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You might have grown soft over the years if...

^ n1, being soft in the drug world aint all bad.
You're def Flanders-soft if when your Dr asks is 60 OC 80s enough to get you by till your appointment with a pain specialist and u say: yes easily(the truth)!!!!!! DOH.

Edit: and I was also asked if I was okay for benzos for the time being and told the truth and said yes. DOH!
 
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Ill carry that one further...if you open one of those idiotic 'cute kitten' picture e-mails and are actually charmed by it...instead of visualising a sack+brick+river.lol
 
If you step outside for a post-dinner cigarette, get just a few drags & say, "Fuck no, it's too cold for this shit" and step right back inside.
 
Whosajiggawaaa said:
^ n1, being soft in the drug world aint all bad.
You're def Flanders-soft if when your Dr asks is 60 OC 80s enough to get you by till your appointment with a pain specialist and u say: yes easily(the truth)!!!!!! DOH.

Edit: and I was also asked if I was okay for benzos for the time being and told the truth and said yes. DOH!
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Maybe I've grown soft over the years, but well done man! :)
 
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Im in the same position as you at the moment mate.
I have specialist assessments going up to judge if I need surgery and/or stronger meds.
Personally id rather not let a surgeon anywhere near my back or neck as their bloody butchers!lol
Good luck with your appt and well done on not taking the extra meds, that speaks volumes for you.
 
Whosajiggawaaa said:
^ thanks. The real test is in an appt scheduled nxt week. When I get to the causes of my pain (possible surgery/possible meds change). Doing a lot of proactive shit next week.
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bunge said:
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Im in the same position as you at the moment mate.
I have specialist assessments going up to judge if I need surgery and/or stronger meds.
Personally id rather not let a surgeon anywhere near my back or neck as their bloody butchers!lol
Good luck with your appt and well done on not taking the extra meds, that speaks volumes for you.
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Whosajiggawwaa: I hope you're able to make the right decision for yourself. Whichever decision that turns out to be. ;)

Best of luck. To the both of you.
 
Thanks guys. :)

<3 my Bluelight peeps. Yeah I'm not keen to have this titanium (at least I hope that's the metal they used) plate + over 10(think about 14) but not looking at xray cd again this sober (and i aint even that really sober) screws out either. But I can't be on strong opiods forever. I guess I could. It's something I will put a lot more thought into it.

Today I chilled with friends (which can be taxing) and had to do A LOT. Most important things were spk to current GP, current psych, future pain doc ,future psychiatrist (AD's and benzo balance - need to find one) ("pls bitch to me more "*in heavy russian accent*i know) but < that played a big roll in my fuckitall evening and late afternoon. I cheated today and took over 400 mgs of oxycodone + too many benzos, not something I want to have happen again).

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When you find yourself ^ saying stuff like chilling with "friends is taxing" - you def gone soft!
 
^i had back surgery and they switched to stainless steel because it has a little more give than titanium and allows you to bend over and stuff..i have two 20" rods in my back about the thickness of a wooden pencil's lead and 24 screws. I have scoliosis and never wore my back brace. In my defense it was super ugly, i could choose a pattern to put on it and for some reason i put on blue minnow fish...

I dont know about plates tho.
 
^ It's a 60 cm either titanium or stainless steel plate with screws (BIG) ones holding it in place. Hurts everyday. Got a lot more metal in me though but that hurts me the most. SOFTYWIGGAWAAA!!!!

Wish opiods were lower scheduled and cheaper (even from discount mega-pharmacies pharmacy's original OxyContin and OxyNorm are expensive as hell).

ALSO WISH lIKE THAT SCENE IN DRUG STORE COWBOY WHEN MATT DILLAN GIVES williams s burroughs ( playing an ancient junkie priest on a methadone program and all he wants to do is get high - the priest) a shopping bag full of dilaudid morphine,oxymorphone, some form of dipipenone I reckon and barbiturates. The look on the old man's face saying you'll surely get into heaven for this young man. It was my fav part of the movie.

I wish someone gave me a shopping bag full of strong opiods. I'd probs start crying like a bitch - SOFT!
 
^yea after they showed me the size of the screws i was like holy shit theyre big i thought theyd be tiny like maybe screws for glasses or something theyre bigger than the average screw its like a big bolt with a metal contraption around it.
 
Whosajiggawaaa said:
^ It's a 60 cm either titanium or stainless steel plate with screws (BIG) ones holding it in place. Hurts everyday. Got a lot more metal in me though but that hurts me the most. SOFTYWIGGAWAAA!!!!

Wish opiods were lower scheduled and cheaper (even from discount mega-pharmacies pharmacy's original OxyContin and OxyNorm are expensive as hell).

ALSO WISH lIKE THAT SCENE IN DRUG STORE COWBOY WHEN MATT DILLAN GIVES williams s burroughs ( playing an ancient junkie priest on a methadone program and all he wants to do is get high - the priest) a shopping bag full of dilaudid morphine,oxymorphone, some form of dipipenone I reckon and barbiturates. The look on the old man's face saying you'll surely get into heaven for this young man. It was my fav part of the movie.

I wish someone gave me a shopping bag full of strong opiods. I'd probs start crying like a bitch - SOFT!
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I loved that movie. I used to watch it and just shoot dilaudid. Though I never got blue dillies.
 
Reminds me of watching trainspotting in withdrawals. The first 10 minutes of that movie and then I was out the door with some gold to sell and you bet I got high.
 
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