neverwas
Bluelighter
i close my eyes,
i try to sleep.
i wrestle with my mind.
searching for that one true feeling
that keeps me safe.
helps me to unwind.
(you)
a gentle kiss
everytime you wake.
the soft touch
of your hand.
gives me a sigh of happiness
as i fall asleep holding your hand.
often to scared to sleep.
often to scared to dream.
my nightmares
dont come so often now.
my crying nights
nearlly ceased.
(you)
just having your friendship
means ever so much.
just having you
to watch over me while i sleep
to keep me safe
keep my mind from harm.
...Lately i have been telling my friends how much i love and appreciate them (most of them know it so i dont wana drive themc razy by saying it over and over again) but it feels so good to tell them that.sometimes i think they put up with so much and i dont deserve such good people in my lifebut they handle so much of what goes on in my life...from my fire trauma to my sickness to mood swings. i am greatfull for each and everyone of them and they know who they are
i try to sleep.
i wrestle with my mind.
searching for that one true feeling
that keeps me safe.
helps me to unwind.
(you)
a gentle kiss
everytime you wake.
the soft touch
of your hand.
gives me a sigh of happiness
as i fall asleep holding your hand.
often to scared to sleep.
often to scared to dream.
my nightmares
dont come so often now.
my crying nights
nearlly ceased.
(you)
just having your friendship
means ever so much.
just having you
to watch over me while i sleep
to keep me safe
keep my mind from harm.
...Lately i have been telling my friends how much i love and appreciate them (most of them know it so i dont wana drive themc razy by saying it over and over again) but it feels so good to tell them that.sometimes i think they put up with so much and i dont deserve such good people in my lifebut they handle so much of what goes on in my life...from my fire trauma to my sickness to mood swings. i am greatfull for each and everyone of them and they know who they are
