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Ryan, Get some help. Adderall and you dont' seem to fit together, you like it too much.
Your favorite wake-up combo?
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JTMarlin
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Ryan, you sound like you're going insane. I'm not insulting you, just giving an OBJECTIVE opinion about it. I can tell you because when I used to be strung out I'd post things that make so sense and "sound" strung out...you're posts are slowly degrading. K'DoutinAZ doesn't even TAKE amphetamines anymore, he fucking hates them. I don't even know why you're asking him about them. Not being stuck up or conceited, but if you're going to ask someone about Dexedrine or Adderall it's me. He's more of the unofficial opioid/benzo expert now. Just because I haven't taken idiotic amounts of the stuff daily like you doesn't mean I'm stupid (it actually means the opposite, generally) but I guess you're logic is kind of flawed as everyone is trying to get through your thick skull.
A lot of people haven't taken a gram of Adderall in a day (1000mg is a 1 gram) and it's NOT "perfectly fine"...that's about the stupidest thing I've ever heard on Blue Light. Maybe 1/10 of 1% of all people to have taken amphetamines have...if that. Many are dead and not around to talk about it, or are hardcore tweakers who look like the walking dead. Either way, they aren't somebody you want to look up to or admire. You won't feel any better taking that much Adderall anyways, it'll only make your tolerance skyrocket. Dude, use some common sense even though it's hard when you're strung out. I don't give a shit WHO you address your posts to, this is a MESSAGE BOARD. Use private messaging to contact one person.
AND FOR GOD'S SAKE GET SOME FUCKING SLEEP! Amphetamines are like no other drug, they will fucking everyone up mentally the same way and you'll get psychosis very soon. It's no joke, not scare tactic, and something I'm trying to tell you to HELP you. Ignore me, fine, but you'll see that I've been right the whole time.
A lot of people haven't taken a gram of Adderall in a day (1000mg is a 1 gram) and it's NOT "perfectly fine"...that's about the stupidest thing I've ever heard on Blue Light. Maybe 1/10 of 1% of all people to have taken amphetamines have...if that. Many are dead and not around to talk about it, or are hardcore tweakers who look like the walking dead. Either way, they aren't somebody you want to look up to or admire. You won't feel any better taking that much Adderall anyways, it'll only make your tolerance skyrocket. Dude, use some common sense even though it's hard when you're strung out. I don't give a shit WHO you address your posts to, this is a MESSAGE BOARD. Use private messaging to contact one person.
AND FOR GOD'S SAKE GET SOME FUCKING SLEEP! Amphetamines are like no other drug, they will fucking everyone up mentally the same way and you'll get psychosis very soon. It's no joke, not scare tactic, and something I'm trying to tell you to HELP you. Ignore me, fine, but you'll see that I've been right the whole time.
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Ryan seriously, use some logic. 1000MG of adderall would not be good. Just because the dose is alot higher does not mean youll get coorespondingly high. There is a threshold for how much your body can tolerate of a drug. I did have a friend eat 800mg of adderall once and he said he couldnt move for 9 hours. There is so much more I could say but fuck it.. I just didnt want to seea 17 year old kid oding on adderall and then they search his computer and see he rambles on this website called bluelight.ru... and then there would be a shitstorm
Seriously, just stop posting about yourself. Nobody understands what you write and you dont understand anything someone tells you.
Just stop man. Stop everything. Drug use, posting, EVERYTHINg.
Seriously, just stop posting about yourself. Nobody understands what you write and you dont understand anything someone tells you.
Just stop man. Stop everything. Drug use, posting, EVERYTHINg.
badboybrian
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smoking a bowl of meth in the morning definitely jump starts my day.
coffee and cigarettes would definitely be my fav combo
coffee and cigarettes would definitely be my fav combo
RyanM could you give me your mother's cell phone number please?So I can make you the best present for your birthday and tell the lady what's his son doing everyday so she can put you in a rehab or something.And if you are going to respond to this only PM please!
It'll feel like shit. Do you think people who have to take 500mg of heroin a day just to stop the sweating, the shits and the agony enjoy that 500mg as much as someone who can get high as a kite on 10mg? Somehow I doubt it. Having a tolerance and taking shitloads IS NOT GOOD, it is not as fun as having a low tolerance and only taking a little. Imagine the cost of a 1g/day adderall habit? Think of how much more fucked up you are now doing 300mg a day compared to when you could get high on 30mg? Do you think upping to 1g a day is going to make that all better?RyanM said:
Everyone is different. Negrogesic can do 180mg of Valium and 140mg of methadone in a day. That'd kill me about 5 times over! Even with a lot of opiate usage, that might still be lethal to me, everyone is different! Your lethal level could be at 600mg!RyanM said:
Ryan, you're a good kid when you're not over doing it on the adderall. Please, just don't be stupid and start upping your dose because you think its big or clever too. Noone with a high tolerance has as much fun compared to someone with a low tolerance who needs 1/10 the dose to get high.
JTMarlin
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Thanks, Ryan. Look we're not trying to lecture you (although we are by definition), but trying to tell you to take a break from the Adderall. I know it's really really hard, trust me, but even I force myself to take a month-long break every six months or so. I've been taking Dexedrine almost two years and 40mg still gets me feeling great, soon you'll learn more is not better and it's cool to say you have a low tolerance. Drug holidays are essential for amphetamine usage, because your brain can only make so much dopamine. After that you aren't getting any more and it begins releasing a different chemical that causes schizophrenia. After 3 or 4 days without Adderall (don't have any in your possession, that makes it impossible to quit) you begin to feel much better. If you're not a drinker, like myself, drink those first three days. It makes the withdrawals almost nonexistent. Even better, get some Seroquel. Think long-term and you'll realize that you can't keep upping your dosage and it benefits nobody, not even yourself. Imagine that 300mg lasting over a week and feeling BETTER than when you take 300mg/day. I remember a week or two ago you were on 90mgx2 daily and I thought that was extreme (I took 195mg of Adderall/Dexedrine one time in a day and felt like utter shit).
At the rate you're going you'll be up to 1000mg a day because you have to take it. It'll become impossible to get that much Adderall because that's almost, if not more, than a months prescription for nearly everyone who takes it. You'll have to find atleast 30 different people to get it from or start doing meth, which'll lead to snorting or smoking it...something that can really get out of control. So it's either force yourself to quit (much better than being forced to quit) or get yourself in a bind that's much more expensive, harmful and complicated. Like I said, taking 20+ pills a day is TERRIBLE on your stomach. Look at how much talc and other binders your body is trying to process. Soon you're intestines will become blocked and you'll be in extreme pain, have to have surgery and carry a bag around to shit in. I know how ya feel, which is excellent I imagine, but it will catch up to you and it doesn't get fun. Again, the "catching up to you" means your body and nature itself, not me trying to snicker at ya. Good luck, c-ya.
P.S. You're lucky to be addicted to Adderall, because at that relative dosage for benzos, alcohol or pain killers it would be much harder to quit since they're physically addicting. If it was coke you'd have run out of money a long time ago since you're parents aren't uber-millionaires.
At the rate you're going you'll be up to 1000mg a day because you have to take it. It'll become impossible to get that much Adderall because that's almost, if not more, than a months prescription for nearly everyone who takes it. You'll have to find atleast 30 different people to get it from or start doing meth, which'll lead to snorting or smoking it...something that can really get out of control. So it's either force yourself to quit (much better than being forced to quit) or get yourself in a bind that's much more expensive, harmful and complicated. Like I said, taking 20+ pills a day is TERRIBLE on your stomach. Look at how much talc and other binders your body is trying to process. Soon you're intestines will become blocked and you'll be in extreme pain, have to have surgery and carry a bag around to shit in. I know how ya feel, which is excellent I imagine, but it will catch up to you and it doesn't get fun. Again, the "catching up to you" means your body and nature itself, not me trying to snicker at ya. Good luck, c-ya.
P.S. You're lucky to be addicted to Adderall, because at that relative dosage for benzos, alcohol or pain killers it would be much harder to quit since they're physically addicting. If it was coke you'd have run out of money a long time ago since you're parents aren't uber-millionaires.
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sonjay09
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and 6-10 spotssyymphonatic said:
JTMarlin, I just noticed your avatar! :GASP: You were making alot of sense before I saw that but now I'm sure everything you say is bullshit because your a Bush supporter 
Heh.. kidding, but seriously do the world a favor and vote Kerry. Please. For me??
Heh.. kidding, but seriously do the world a favor and vote Kerry. Please. For me??
K'dOUTinAZ
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1.My new agenda consists of waking up with around 50mg of Ephedrine HcL just so I can get out of bed from partying/drugging the day before. Walk down stairs and eat a 10mg Valium once I am fully awake so that I can loosen up my muscle tension from a sleep disorder I suffer. And finally I drive down to the methadone clinic and chug 110mg of methadone. Drive back home and I am READY TO GO!!!
-=ReD-hAzE=-
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A sleep disorder huh? Good one...
mariacallas
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badboybrian said:
LOL word brother. And make that a scotch /rum spiked coffee YO
Dj_TranceMadness
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Nothin beats a morning cigarette buzz!
Coffees good too but it gets me jiterry with all these ppl lookin at me with the "wth" are u on kid look.
Fuck caffeine!
Coffees good too but it gets me jiterry with all these ppl lookin at me with the "wth" are u on kid look.
Fuck caffeine!
JTMarlin
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Ryan, get some help man. Amphetamines will fuck up your personal life and relationships, I can write a list of people I know (or don't know) who've been pushed away because of my selfishness. Read about Johnny Cash's amphetamine problems, he seems to be the poster child for what amphetamine abuse can do to you personally, even though his career was at a high point the whole time he was on Dexedrine and barbs. People will start to hate you and you can't hide your Adderall problem because chances are you told everyone how great the shit is when you first started it, since there's little taboo associated with it (unlike coke or meth, which you don't brag to everyone about being so great). You're posting way off topic...try to Dark Side, you could get some answers there and I'm sure you could make a pretty popular thread.