" thread on the dark side?

btw, I've just snorted a line of blow after drinking alot of bourbon, this is so great :D
 
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