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you're given a full bottle of liquid lorazepam(Ativan), along with roughly 60 1mg Ativan tablets.

2mg/1ml...talk about mixed drinks for anyone in a grouchy mood? ;)

edit: i got my dad this way after he wouldn't stop bitching, even though he'd already taken his nightly Xanax. Dropped 2mL into his tea, and he was smooth sailing after that.
 
The pharmacist knows you by face and name in a huge fucking chain store and smiles and doesent even bat a eye when you come in with your retarded opiate scripts every month or every 2 weeks depending on if you ran out early or not for the 3rd year straight.

You dealer gives you free crack because youve been such a good customer and damn do you love your pseudo-speedballs.

You realize that the $300 that went up your crack pipe could have bought a awesome gift for your g/f or have payed for food instead when you are snapped out of your nod by your g/f calling to see where the fuck you are at 3AM after going out for a walk about 6 hours earlier.

That about the pharmacist is so true they didnt even ID me after the first 3 months, and even offered me a pre-payment card which saved me £10 every month with my various (non fun) scripts, like being a bar fly with a tab.

The other quotes are familiar scenarios to, ah memories.

... you've stopped drinking because you're just doing dope instead

I've drank more in the last 4 months or so than the last 2 - 3 years :p
 
...you can recognize and name the different sizes of works in a needle recepticle.
...you can't wait to go to a hospice.
...If all money you earn (or don't earn but "recieve") is immediately divided into amount of bags.
...If you start to appreciate the make of bottle caps. (I love to use the red coca cola ones)
 
when you'll steal pills from your parents or friends knowing they'll find out, but rationalize it by telling yourself that you will get the most use out of them.
 
If you buy 10 $.25 granola bars instead of buying the box because you think it will be cheaper. Or if you spend $20 on brownies,honey buns,nutty buttys bcuz you think ur savin money by buying things that are $.50
 
If you and your friend each do a bundle, and he's throwing up and you're still sick.

If you got arrested by the same cop twice in the same month.

If you get out of jail the first thing you do is walk to the car impound lot and drive straight to the hood.
 
you know which brands of water bottles got the "good" caps

theres always a cup or 2 of water next to ur bed , but u never drink out of it

you have woke up in the middle of the night with your light still on with a needle sticking into your back cuz you nodded out the second you pulled it out of your arm and then rolled over on it , but u so high that u didnt realize it

you got scars on your hands, neck, chest, stomach, arms,etc from the cigarettes you just dropped while they were still burning, and u were nodding so hard that u didnt wake up til it was burning into ur flesh

your sheets, blankets, car seats...pants....jackets......rugs....all look like swiss cheese with burn holes

you got so many little tan rubber bands layin around your floor that you could open up a braiding salon

you have sat for 45 minutes stabbing yourself over and over with a used-ass, busted rig, trying but totally failing to hit a vein, covered in blood and your arms look like a complete mess, all just to try and boot a shitty, barely-even-got-dope-in-it COTTON SHOT....but you just cant bear to give up and call it a day until everything is totally, ALLLLLLL gone. and youll prolly wash out thos cottons one more time and shoot that before you call it a night and willing to admit that you are realy out of dope now and need to take a sub.

you have shot suboxone just to feel the needle in your vein on the days when u aint using

when you are out and find your self in a especially nice, quiet, empty public bathroom, like the ones in really nice hotels or office buildings, etc, the first thing you think to yourself is "wow, i would REALLY like to get high in this one" and then fantasize about how perfect it would be to do a shot in it and how much it totally beats the shitty , sketchy-ass gas station bathrooms in the hood that u always end up booting up in. ....
 
Aw, shit, come on there is so much of these in here and MINE is the fucked up ones that makes ppl give me the frowny face icon? ;) Damn, I aint that fucked up. Here--maybe this will make yall feel better--I been clean comin up on 9 months now (maybe a little cheating here and there ;) ) So dont feel too bad for me :)
 
your belts are scattered in random places all over your house
you've tried to do a shot with the little bit of dope left on the spoon and old cottons
you've burnt yourself and others by dropping lit cigarettes while nodding (I've yelled at my boyfriend a million times for that and he will always say "I just dropped it, I wasn't nodding!")
you wear long sleeves in warm weather and think of excuses to tell people when they ask you why
you've used a rig so much that the numbers on the side have all faded off and the plunger actually gets difficult to push up and down
you would never spend $15 on a meal at a restaurant or put more than $10 worth of gas in your car but it is easy to hand over a (dont post prices on here yo, i know you are just doing it as a example but thats one of our only serious rules on here.) $XX for a bag:)
you know and are friends with people who have stolen thousands from their families and robbed people at gunpoint, and you have even taken them to your dope dealer after they come up with large sums of money
vomiting in the middle of the day is more normal to you, to others it means you are either drunk or have a bad virus
 
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