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You Right Now.......

Me right now-2-3 5mg moggies, a couple of chlormethiazole caps, two (now finished) bottles of brown ale, and a bottle of becks still full (albeit not for very long), woke up after a nap, then another couple of moggies and more beer, plenty amber leaf rolling baccy and liquorice papers to roll with, a nice shot of wake-up oxy/morphia mix to wake up to, and on waking, found the long-forgotten tiny little hard gum sweets (midget gem like, but tiny, rounded, with a small circular depression in the top, forget the name every fucking time) arrived that me and the old man ordered online from a speciality sweet shop....ahh thats it 'floral gums'. Only place I'd ever seen them before was when years ago as a kid we used to holiday in anglesey, wales, and there is, or at least was a tiny wee cafe in church bay, that had them. First time I've seen or tasted them in YEARS. So we bought a big bag, and I bought some of that rock hard, but delish walker's liquorice. Lol, barely possible to snap it in the hand, so I've been using one of the vices and belting it with a screwdriver blade to break lumps off. Was looking for salmiak liquorice there, (salted liquorice, with additional salting by means of NH4Cl) but sadly none to be found, so settled for this, and enjoying the liquorice mightily, I love it in near all its guises, from dried roots of the plant, to chews to those tiny little rock hard mostly pure extract 'nigroids' or 'negroids'. The liquorice only ones though, I don't so much care for the newer kind of nigroids/negroids with the mint shell.

Come in a tin, tiny wee things, jet black rods of liquorice extract, about the length and diameter of a misch metal lighter flint.

Plus I ordered three packs of some proper good liquorice, the hard kind that would shatter under a hammer, 'walker's' brand. I ORDERED three packets. Instead I got sent 11 packs of it. Thought, once the joint order of the floral gums had been taken from the box and my order given me, thought sodding hell for three bars this is HEAVY, but it seems like they WAY overdid the order and as such, I got loads free. Time for a cold beer, perhaps another chlormethiazole cap and a rollup to start the morning, as I fire up the X-com game (TFTD) I've been playing for ages now, since 1992, and still haven't beaten.
 
Me right now? As close to sober as I'm ever gonna get, a few cups of coffee and barely double digit alcohol units. Been "sober" for about 5 months now, actually.

And as if I could miss using this - I'm Baaaaack
 
Well that was a surprise.

After a nice long benzo/heminevrin/ale/tizanidine/clonidine-enhanced nap, I have just been woken about 15-20 minutes ago by a phonecall from my doc. He just rang me, missed the call then he called me back on my mobile, to say 'hello. You'll be needing some more nitrazepam and oxycodone, won't you?'

To which of course I said yes, I would indeed, after wishing him a happy xmas. Nice guy, he wouldn't be in on friday and most the other docs are arses to me regarding even my usual weekly pain meds and such, to the extent some even refuse to follow this doc's directions, and he OWNS the fucking practice!. And managed to get some more chlormethiazole from him, more than I need for the three caps I take day in day out for seizure prophylaxis, but occasionally I do get breakthrough seizures, although they are occasioal and since I also have some degree of nitrazepam floating around in my system, courtesy of its long ass duration of action, they are usually very minor now. But if/when I actually HAVE a seizure, I do my best to grab a cap or two of chlormethiazole, and use it to stop the fucker in its tracks, and whilst usually I can make more, after getting nicked recently, my damn thionyl chloride is impounded. So he's just given me some more, along with an unknown amount of oxy, and some more moggies. Although I am not going to refuse especially the tranqs, I haven't even used HALF the moggies I got before xmas, since I don't want to overdo it with benzos or become physically dependent. I don't mind overdoing a bit in one recreational session, but longterm overuse is another matter. So I'm currently doing a voluntary taper, taking the same number of pills, but each time, shaving a little larger piece off each tablet with one of my scalpels, to keep the timing of doses identical, but gradually, gradually lower plasma levels and taper at my own schedule, whilst of course keeping accepting the scripts and building up a nice supply of one of my top two UK BNF-arsenal benzos. (the other one is loprazolam. I'd like to try flurazepam though [dalmane]. So I should likely as not, be getting another 20 5 mg moggies to last the rest of the week until monday, then hopefully pick up another 20 :D

Decent doc, not at all stupid, although he admits I tend to inadvertently run rings round him and have to explain the neuropharmacology stuff in more easily digestible terms, but he's the best doc I've ever had, none of the others in the practice gave a shit, and one actually directly accused me of drug-seeking and abuse, when requesting additional pain relief from them, just because the main, decent guy, the practice owner above, wasn't in work, and on holiday (so how am I expected, as the other, bitch of a dr told me, to go and make an appt to see him?????!!?), and I was asking for simply the continuing, of the increased pain relief (oxy in this case rather than the morphia side of things) that he himself instated and was continuing, for the reason that I'd not long previous, had the damned surface of my eyeball scalded off by superheated pressurized steam laden with highly corrosive mixture of very, very strong bases, plus a facefull of ammonia. Never mind the alkali metal amides, hydroxides and alkoxides albeit partially hydrolysing, presumably, unless the steam was supercritical at the pressure before rupture of the vessel.

How, the fuck, is THAT an unreasonable criteria to need analgesia? and at that, requesting simply to be given what I need to follow my assigned GP's instructions?

Christ I loathe some doctors, they can be total cunts. This guy though,is one of the two best docs I've ever had. The other one worked with him at a time, albeit the main guy I have, agrees with me that he was one unconventional and maverick motherfucking sonofabitch. Other guy, when he still practiced, retired now sadly, managed to get me off a downer addiction that would have killed me had I gone on with it. How? he went for, I am absolutely positive of it, a kill-or-cure approach. Gave me a fuckton of chlormethiazole, knowing I was familiar enough with its dose-response curve, and I am sure he knew I was goiing to abuse the hundreds of caps he gave me per rx. I did, went on a bender on the stuff with a fuckton of good hash. For days on end. Causing, and I am absolutely certain, knowing this guy, that he KNEW full damn well what would happen. Noxious mercaptan sulfurous horrible, abominable, atrocious stygian tartarus-fart of a thiol-esque stench, due to in-vivo biosynthesis of some horrid R-SH metabolite that came out in every bit of bodily secretory product that a human body can make. From shit to nasal fluid and even TEARS and sweat was enough to permanently ruin clothing, and drive people away from a considerable distance.

Worked though. It would either finish off for good, or cure. the former was GOING to happen otherwise. So flip of a coin, came up an albeit most unpleasant manner of winner for me haha.
 
Got all the work done that needed doing. A nice line of charlie then off to the beach for a swim before it hits 40 degrees here then to the pub for oysters and i cold Coopers beer.

Have a good day everyone.
WB Sprout. Good work on the sobriety. I have no intention of following in your footsteps though :)
 
Well done sprout. Knew you would arrive at this point. I'd say I'm proud of you but I knew you'd get here on your own. It was your journey.

Love you. And you know this man!
 
Im fucking around at work bored as batshit. Waiting to go home and indulge in some beer and have a few puffties on my sweet puff.

I was curious to know how you guys feels about your conversations here being linked elsewhere?

Its like you have some obsessed stalker who cant stay away.

Its cute really.
 
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zephyr said:
Im fucking around at work bored as batshit. Waiting to go home and indulge in some beer and have a few puffties on my sweet puff.

I was curious to know how you guys feels about your conversations here being linked elsewhere?

Its like you have some obsessed stalker who cant stay away.

Its cute really.
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I dont care. Bitter obsessed and in one particular case mentally deranged. Its funny though..for all their talk about freedom of speech its probably the most censored subreddit in existence.

Obviously they have shit lives with nothing else to focus on.
 
Well missed a night due to some weird belly aches that kept me in the bathroom every hour and now i have a full days work ahead.

Obviously i need a coffee. or too. and maybe another smidgen of that speed there

Sprout! great to hear that news. You re one of the smartest people Ive come across so ii is good to have you back
 
Sprout said:
Me right now? As close to sober as I'm ever gonna get, a few cups of coffee and barely double digit alcohol units. Been "sober" for about 5 months now, actually.

And as if I could miss using this - I'm Baaaaack
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Nice to see you back Sprout, and well done!! :)


Just having my morning smoke of 3fpm - been awake all night and am well spaced out. This batch is very like the first I ever had - fluffy white powder with an instant rush.
 
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Currently bamboozled on some lovely meth, chain-smoking joints of Girl Scout Cookies and contemplating whether or not to shave my stubble yet as it's still rather early...
 
High as a kite on the nicest cocaine ever to grace my nostrils...also the most expensive but thats Australia for you.

About to crack a nice bottle of chardonnay which will probably followed by more cocaine and more chardonnay. No work for a week and a bit so time to let loose.

Now where are those otters...
 
Weighing up whether to put out the rubbish now with THE FEAR, plus paranoia of paraphernalia (not clinical waste btw) being ripped from it's plastic hideaways & scattered down the street in the night....OR set the alarm for 7am to put it out, which I may well sleep through. There are other factors against putting it out tonight too which are far too mundane to go into (& the shameful bits are too interspersed throughout other stuff to remove)
What exciting dilemmas in drudgeland
 
Buspersons Holiday said:
Weighing up whether to put out the rubbish now with THE FEAR, plus paranoia of paraphernalia (not clinical waste btw) being ripped from it's plastic hideaways & scattered down the street in the night....OR set the alarm for 7am to put it out, which I may well sleep through. There are other factors against putting it out tonight too which are far too mundane to go into (& the shameful bits are too interspersed throughout other stuff to remove)
What exciting dilemmas in drudgeland
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Stick it outside your elderly neighbours gaff for a laugh :D
 
ordinary mind said:
Stick it outside your elderly neighbours gaff for a laugh :D
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It's far too heavy to drag further than mine (have to put it all in a seagull-proof sack, but that's another mundane tale!) I'm gonna shut up now & just set the alarm, I'm boring myself now, I should have waited until 'me right now' was doing something a little more interesting
 
Buspersons Holiday said:
It's far too heavy to drag further than mine (have to put it all in a seagull-proof sack, but that's another mundane tale!) I'm gonna shut up now & just set the alarm, I'm boring myself now, I should have waited until 'me right now' was doing something a little more interesting
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Haha, my dad tells me almost every Tuesday that the most exciting thing he has planned is putting the bin down.
 
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