You 're leaving

[Charlie Brown]

After all this time
your leaving
all we been through
and all that was yet to come
you are leaving
you are tearing a piece of me away
where are you going?
i wish i could come
but it seems that im the reason
you are gone
what can i do
except sit here and watch you walk out that door
nothing i can do to make you stay?
nothing i can say to make it last for another day?
you leave me by myself
like a lost puppy without a home
a happy face but a lost soul
tormenting for so long
i dont know much anymore i dun believe in anything
because i believed in you but now u are leaving
only living day by day no love, reason just existence
tired and weathered i walked down this road
i remember the words that u said
'if you want to marry me you better be good'
i was bad wasnt i? i didnt learn did i?
i scolded screamed and insulted
now u r leaving for a new start
u leave me so lifeless stranded
without friends forced to play with the enemy
u r now leaving no more chances
in search of your brigther day
why dont you stay for another day
and i promise everything will be okay

 

[E-girl]

what can i do
except sit here and watch you walk out that door

i had to do this too many times in my life. but this person will come back if its meant to be... that's the beauty of doors... you can storm out of them, slam them behind you, and lock them... but you can always come back and open them up again. fate will bring this person back if they are destined to be with you. i've learned this.
but i know how much it hurts... i'm here if you need someone to cry on. that's the beauty of strangers...
hope you have only happy thoughts tonight.
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E-girl
IM: tiggersgurl2067
"...there are 2 paths, you can go back, but in the long run... there's still time to change the road you're on..."

 

[Noodle]

This pain will heal with time, no doubt. The experiance will leave you more the wiser, if you keep wide eyed and vigilant about the positives that can come along with change, instead of wallowing in your despair.
I'm sorry for your hurt.