xxsicknessxx
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Switch from paying 30-35 a gram. I vape the gram a day. I have limited myself to a half gram a day. Would it make sense to change from vaping to smoking? I'm only concerned about money. Would cannabis be cheaper. Club sells 8/ths from 20-60 bucks. But I just can't figure this out on my own I don't think, I've asked the club but they always give me a funny face. How hard is this for others you do? Let's say gram if vape is 30 let's say a eighth is 30 just to make it easy. Which is more weed? Which lasts longer for you?
My heads fucked right now. My doctor thinks it's brain damage from a truck accident when I was crossing the street and the guy missed the 6"3got crossing the street in the middle of the day I was just reaching the side walk and safty. Yikes. I had a injury to my brain, my skull was removed and put back. I'm only telling you this because I can't figure this out I need help. Just to add my blood tests have been low for a couple years at lest too. So my memory issues could be explained away as low blood counts, low copper, im anemic bla, bla I got me lots of problems. I worry sometimes in vaping wrong like not taking it deep enough to get high or not holding it in long enough or to long. But I don't think it's normal the things I worry about. But I just want to smoke weed and be happy but pets getting harder and harder my life's getting so difficult. Sigh. Oh well. I'll live for now. Why not. Keep trying.
Let me know your thoughts. I didn't vape yet today, I wait until ten at least but do you vape get high stop? Or vape all day long? Should I save it until later on the day?
Is it also normal to feel weeds not working because you're really a crystal meth addict who's been sober almost two years but is slowly wondering if that's the right answer... Because of I feel bad and getting better will take years and weed doesn't work because I vape to much 30$a day is too much but if I vape less I can only vape at the end of the day.. I was going to put this in the dark side because I'm really depressed right now. But I assume it's all tied to my health and maybe when I'm better ill feel better. Maybe. Plus I can always find a nice place to jump off of in sf no one could ever stop me. So at lest I got choices right? Kidding. Kidding. But I could use a helpful answer
Thanks.
P. S my dad thinks I'm pretending about any of my problems and that I don't need weed he Terry's hard to control me and it sucks he's got my money from a money I got back after the accident. It's for me because I'm fucked for life to bring me happyness I don't see a problem using that money to feel better with weed. But I'm going on a tangent. So I'm stopping. Thanks.
My heads fucked right now. My doctor thinks it's brain damage from a truck accident when I was crossing the street and the guy missed the 6"3got crossing the street in the middle of the day I was just reaching the side walk and safty. Yikes. I had a injury to my brain, my skull was removed and put back. I'm only telling you this because I can't figure this out I need help. Just to add my blood tests have been low for a couple years at lest too. So my memory issues could be explained away as low blood counts, low copper, im anemic bla, bla I got me lots of problems. I worry sometimes in vaping wrong like not taking it deep enough to get high or not holding it in long enough or to long. But I don't think it's normal the things I worry about. But I just want to smoke weed and be happy but pets getting harder and harder my life's getting so difficult. Sigh. Oh well. I'll live for now. Why not. Keep trying.


Is it also normal to feel weeds not working because you're really a crystal meth addict who's been sober almost two years but is slowly wondering if that's the right answer... Because of I feel bad and getting better will take years and weed doesn't work because I vape to much 30$a day is too much but if I vape less I can only vape at the end of the day.. I was going to put this in the dark side because I'm really depressed right now. But I assume it's all tied to my health and maybe when I'm better ill feel better. Maybe. Plus I can always find a nice place to jump off of in sf no one could ever stop me. So at lest I got choices right? Kidding. Kidding. But I could use a helpful answer
Thanks.
P. S my dad thinks I'm pretending about any of my problems and that I don't need weed he Terry's hard to control me and it sucks he's got my money from a money I got back after the accident. It's for me because I'm fucked for life to bring me happyness I don't see a problem using that money to feel better with weed. But I'm going on a tangent. So I'm stopping. Thanks.