This is more of a "I WAS so high and I wanna share", as most of the effects have worn off now, and I'm just in a nice state of what I like to call "Floating awakeness" (basically, I WOULD be sleeping right now if I hadn't taken drugs, but since I can't...I'm just gonna sit back, mellow out, and enjoy it)
Whew...shit, where to start. oh:
DISCLAIMER: (the following contains sexual innuendo)
Ok, woke up at 6pm Tuesday so obviously, I was up all night, however yesterday (wednesday), I needed to do things all day and night, so I couldn't be going to bed at 8am and waking at 6pm again...
I stayed up under my own power as long as I could (about 2pm), taking care of the early morning errands I had, then around 2 I took 20mg Adderall to help me through the rest of the day (had to be somewhere at 3pm, and 11pm)... however it didn't last nearly as long as I suspected (no idea why). So at 8:30pm I took another 20mg. This proved to be interesting.
This is when the first dose kinda kicked me in the face... I had a split second thought about (hmm, maybe that was too much) after I took the second dose... and even though I knew it wasn't, and I was absolutely fine, my mind kinda ran with it... and ended up giving me a 5-minute paranoia attack
Ended up calming down and
About 15mins later I decided to take a shower, and start getting ready. (Went downtown at 11 to go to the club, cause I haven't been out in over a month, and i needed to talk to like 5 people there)
In the shower, the second 20mg hit me...full force, and for some reason, it made me kinda... frisky
So i decided to handle that situation (

)... well all I can say is, WOW... my whole body was just left tingly afterwards... and I blacked out during. It was weird... the tingling sensation was similar to how I felt when I had a string of panic-attacks about 3 years ago, but my mind was absolutely relaxed... so it wasn't really a bad thing...
Well, after i got out of the shower, I felt kinda weird, still tiggly, figetdy, I thought I did some damage by doing that, and figured I just over-loaded myself with all the stimulus. So, I drank a beer to help calm me a bit (worked great), got ready the rest of the way, and left the house around 10:30.
At the club...WOW, it was GREAT, so much energy, dancing like crazy (made sure to drink plenty of water), ended up talking with like 6 complete strangers (which i NEVER do, I always just follow my group of friends around as they know people than i do)
A very nice experience (even with the mini-panic attack and the weird 'overload' feeling)... now to see if I come down within any amount of time to sllow me to sleep before I have to run more errands tomorow (around 2pm)... probably not lol. Oh well... Sleep deprivation it is then
Oh, and in case anyone is wondering... I DID eat, I'm really good at making myself able to eat when I have to... had a sub-sandwich around noon before I took the adderall, and had a big slice of pizza around 7pm, and I'm about to go in and heat another slice up.
(sorry this was so long...I have a tendancy to ramble while in stimulants)
