swybs said:
^^^ synto, I don't mean this in a bad way, but I don't understand sometimes your posts here...you say you have no tolerance but you always "blast off" more than 1 day a week, with some heavy duty shit--dont you ever go through WDs?
paradoxcycle said:
I was wondering that myself. Synto, how often do you use?
It's been a while since I had no tolerance if we're speaking of opiates and benzos. I don't remember posting that I had no tolerance. There are definitely times when I have less of a tolerance than others, but I've been using somewhat steady since about two months after getting out of rehab, so the tolerance is there. Do I go through w/d? I've experienced extreme benzo and opiate withdrawl in the past. I was in the hospital due to benzo w/d.
However, I have about 5-6 months worth of methadose take home's (I don't go to the clinic) and I have two or three friends who have a bunch of leftover suboxone that they were using while on maintenance, so opiate w/d is never really an issue anymore (for now). While I do go all out and dose pretty high sometimes, that isn't a daily occurance. I use opiates (namely either Oxycontin, Dilaudid, Methadone, or Heroin) on average 3-4 times a week. I'll do it up big maybe 1-2 of those times.
I do go through benzo w/d rarely. Very rarely. Between the internet, doctors, and friends it usually isn't a problem. When it happens it scares me into obtaining some asap. I've had a huge problem in the past with them and that might have something to do with this, but when I dose it usually takes me a lot more than it does my buddies to get off. For instance, if I don't take at least 4mg Xanax then it seems pointless to take any. I won't feel anything from less. I probably take benzos on average 4-5 days a week, and dose high on average 2 times a week.
I've been maintaining approx. those same schedules for a long while now though. I used to dose benzos and opiates every day of the week, as many times a day as possible. Was maintaining almost 1g/day oxycontin habit at times and 16mg+/daily xanax habit. Glad those days are over.