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You might be a junkie if...

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lacey k said:
--When you have hit a car at 3 miles per hour becuz you were noddin at a red light and your foot slipped off the brake and you didnt notice, and only woke up when you heard THUMP and seen the other driver gettin out to yell at you...TWICE. :\ (horrible harm reduction there folks...)

--When you have HAD THAT HAPPEN TO YOU TWICE, and you STILL think that you drive FINE when you are high on dope and that it dont affect your driving skills
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ive had this happen to me at a red light..nodded out and car drifted down the hill 6 feet to the next car...cops came and luckily i didnt catch a dui.

two dui's later though from h and i dont have a license now.

also nodded out on the turnpike, had a black jeep go around me pass me up, then i managed to nod out and hit him going slow. my luck, off duty police officer.

so i guess its a blessing i lost my license, i always thought i was "fine" driving

until i tried the road sobriety tests sober and realized how fucking easy they are lol

also i can attest to not making it to your bed, i cant count the number of times ii woke up like 5 hours later slumped over in my chair arm asleep so bad i couldn't even hold the pin in my hand the next day
 
johanneschimpo said:
You might be a junkie if you laugh, call the phone number, get the urge to cop, and/or feel dopesick when you see those trucks with billboards on the side that say "1-800-GOT-JUNK?"
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oh my god! lol! i use to drive by one of these billboards everyday on my way to score and everytime i'd think to myself "NOT YET!!!!"

it was like a sad dope joke between me and myself lol.. how pathetic 8)
 
When your car smells like dope from cooking up shots.
You have black stains on the center console of your car from the botttom of the spoon burning it.
You cant watch traffic or trainspotting any other dope movie cause it makes you feen so bad.
 
.Lucid. said:
oh my god! lol! i use to drive by one of these billboards everyday on my way to score and everytime i'd think to myself "NOT YET!!!!"

it was like a sad dope joke between me and myself lol.. how pathetic 8)
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hhahhahaaha, man, i LOL'ed at that last part about a dope joke between you and yourself....God damn, i know just that feeling, dont feel bad:D everytime I would see those blue "H" signs (for hospital) that has the arrow pointing forward, i would always be like "yea....all right....lets go get some H". its supposed to point towards the way to the hospital, obviously ,but St. josephs hospital is right in the middle of Paterson , and thats the city i was coppin in, so i always got a kick outa that shit since it was like the signs were leading me to where to cop at. and i always thought that was the funniest fuckin thing, every time, for years and years it never got old and id always laugh to myself 8(

Also, I always been a huge fan of the "WE SELL DIESEL" signs at gas stations:D:|
 
GoldenLovely said:
Your friend breaks her wrist and you find yourself actually jealous that she's gonna get all those awesome pain killers no questions asked.

Same friend says she tried one pill and it made her sick, so she threw the rest out and you react as if she'd told you that she found a bag of money and gold by the side of the road,but it was too heavy to carry home so she just left it there.

A relative who's very good about sharing brings home a script for 60 percocet and you squeal like a little girl who's just been presented with a pony for her birthday.
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Hahaha wow I love all of these!

You might be a junkie if:

You have all the spoons in your room.

You buy nice electronics in the hopes of selling them for more money.

The people at the pawn shop know you.

Money = amount of drugs.

You never save up enough and always buy small amounts.

When someone chips in, there is no regulation, there is just drugs and how fast you can do them.

You are surprised that people use U100s for insulin.
 
lacey k said:
hhahhahaaha, man, i LOL'ed at that last part about a dope joke between you and yourself....God damn, i know just that feeling, dont feel bad:D everytime I would see those blue "H" signs (for hospital) that has the arrow pointing forward, i would always be like "yea....all right....lets go get some H". its supposed to point towards the way to the hospital, obviously ,but St. josephs hospital is right in the middle of Paterson , and thats the city i was coppin in, so i always got a kick outa that shit since it was like the signs were leading me to where to cop at. and i always thought that was the funniest fuckin thing, every time, for years and years it never got old and id always laugh to myself 8(

Also, I always been a huge fan of the "WE SELL DIESEL" signs at gas stations:D:|
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I used to score on "H" street. Totally get it. :D
 
Haha thats awesome about the H. I'm gonna totally see those everytime I drive now.

off topic lacey, but how do you stay off this stuff but still have such fond memories without relapsing? I enjoy stimulants but I don't think we have something that acts like methadone. I'm wondering if you're just 'high' enough on methadone and therefore don't seek H since you're too smart to know when to not cop, or something that was really useful to you? Sorry if this is rude, I really do think you're clean and just maintaining from your previous substance abuse.
 
Methadone maintenance does not make you high...you might have a short honeymoon when you first start..but if that's the case you probably shouldn't have been on it anyway.

I will take that to the grave...even doubling/tripling your dose will just make you tired if anything..or kill you.

@@lacey I was on the 72 bus and thought of you when passing the hospital lol. Funny post.

seriously the nastalgia kills me. it's easy to remember the good times and forget the bad ones.
 
Depressica, its called willpower, discipline, self-control but most important--bein happy and truly satisfied with your life so that you dont WANT the dope no more. It aint that i want it and control or regulate that desire. its that the desire is gone. theres a difference. I got to a point where i had to stop. i was 5 minutes away from jail as my PO decided to lock me up for a VOP and somehow talked him out of it , begged and pleaded for another chance, and it was my lucky day. after that i realized that was a wrap. I had a strong enough reason to keep my shit together and bein on methadone made it so many times easier. Now life is good. i dont NEED to be livin like that. that hole in my soul that dope was tryna fill aint there no more. I can use from time to time and have fun for a day and then not use again for months and months at a time and its all good. you got to get to the right place before you can ever try that again tho. shit just clicked for me, you cant make it happen, cant force it, shit just happens and it aint up to you-the only shit in your hands is once you feel that change, if you stick with it like i did. Thats all. its hard to explain , and i aint tryna derail the thread but its about to be over so i figured id answer you real quick, if you wantd to talk about it more you could PM me.:)
 
Well yall, this thread been a good one!

Ima start the new one, cuz Ima bet that we all still enjoy posting these. Once a thread gets to 1000 posts we shut it down. Ill post the link to this one in the old one, and ill copy a few gems outta this one to get the old one started.

On to the next..,..
 
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