hehe im not so fucked up, but im comfortable to say the least. came across some grade a blow tonight, but just a tiny bit kicked down by someone close to me. basically coming down too but i dont feel any comedown whatsoever, and no burn when it went up..assumed high high quality. besides that, on the methadone, took 30mgs hydro to see if it would work..but it barely did crap. i dont get it, how come i dont get high from it, when im using such small amts of methadone?? i heard methadone doesnt block other opiates when used in small amounts. i use max 12.5-15mgs daily. but some days ill take less then 5 mgs and it has been a little more then a week now on this stuff. i havent used hydros until today, and for some reason 30mgs didnt get me off, but unfortunately it didnt get me off before i used dont either (would get me feelin nice at least) . can anyone clarify this..i heard u need to use at least 40 mgs to block ur receptors with methadone to have it block other opiate highs. my question is, if i used 10mgs a day , for 5 days, that would be 50mgs consumed in 5 days. does that mean theres still 50mgs in my receptors, due to its long half-life? someone PLEASE clarify this for me, and if taking approx 5 to 12.5mgs of methadone daily to get by..would taking maybe a tad bit more hydrocodone then i used to (maybe the 9-12 days of 'done using raised my natural tolerance to opiates) possibly get me high? and let me tell you guys, i dont relaly feel "high" all day, however i do get a good buzz from small amounts of methadone. compared to fentanyl and hydrocodone, methadone is WAYYYYYYy mroe sedating IMO, which to me makes me feel like im using too much..but i dont think so . anyways, also on some xanax, prolly the culprit of why i aint having any comedown whatsoever from that 'caine. grabbed 85 .25mg xanax (hahahahah, friend snatched from a friends home which grandma lived but died) for a gram, 5 bucks..and 3 hydro 10/325's. woo, getting 100 more of those xanax for two grams of danks tomorow.
