Ah well, your choice. Your head and body is just going to be even fucked come the start of the week again.
Do you take any other drugs than adderall? And you seem to be on it all the time?
How long have you been using the stuff everyday?
I don't know I have been finding a lot and stuff I started it a little over 1 1/2 years ago
Yes today actually I got talked into smoking pot which was fun because I forgot what it felt like but I was already on 90mg by then but it was so fun I miss that silly weed oh well
Not usually but do you know how expensive adderall gets when your habit becomes 200mg+
I don't know how long I guess I can't remember
I can remember the week though Monday 400mg *remember that?* yeah then at night I took 30mg then 30mg at 5am then 60mg at 11am I think I did on Tuesday umm uhh I don't know around 180mg since the 400mg was over with in a second but wednesday and thursday were only 60mg yep! Friday 210mg
I don't I'm thinking today is going to be 200mg BUT I have 300mg left in the non time release so I might eat all those today
Don't know yet it's only going on 6am probably 200mg+ might reach 300mg today
It's seriously not as bad as it sounds seriously it only sounds bad
About 10 bowls of superb nugget with a friend smoked in 1 session. also i feel really wierd because the first few days after i trip really hard on shrooms are always highs that make me feel like i'm mildy-tripping again.
Woooh! Valium for the first time - 10mgs. Not sure what I think yet... does anyone else think Valium's better when you're out doing things? It feels like a happy merry-go-round drunk feeling, minus the stupidity. Think I might up the dosage next time, 20mg sounds good to me
*stumbles in* *collapses on floor* *head spin black out as I stand up* Lol don't even ask
Well uh this is day 3 I guess since it's sunday well I don't know I'm on 300mg right now I guess
I don't know
210mg I think started the binge on friday then saturday 300mg and now it's sunday
I have 90mg left so I will eat that 90mg around 12pm
Then gotta get another $20 worth
Then I need to crash tonight but oh well I will slow down tomorrow on monday yep this time for real well uhh probably around 200-300mg again today but I will crash tonight hopefully but oh well
another repeat again 710mg in 3 days or 810mg in 3 days depends what happens later
I'm asking around finally for something stronger not coke or crack too expensive went through that already but in pills
Hopefully these people can find Dexedrine uhh I was talking to a different guy about meth who is from texas uhh apparently it's coming in or something
Hope I get a shot at meth but dexedrine will be good too uh Of course adderall still works if nothing else comes through
starting tomorrow 100mg/daily again like the good old days *didn't think I would be saying that couple months ago* not 200-300mg daily *didn't think I would be saying that couple months ago either when 100mg was my thing or 120-160mg*
"Hope I get a shot at meth but dexedrine will be good too uh Of course adderall still works if nothing else comes through"
Meth? Oh OK.
Signed and sealed.
RyanM is going to die young.
It feels pretty horrible not to be able to do anything about it though ... at least for me.
I wish someone had at least given him a chance with a mind-boggling mescaline/LSD trip or something ... about the only thing I can think of. Rehabiliation wouldn't do fuck-all with a case like this.
Oh! lilyisdancing I hope you read this thread because I was wondering how are you doing? crash yet? what are you up to? in these 3 days? I'm at 510mg right now
I already know I will do atleast 200mg more today then crash tonight so it will end at 710mg in 3days or 810mg in 3 days some where in between can't wait to take this 90mg at 12pm so I can leave the house again
So I will be at 600mg at 12pm in 3 days 4-sure! lol I love those tablets I am so lucky seriously this guy and it's only one guy and he actually has enough adderall to fuel me
No more calling 8 people for their prescriptions and they run out and you need more
I'm seriously so thankful of this person already went through a prescription worth from them and still they have more! god never ending adderall I'm in heaven
Money is an issue kind of spent my check this weekend
Hello car money gotta live this up before this ends
Geez! gotta rethink this 100mg daily again
Oh here we go! dramatic to the core! the meth probably won't even happen I'm just asking around for stronger stuff it doesn't mean I will get it I'm not even worried about it seriously you don't know what is up you don't live here you know nothing as to what is happening so don't pretend you do
Do I all get in your life and tell you what is going to happen or tell you that you have something that you don't
10am I just took the 90mg won't be back till tonight with the total and then I am crashing! 600mg-in 3 days -so far and it's only 10am hope the 90mg works for a couple of hours
anyways What are you people on right now? sooo high on what? tell us what you are like right now seriously