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You might be a junkie if.....(version 2)

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You might be a junkie if the carpet sparkles at you and you dig through it in search of crystals.
 
When you look all over the ground because you swear! On your life! you dropped a piece of whatever it was you were doing mainly(methhhhh) .. Then you say fuck it musta been a eye floater..
 
You go to cop in the ghetto from a complete stranger just so you can get your fix (heehehe)

You spend a long time looking for the little piece of crack you dropped and all you can think about is finding it.

You know that your next paycheck is going to be gone in the same day it was given.

You have crumbled up foil in random spots throughout your room and car.

You zone out for a little bit just to think of ways to get money for drugs.

You only apply to places that don't drug test.

Holidays don't matter anymore unless you're getting money as a gift.

You don't have to worry about Christmas shopping because your money is already gone.
 
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You get pissed off at people that call you while you are waiting to hear back from your dealer, because they gave you some false hope for a few seconds. You then proceed to give them a bit of an attitude and get off the phone with them quickly, because you can't trust call waiting when dope is on the line.
 
you seriously considered going to real estate open houses and raiding the medicine cabinets

if you actually have done it, all doubt is removed ;)
 
when you fantasize and plan the next days, weeks, months, or years thinking about how to get drugs, how good the high will be, how much fun you'll have, ect...
 
there's something to be said about a house full of tweakers that plan on moving the mattresses out of the house to replace them with La-Z-Boy recliners.. :o
 
Wow, wow, wow, wow wow, unbelievable(onlywant2) listening to that song by Kate Bush as I start reeling in and will be going through same "domino effects"just like our economy etc after everyone got over the shock of 9/11. Well for legal reasons, I can only say that recently I was in a pretty major car crash, me driving, my Mom in passenger seat. Well enough of that.
Mine are,
when my slogans rotate and change etc for example, I Opiate to live and live only for opiates.
2 bring it down for all 2 understand. I love listening to 80's songs while I write down the exact time when I dosed my 191 milligram bottle of precious methadone/Thorium as I wait for it to "kick in and make me roar to life for the next 24 hours". Just like any Nuclear power plant, reallly think about it. Pros: being a fairly good guy and only having to go to my "thorium plant" 1x a week and lock it up in lock box just as if it really was enough "thorium" to "light a thousand cities with our hands"<quote from lyrics of my favorite cd, Sting the dream of the blue turtles, song: we work the black seam.

When I decided(true story)in 8/?/10 to try a post I saw on here back then about potentiating my methadone/thorium dose with Diphenhydramine and only went rushing to the OTC sleep aids section to get the max strength sleep aid (50milligrams per pill), then my name is called and I go pay for my Xanax for PTSD and seeing that "funny looking" grin on pharmacy workers face as I pay for two boxes of sleep aids along with the Xanax I take 2 milligrams, one pill 3x daily. Thank God I know 2 pharmacists and they are cool with me about my decision to do whatever it takes to stay nice and cozy for the rest of my life.

When your life is shattered beyond repair and you just hope that one night, you just might not wake up again(my true story)oh umm and I'm 40 and 1/2 years old and will be shocked and disgusted if I should live anything beyond 50 years old!

When balancing my mood is just like the very complex and very dangerous balancing act of keeping a real Nuclear power reactor humming er um LOL "GLOWING" without having another Chernobyl or Fukushima disaster. True story, I almost "melted down" last year, wow that horror seems so long ago. Wound up in the ER. Just like the Chernobyl disaster. I guess I must have taken too many sleeping pills one night to "glow real good!!!!".
Woke up next morning yada yada and by night was pukeing my brains out, damn I was caught at 3am trying to take just 2 sleeping pills to try to "turn around the runaway disaster to come", which may have saved the horror I went through a week before crappy thanksgiving of 2010 in a horrible "NUT WARD", where I was treated like a total castaway, I think they wanted me DEAD!!!!. I do have amazing power to sense stuff, nobody else would or could pick up on. If it wasn't for that 1 only thing in my life got going 4 me, I may have died a horrible death there or in a horrible "state mental institute".

Then like a dog going back to his own vomit and gobbling it all back down again, ewww gross sorry, I mean going back to sleep aids just a few months after getting out of "hell in a nut ward", going right back to finally learning how to balance my body chemistry just right thank God.

When you or me are now a polydrug dependant person, I (true story) have mastered it very well, knowing just how,when,where to take all 3 different chems I'm on now so as to "keep my Thorium reactor glowing just to my liking".

Last one, the most hilarious, saved the best 4 last. When I was standing up in my workshop in our basement, working on my usual electronic stuff and suddenly nodded off and fell straight to the floor LOL, just like a big tall robot just falling over and the sound of "SPLUNK!", only to be like HOLY CRAP. Picked myself up again, get stuff ready to head to bed only to fall on my arse ha ha again. Nodding out while standing twice back then last year.

Well that's all folks for now, keep on "GLOWING REAL GOOD" my fellow "Opiophiles" an Opiophile is someone like me who is very educated about their d.o.c. or lol my 3 chemicals.
Peace out, time 2 take some more sleeping pills and shut down my bodys "always awake system" and wake up hopefully lol tomorrow morning to "HELL YES I'LL GLOW" as I load up more "thorium fuel rods into the reactor".
 
I don't mean this to offend anyone, but I think that you know beyond any shadow of a doubt that you're a junkie when you start turning tricks at truck stops.

I know a girl who, as sweet as she is, is a total junkie and who now sells herself at the truck stop for a very measly amount of cash. For full-on intercourse, she makes enough to pick up just three or four bags. It breaks my heart, man, and I just can't imagine what she must be thinking and feeling.
 
You might be a junky if...

You're terrified of getting into a bad accident because you know the pain meds they give you won't even be enough to stop your withdraw, much less kill your pain.

Getting out of a hot shower gives you cravings

You can't watch any of the shows you watch while nodding unless you're high
 
if after u got a bunch of stuff your room now looks like a crime scene because there is blood EVERYWHERE

if it annoys u when people refer to themselves as junkies who dont use iv opiates

if u have been clean for a lil while and are still reading this
 
if you have ever nodded out on top of a gravestone in a cemetary after pushing off....

if you stare longingly at your track marks and sometimes lightly run your fingers over them

if you ever catch yourself making a fist and trying to figure out which vein will work the best or at all.... without meaning to

you have ever shot up with a giant syringe made for horses

sorry i know i posted twice in a row remembered a bunch lol
 
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if after u got a bunch of stuff your room now looks like a crime scene because there is blood everywhere

if it annoys u when people refer to themselves as junkies who dont use iv opiates

if u have been clean for a lil while and are still reading this
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genius!!! Lol

- when you read books, literature, music, movies, documentaries about H and meth and other hard narcotics.
- when you plan how you're going to score in cities you've never been in.
- you live vicariously through others in your job involving addicts/users/drugs.
 
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