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Hammock, hashish, beer and grilled chicken.

Kids sedated by Peppa pig and model excavators, respectively.

Wife occupied by Thai soaps.

Blissful isolation!
 
Spent the morning Christmas present shopping for my parents (the only Christmas shopping I'll be doing this year thankfully!), arrived home to find my Christmas present to myself on the doormat - a nice bit of ket (Indian wobbling powder). Going to play a bit of Fallout 4 with an obligatory couple of bumps to sample the wares (you know, strictly for HR purposes), then you can all watch me dutifully put the rest away until Christmas Eve. :sus:
 
Spent the morning Christmas present shopping for my parents (the only Christmas shopping I'll be doing this year thankfully!), arrived home to find my Christmas present to myself on the doormat - a nice bit of ket (Indian wobbling powder). Going to play a bit of Fallout 4 with an obligatory couple of bumps to sample the wares (you know, strictly for HR purposes), then you can all watch me dutifully put the rest away until Christmas Eve. :sus:

Lucky bugger!! My postman totally failed me today...
 
Woke up already composing my list of tasks for the day. Getting excited for my upcoming trip (the more mundane kind, the one on an airplane;)).
 
Lucky bugger!! My postman totally failed me today...

I promise I'll be using the magic spell on the postman in the new year. The elves representing that particular branch of Santas workshop have finally knocked together some Clonitrazolam powder so with a nice and low re - set benzo tolerance a couple of hundred mg of that and f - pam would be heaven come the new year. I would have added these to the RC thread big ups but everyone is more than aware of my psychological dependence on these drugs and re - iterating my unhealthy and morbid taste for the lushness flubromazepam and clonitrazolam, 2 benzos that I rate as much as the best pharm grade drugs of this type I have used over the years is just me writing my own pathetic drug porn and should not be seen as my glamorising of these highly addictive (and in the case of the 2 nps mentioned, potentially more unpredictable than their medicinal cousins) drugs I'm just a super anxious person who does not address things in the most constructive fashion. Clonazepam was always one of my favourite benzodiazepines (and as such Clonazolam is my favourite intermediate acting benzo after Temazepam, I truly think its is total melt), with all the RC's long gone and following a tolerance break, I'm back to using this drug and my prescribed diazepam as sparingly as my nerves will allow.

With a final nod to the RC's - Fubar - did you ever get around to any of the penny acids? I know my psyche use regarding all of the RC's was limited to these but I personally find them amazing, a perfect acid for a paranoid wreck. I still have perfect square of 25 left with the molecule print perfectly centred across the trips. They're amazing (I think I like them as much as pills now and they're fantastic for flipping with mdnomnomnom) and as such between those and the 3fpm (they went together like rice & pea) I was never arsed with dabbling in any of the more exotic psyches i.e. 99-YO-BLD or any of the other stims (88MPH and the like =D) or whatever. I love reading back through the psychotic and ridiculous (even more so than usual) contributions I made to Bluelight for the year or so when all of these above mentioned (I know others were around much longer) materials were only one perfectly legitimate transaction away from being obtained from, in some cases, true professionals who genuinely wanted to create the most wonderful brain wave cases imaginable.

This ludicrous post was brought to you by the effects of the new bud I got this afternoon and have just test driven before trying to now keep a fairly clean one for the next 48 hours so I can get ready for Sunday :X As for right now (stay on topic...) I'm currently answering nerdy questions on http://movies.stackexchange.com/

EDIT - Nothing mundane about a plane trip Herby (and to continue with the low tone it is imo one the reasons benzodiazepines were invented). You off somewhere nice, or #going (coming?) home for Christamas# do bee do do do
 
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Unintentionally & slightly resentfully defrosting the freezer (the ice stopping the door from closing forced the issue) I'm letting it do it's own thing with lots of towels on the floor, instead of my usual health and safety nightmare of hacking & erm fan heater. Tasty wakey supplies & the Kardashians are helping me through it
 
I promise I'll be using the magic spell on the postman in the new year. The elves representing that particular branch of Santas workshop have finally knocked together some Clonitrazolam powder


With a final nod to the RC's - Fubar - did you ever get around to any of the penny acids?

Those elves are very innovative aren't they ;) Unfortunately, I had to 'liberate' them from Santas workshop to make more felch fondue festive fondant fancies as I'd run out of dwarves...

I've never heard of Clonitrazolam before - which pharma benzo is that closest to?

As for the penny acid, I've got some stashed, but am slowly working my way up to doing 'proper' psychs again as I'm not sure if my post addict brain will go into total meltdown with guilt over having totally wasted 20 years of my life. I had a dabble with that AMT stuff t'other week (got through 300mg in 3 days - at work) but wasn't impressed really - the come up was alright but it never seemed to get anywhere and just zombiefied me for hours after the 'peak'. However, that was immediately after getting through a g of 6-apb in 3 days, which in turn was after a 3 day 3-fpm session with no sleep or food, so I guess the results could be 'skewed' (suffered a few brain zaps after that lot as well). Then I tried 10mg of 4-Ho-MET t'other night which was very promising at first, but just turned into a disappointment after about 2 hours.

So I reckon I need to just jump in the deep end head first and hope for the best, instead of fuckin about...
 
Wading through a stack of paperwork and spreadsheets that need doing before I take tomorrow and the day after off.

Some sadictic fuckpig has introduced the concepts of "xmas" and "Santa" to my offspring. Probably their teacher, the wench. Got to go shopping.

2 and 5 year old kids don't give a fuck about cultural appropriation, when there is a sniff of a present in the air it seems.
 
Wading through a stack of paperwork and spreadsheets that need doing before I take tomorrow and the day after off.

Some sadictic fuckpig has introduced the concepts of "xmas" and "Santa" to my offspring. Probably their teacher, the wench. Got to go shopping.

2 and 5 year old kids don't give a fuck about cultural appropriation, when there is a sniff of a present in the air it seems.

Heh, I applaud your efforts to keep it all hush hush mate, but the rest of the world seems to be against us...
 
Clonitrazolam > Clonazolam.

Re: the penny acids - I know exactly where you are coming from as I had this very anxiety when I had my first one about 18 months ago. There is nothing worse than a pressure merchant when it comes to drug suggestion so I know of course you will deal with these in your own time and comfort, but just to try and provide some encouragement, these are perfect for fragile heads, providing, IMO enough real acid depth and complex mental synaesthesia geometries but are lovely and serotonergic, providing that happy shell that mushrooms do on top of what is quite a powerful trip. One 100ug is amazing if like me, you haven't had street acid in over a decade due to delicateness of head issues and once you have dipped you toe in the water a couple of times you'll be really keen on having 2 and pushing a little deeper. I flipped 2 with some mdma at that Godskitchen Scotch took me too for my b'day and it was the most amazing drug experience I have ever had along with one of the best musical ones (I danced like a loon at that fucker for 7 hours straight). I have never been as high in my entire life \o/ \o/ =D
 
Never been so sick in the last years. Have forgotten, that fever is indeed psychoactive. Hope I'll make it through this shit. Limbs, hip, lounge, throat hurt. Fuck people in the subway, that carry those viruses around right befor3 the so-called holidays. Carry them around, when there is no holidays in sight ! Meffkis !!!
 
Not me right now but me half an hour ago thinking " why me now" surrounded by presents to be wrapped subjected to Stone Roses after a hard shift. Why, just why. Don't wanna complain because it makes boy wonder happy. That makes me happy. Once the roses and pressie wrapping was over I'm happy that he's happy.
 
Just got the turkey in oven, joint rolled and 2ml of gbl drank, gunna neck my methadone and have a baileys coffee

Merry Christmas people!
 
Happy xmas sham, and happy xmas to you too sadie my dear:)

Makes me happy to know you are happy, so no you aren't weird. (not that I ever claimed or ever will claim not to be, at least until we autistics, along with aspies and rett's girls out-breed y'all neurotypical folk, but until then, I'm normal regardless. Just a different flavour of normal.

Sadie of course, your welcome to a taste of this flavour any day =D

MERRY XMAS DARLIN' and to you Sham, too :) hope it was a blast for both of you.
 
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