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  • BDD Moderators: Keif’ Richards

Your out, Now what?

This is how I ended up on Subs and Ritalin, I couldn't stand spending all my money on Heroin and Adderall or Dexedrine every month because whenever I ran out of money or connections I could barely function.

These days I'm happiest on my maintenance meds although I slip up every now and then.

As a general rule I'd say always have some subs or methadone on hand if you're an opiate addict because there is always those days when things just don't line up or you run out of money. Even where I live where there seems to be an endless supply of H there are always those days when you're fucked.
 
Kill your self :? j/k. I dunno man when I am totally dry of anything and broke I just try to preoccupy myself as best as possible, video games sleep guitar whatever I can.

Man I try my best to play video games or guitar but when I'm out of opiates and subs I can't force myself to pick up a guitar, and I regularly play 1hr+ a day but I feel like such a POS when I'm w/d I can't bring myself to pick it up lol

Is opiates your DOC gorebreath?
Cuz I hate everything when I'm out lol
 
i find it rather hard to play video games when im in w/d. not sure why, i suppose my mind is preoccupied. i like to play cod, and moh- but i always get merkd cuz i got other shit on my mind. i finally got a job, so it shouldnt be a problem in about a week. im out now tho.

and i would LOVE to get into some K, but im very weary about purchasing online
 
Most of the drugs I use are cheap/legal anyway, so that rarely happens. When I'm not doing mephedrone or methylone I just pick up a Benzedrex from the local pharmacy. And I never let myself run out of poppies. EVER.
 
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