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Well at least your dose is at a managable level. Insomnia induced by suboxone wd can be particularly bad. I would try to taper down to .125-.0625mg before jumping.. reducing your dose 10-20% every 3 or 4 days.
in a month or so i should (hopefully) be jumping off my subs
my key worker said that when the time comes i can get the 'non-opiate detox Rx)
consisting of buscopan for cramps, anti-diarreah tablets that aren't immodium, and some zopiclone obv for sleep
hope its enough!
Well I used speed (not meth) for 5 weeks on WD's usually used it 4-5 days straight, I slept and ate food every day. On break days I took GHB, lyrica, gabapentin or phenibut. I can tell you that I didn't have to suffer at all. I don't get comedown from speed so it was no problem to use lots of speed, actually I miss the period of WD because it was so much fun using so many different good and fun drugs, but now I don't have any use for them.Im reading people say adderall that may work for some but NOT all i got my hands on i think it was 50mg time released i tried last week im down to near the end of a big taper, for some energy what i got was 18 hours of hell jitters, anxiety, weird heart beats finally i beat it down with 1.5 mgs xan. Not for everyone
Not enough at all. You need at least lyrica, phenibut or gabapentin in high doses.
Well I used speed (not meth) for 5 weeks on WD's usually used it 4-5 days straight, I slept and ate food every day. On break days I took GHB, lyrica, gabapentin or phenibut. I can tell you that I didn't have to suffer at all. I don't get comedown from speed so it was no problem to use lots of speed, actually I miss the period of WD because it was so much fun using so many different good and fun drugs, but now I don't have any use for them.
In having a crisis!!! My last 3 days of heroin use before I start the methadone program and in freaking out. Was on the suboxone program for about 3 years and did great until I relapsed this past February and been going tough ever since. I tried to go back to suboxone but ended up in precipitated W\d s EVERYTIME. Anyway starting me off on my first dose of 30mg of methadone Monday at 6am....in scared of withdrawals horribly but I'm so done with this life. Anyone know if I'm going to be okay come Monday as far as withdrawal goes or am I going to have to use at night?
neo i can only relate a little to what your saying only because back in the 1980s i used alot of speed back then it called crank was light orange looking and you snooted it couple minutes later i could feel the hairs standing on the back of my neck. I could almost drink a case of beer and not get a buzz i mean i would drink all night stay up for the whole weekend sometimes even longer then live on tums and milk for a couple days after not eating shit for 4 days. So if your use to speed i can see how it can wake up a beaten down body but thats it i dont get how you have any appitite on speed and what happens after dont you feel worse? i know one thing what works for one person might not another. And these days im not even sure what kind of speed is being used and how its being admin. But i do think its could only be effective if your use to it and a younger person.
Well the eating part was really hard. But every morning I took GHB to rise my appetite, I ate big breakfast, and after that I took my speed, then I ate lots of small pieces of fruits and vegetable, drank lots of milk (has lots of protein) and drink yoghurt's, also I took lots of vitamine pills. You just need to eat something that is easy to swallow. I also slept every night at least 7 hours by help of seroquel and one 5mg valium. In thtem orning I never felt anything that I would call comedown
When amphetmine is coming down, if ive had long binge I mught get negative view on my life, but I dont particulary feel depressed or anxiety. I mean I get really bad hangover and comedown from alcohol. I'äve done over 10 yeasrs speed (never too long, its never affected my life negatively, I stop it when it seems I ger problems from it). My dopamine system might be different fro most people. Mostly after speed my mind goes to baseline. I never feel suicidal thought when I come down from speed, I never feel something that I would call "hell", "torturous" or "terrible", yes after many days binge if I dont eat much my body feels very weak, but my mind has little more negative view on things. It hard to describe, but I never have felt anything that many people tell what they feel when they come down. I dont get sleep for 9 hours after last speed dose, bu t that isnt come down, its part of effect of stimulant.
I always eat my speed, I've never done it so much that I start to feel "damn I want to stop this but I can't". Ive done meth only maybe 4 times, even then I didnt feel much comedown, one time I smoked meth and after 6 hours I took 10mg valium to get sleep, next time I felt totally normal like I didn't take anything last day.
Ive heard from some other guys that they also never get comedown. YOu have to remember that some people dont get comedown or hungover from alcohol, its all about brains, how they react and work. My dopamine system is different many ways, even when Im sober I get very strong euphoria from porn or if I listen good music, almost like have taken some speed.
Most peoples 'arsenal' contains 4 other drugs, I find it ironic.Ideally, I'd say:
- Pregablin (up to 600mg/day) dependant on the size of your bastard fucking tolerance.
- Diazepam (30mg-ish/day). Don't really have access to any other long-acting benzo's but it is relatively easy to come by...
- Hash. (lots of it, in any formulation, as often as possible)
- Sertraline (200mg/ day - I'm scripted for 150mg but get a 28 day dispense so needs must etc.)
- Promethazine (a couple as needed for nausea and at night as a sleeper - never noticed the dosage). I've been given Metacloperamide for (non-w/d) nausea before but I hear one of it's side-effects can be the shits, so I don't think I'll chance it!
- Water/Isotonic drinks
- Music/TV/Internet
- Multi-vit
- Baby-wipes (for when the journey to the shower is just too perilous)
- More hash (just in case...)
- Imodium (I generally go with what it says on the side of the packet plus one)
Have got a cluck coming up in the next few weeks...should probably put more thought into this. My last one was horrible so not looking forward to it (although that said, i had 30mg of valium and some hash and nothing else to last me the whole process...*shudders*).
This technique is called the 'fear and loathing rapid detox'.I've been building a back up kit for when I get off methadone. At the moment I have a few of each of the following:
-subatex
-phenobarbitol
-odansetron
-zoplicone
-zolpidem
-lyrica
-vitamins
-ketamine
-dxm
-Tylenol w/methocarbamol
Most peoples 'arsenal' contains 4 other drugs, I find it ironic.
^ Being older is why I have so many of the mentioned drugs available for if/when I have to go cold turkey. I have gabapentin and Lyrica, for when my first pain management doctor was banned from prescribing opiates, so these meds were substituted. I have over 200 ativan (benzo) on hand b/c I tell my doctor I have anxiety with my children growing up and thereby I experience "empty nest"anxiety. I have clonidine from my GP from when my second pain management doctor closed suddenly. By building a good relationship with a primary care provider, I would think you would be able to get most of these meds, over a period of time. I would say I was prescribed these drugs over a 3 year period of time. BTW: I would love to have a few subs on hand, but that is not possible to get from a GP... it must be obtained from a doctor holding a special certification. I would not go to the streets for anything at my age.
Oh... and I have over 200 cyclobenzadrine (generic Flexeril) a muscle relaxant to help with sleep. I have kratom which I obtained via the internet, but have not even tried that yet;it is for emergency withdrawals only.
I'll be happy to finish out my years ops free smoking weed whenever i want (instead of three days a month cause i could not fail pain man urine sample).