onetwonine
Bluelighter
The worst w/ds i had, I physically had to struggle to swallow anything. I empathize with the spit thing OP. I filled up a few bottles myself.
I actually ended up at the hospital and they gave me crushed up methadone (after hours of waiting), i sloshed it around in my mouth unable to swallow it for a long fucking time. Had to close my nose to force myself to drink it.
Just extreme muscle tension i thought, more than thick saliva.
I also had huge tension in my neck, made looking around difficult, i would default to looking 'up', like the ceiling or the headboard of my bed.
Thats the first real w/d i had, and last. Every other w/d has been a background discomfort of varying intensity where i was still functioning. This time i was damn near not capable of doing anything.
Sometimes i wonder if there was something more to it than just opiate w/d, because many opiate users say im exaggerating when i describe it in detail. But, I don't think so, I would buy larger qunatites of down from multiple sources, and it was always good enough to add 10-20% of the wight again in cut before turning it around. I was doing about a half ball after cut, every two days plus 65mg of methadone at least every 3 days (they would kick you off if you didnt show for 4). Cuts were always inactive things like MSM on my end, but I wonder if somewhere higher up the chain they put some fucked up shit in the last few batches i got my hands on.
Maybe thats just how bad regular old opi w/d can get.
I actually ended up at the hospital and they gave me crushed up methadone (after hours of waiting), i sloshed it around in my mouth unable to swallow it for a long fucking time. Had to close my nose to force myself to drink it.
Just extreme muscle tension i thought, more than thick saliva.
I also had huge tension in my neck, made looking around difficult, i would default to looking 'up', like the ceiling or the headboard of my bed.
Thats the first real w/d i had, and last. Every other w/d has been a background discomfort of varying intensity where i was still functioning. This time i was damn near not capable of doing anything.
Sometimes i wonder if there was something more to it than just opiate w/d, because many opiate users say im exaggerating when i describe it in detail. But, I don't think so, I would buy larger qunatites of down from multiple sources, and it was always good enough to add 10-20% of the wight again in cut before turning it around. I was doing about a half ball after cut, every two days plus 65mg of methadone at least every 3 days (they would kick you off if you didnt show for 4). Cuts were always inactive things like MSM on my end, but I wonder if somewhere higher up the chain they put some fucked up shit in the last few batches i got my hands on.
Maybe thats just how bad regular old opi w/d can get.