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Your drug downfall?

To be fair, though, MDMA and weed are both fairly harmless (to users), so people who use them would agree. I get what you mean, however.

Oh, and alcohol and GHB/GBL. Has to be those two. I'm spotting a theme here. The booze was to try and replicate G, when it wasn't around. Does this sound familiar to anyone? Never had a problem with booze, until I started abusing G.
 
Treacle said:
To be fair, though, MDMA and weed are both fairly harmless (to users), so people who use them would agree. I get what you mean, however.

Oh, and alcohol and GHB/GBL. Has to be those two. I'm spotting a theme here. The booze was to try and replicate G, when it wasn't around. Does this sound familiar to anyone? Never had a problem with booze, until I started abusing G.
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I use much less alcohol after discovering gbl. Which reminds me I need to sort out an order.
 
Yeah, I used NO alcohol, when I had G. It's when it got banned that the booze use went mental.
 
Cornishman said:
My drug downfall is injecting heroin every day.

It really makes life harder and it's quite depressing really.
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mine is smoking it . but I would have it over snogging strangers, waking up covered in bruises and picking vomit out of your hair. my dad used to drive the buses and he must have been so embarrassed there was a time I vomitted all over the top deck of the bus. I don't have loads of memory of it but I have visions of the whole of the floor of the bus being coverd in regurgitated strongbow super.
 
The drug that caused me the most harm were speed and MDPV. Simply because they enhance my social avoidance to crazy levels, I'm already naturally the type of person who tends to stay alone at home most of the time, but if I'm binging on uppers, especially dopamine-centric ones I can go for weeks without leaving my abode. That's not healthy. Plus at the mental level they fucked me up.

Now that I think about it though, ketamine and MXE do the exact same thing to me.
 
The isolation I went thru from daily dissociative(ket) use was immense, I couldn't oversee it 100% at the time, but it was terrible. Such a horrible state to be in, I truly lost some parts of personality--for a while. Caused my alcoholism and depression to reach their highest (lowest?) points. Nearly destroyed me mentally, very high likeliness of suicide.
 
Should of def added MDPV to my selection but wouldn't say id had a MDPV problem (not compared to people in the peevee thread ;)), but definably gave me that "oh fuck it ill do it 2moz" and when i ran out i wanted more

even using 5g of mxe a week, wasn't that bad as it was more needed it to feel normal and mxe makes me fucking hungry ;)
i think using all that with gbl/drink for the year or two before it ended up giving me some mad anxiety which i never had 8(
 
oscthebooklad said:
for me its K. Wake up and have a ketfasts and choke on the drips daily. A line as soon u get out of bed is never good
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One should never wake up that thirsty for anything other than water. That first line does taste sooooo very good though haha. Did you learn to love the drip? I did. Though since I gave up the constant habit, I've learnt to hate it again, more out of an awareness of what it's doing to my internal organs than anything, makes me gag sometimes now.
 
Pirate is probably the drug that has caused me to do the dumbest things and the one I've felt the greatest psychological pull to (while causing havoc with my mental health).
 
Cornishman said:
My drug downfall is injecting heroin every day.

It really makes life harder and it's quite depressing really.
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QFT!! How long you been digging mate? I managed a full 2 years before every dig became a nightmare scenario of blood all over the bathroom trying (desperately) to find a vein before the gear congealed. That was enough for me, I went back to smoking and that just didn't do it for me, y'know? It's that goddamn citric acid (and crack) that fucks yer veins - I was digging speed on and off for 20 or so years with no problems (up to a dozen times a day), but as soon as I got on the H+citric+crack my veins just withered away..
 
tobacco and alcohol. Tobacco is the most addictive (and is probably the drug i've spent the most money on) and I used alcohol fairly regularly to help with social anxiety.

MDMA is probably the drug that's made me fuck up the most socially though, getting way to cuddly and lovey with people who really didn't care. I've gotten a bit aggresive/ fiendish on cocaine and alcohol too.
 
Cocaine hurt me the most financially, and MDMA caused me a really embarassing night the last time I used it so I'll never touch it again.
Alcohol too deffinitly, its thrown me in the slammer a few times from being beligerant when I black out..
 
MXE be my vice. It's the only drug I would have given my non-night-out social time to on a semi-regular basis.

So relaxing and accepting of what you have and what you are, that by removing desire it turns you into a comfortable nothing just blitzing through time curled up in a duvet.
 
RLP said:
So relaxing and accepting of what you have and what you are, that by removing desire it turns you into a comfortable nothing just blitzing through time curled up in a duvet.
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QFT! (& the reason I ceased daily use)
 
RLP said:
MXE be my vice. It's the only drug I would have given my non-night-out social time to on a semi-regular basis.

So relaxing and accepting of what you have and what you are, that by removing desire it turns you into a comfortable nothing just blitzing through time curled up in a duvet.
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'Kin'ell, you make it sound just like smack! 8o
 
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