Find yourself a good weed strain and use it as an edible/oil.
My vote is on santa maria.
The effects will depend upon your endocrine system.
This naturally speaking after you've had a few orgasms on mdma etc...they're better but not very repeatable and as everybody knows it takes some pounding.
Yeah, with MDMA you've got to really work hard to get this kind of shrivelled and very self determined softy to pop into its full (or near enough) glory, let alone keep it there. It can be hours but it sometimes took the edge off the comedown period lying in bed without any key or a nice, old school, 2mg Xanax bad lad.
I've always said the travesty of MDMA is that it doesn't give you a solid boner on demand, without any kind of shrinkled weaner type shenanigans. I truly think it's impact upon the world would be different.
Plus, until you start gaining some length it just looks so... grimey (thanks, persistent yet mild and odd mdma visuals) and, I dunno... just a bit poorly. I feel like I'm almost talking down to a son (non-creepy) and saying "be a cock about it for god's sake, just this once when I really need you to (and every other time in this state, actually) - will you just be your proper fucking god given cock".
And it's kind of the same with speed but more grotty. Has anyone noticed how most of these posts are about masturbation? For a few obvious reason.
The thing about a dirty speed/amph wank is you're in your grotty little wanking grotto at 4am with the birds chirping thinking you've got work/obligations in 5 hours, 200 tabs open in your browser six hours in and you're chaffed to bits. To me it synergises with the speed to some fairly major extent, well into the next day, but it just creates the most oily (hair, not spunk btw; not usual), grimey and disgusting.... yet addicting feeling.
To me it feels like you've just taken the shittesst mdma analogue ever, even though it was just amphetamine and one dirty old speed wank. The endorphin release seems to be quite powerful and I can feel it in my shameful head well into the next day.
Usually it's a mega sort of anti-climax, regardless of the effort you put in and the amount that comes out. Totally drains you.
Best sex I've ever had was purely sober, passionate and with a with a person I loved and found ridiculously fit. We both agreed that it felt like we were on a drug, very much like mdma, but it was a lot cleaner than what I described befkre., lasting about an hour as I lay there curled up with my girlfriend in bliss.