Now, I do have polycystic ovarian disease and hella fibroids... I do HAVE PAIN... but I dig opiates like a motherfucker.
I spent 3 hours in the ER today after not being able to walk b/c of my fucking female organs and the shits just gave me Tramadol.
But... my Specialist gave me a script for 90 somas and 90 valiums yesterday and I've been on Xanax for 10 years.
So.. today.. I had a nice high.. 1 Tramadol, 2 Vicodins (from a wonderful friends), a couple of those Somas and I just now took a .5 Xanax.
My pain is terrible but hey, I'm pretty fucking relaxed. My Vic buzz is long gone goddammit, but shit, I feel OK. I'm thinking 1 Soma + One benzo whether it be Xanax or Valium (and no, I won't mix the two) will get me off enough to "feel good".
So, I just wanted to share...
And no, I'm not a newbie. I frequented Bluelight like a motherfucker a few years ago but have been without internet at home for a year now...
Have fun, be safe.
Peace and Love,
M.