Famiy is the best thing in the world..
Hey,
Hallo first..well, as you said you got a husband and a child, and i guess that your family is the most precious "thing" in your life..i'm a father, that's why i mention this. I think you got the answer you wanted, the feeling that gets someone who shoots IV a roxy for the first time in his/her life, (excuse me if i'm wrong, i think this is what you mainly wanted to know, and maybe if it deserves the risk..

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I don't wanna sound like fuckin preaching, but it's a totally bullshit...and your friends who shoots, they must have told you this, cause they surely know it, and if they are true friends..they must prevent you, fuck, what prevent, a real friend wouldn't let you do it. I'm sorry if i sound strict, cruel, but unfortunatelly, a good friend (who'd have shooted IV roxies before, so should know about it..) would never let you do it, and would tell you the truth about the fuckin needle..

.Anyway, please don't do it, it's totally wrong, and it can ruin your life, and make you feel so bad, depressed, and sad, as you can't imagine, please, fuckin believe me. I'm not trying to fear you, i just tell you the truth, my "needle experience", i was shooting dope for 12 years (with some off periods, but most time fuckin on..). I managed to leave the needle down, but i'm the exception which confirms the rule, and don't think that i'm so strong, i just replaced this bad habit with an other one, safer, but also bad, cause i don't wanna leave my wife widow and my kids orphans...and i'm sure you don't want this neither..
Well, i know i sound like an idiot, but let a probably older one man, (i'm fuckin fucked 38..

), give you an advice:stick to whatever you are, and do as less as you can do..
And about the roxy orally..a simple tip to hit you harder and earlier...empty stomach, and you crash carefully the pill till you make it fine powder, you put it in the center of a piece of toilet paper (thin), and you cover it, and cut the piece that maybe left over, (i think that some use thin cigarette paper, but i can't speak cause i haven't use it..

), and you swallow it...It's called parachute, i'm a litl bit surprised if you haven't hear it before, anyway..but for sure, it lasts longer and it's totally better than snort, at least for me, but i'm sure that i'm not the only one..(but always on empty stomach)..Also, some people says that eating smth fat, while they're on oxy, it makes it stronger, but well..the potentiation is an other story...
But the parachute definatelly works, in fact, i always parachute the pills i take, (except some benzos i like take them sublingually..).I think you will like it, with both lortabs and with the roxies..
So, i hope i don't make you tired, i just don't wanted you take the wrong decision and shoot, because i know that it's just a fuckin bullshit, which can ruin your life before you even understand it, yeah, it has destroyed thousand, fuck, rather millions of people, and in fact, it's nothing better, in the case of oxy...nothing in life is over God and your family, i'm sure you know it, and you won't do smth so stupid and bullshit, heh, am i wrong?

I think no..

. Wish you the best, from my heart..you, and your family..%).
MartinFn
PS:Well, i hadn't see your last post, idk why, but i saw it now and i'm happy about your decision and thoughts. Esp the last sentence, "I dont want to get even worse off on these things than i already am..", well done, you've done a very wise estimation of your condition, and with the right moves, i'm sure you'll be fine..Congrats, thumbs up and good luck!!
(Heh, how idiot could i be, a whole post, and i didn't see anything??..lol..wtf..8(..

..8)..)