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You might be a junkie if.....(version 2)

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if you ever came to flat on the floor with the rig laying next to your outstretched hand after you shot up sitting upright on your bed...

if you have ever slapped your friend in the face a few times not because you were angry at him but because you were legitimatly worried and had to wake him up because he just shot a lil too much

if these two things happened in the same evening...
 
You may be a junkie if you wake up cold and wet and don't know what the fuck happened and cant wait to slam some more dope
 
you do a shot and become even more convinced that your boyfriend is in the bathroom fucking some girl instead of just trying to hit himself for COUNTLESS hours (may i also add in the blood-filled syringes, went to jail over one of em too actually claiming it for him..long story.. aha..), sat outside the door with a hammer sayin i dare some bitch to walk out that door right now. ahah.. fuckk

you do a shot and you're convinced part of the needle broke off in one arm and went through to my opposite wrist.

>> that's not even the beginning lol
 
GoldenLovely said:
You think back on the days when two, yes TWO Vicodin could make you feel peaceful and euphoric for at least 12 hours and you remember those times with the fondness of someone recalling their first long lost love.
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Holy shit I fucking remember those days...
 
SkagKush said:
your probably a junkie when you find yourself reading this thread.....

oooooohhhhh!
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Yup.... I've been clean of of heroin for 6 years :D but 3 of those 6 years I've been fucking around with pills :/ But yeah, you are probably a junkie or have been if you are reading this.
 
damonoxide said:
...if you're taking notes while watching "the wire." (baltimore ain't that far away...)
...you know the location (and names!) of every major vein in the human body and you aren't a med student.
...you haven't been to a family reunion in years.
...after six months of sobriety, you still assess every bathroom you enter for ease of fixing up.
...you've ever shot up with anything other than water.
...you've cooked up a shot in the bottom of a soda can.
...you've gone into a fast food restaurant just to grab plastic spoons and/or straws. (or a cup of water.)
...none of your cigarettes ever seem to have more than half a filter.
...you've used a complete stranger's rig because you just can't snort it. (fuckin' gross.)
...you usually have a razor blade in your wallet.
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Even after 6 years I still asses every bathroom. Thinking "I could fix my shot right here" I still look my veins as well as everyone else I come into contact with. I get a racing heart when I see my veins all pumped out. I see a needle and my heart races. Thses feelings and thoughts will never leave me regardless of how long I am clean.
 
If you still religiously visit bluelight even though you have been clean for quite some time now.
 
You nodded out on a recliner inside a store at the mall....

You pop vicodin just to have something even though it won't even get you high.

You get excited when the bathroom is private AND clean but private is good enough.

Your mom always thinks you're high when you're actually sober.

You try to only make friends with people who use.

You walk around your neighborhood looking at empty baggies and wondering who and where they came from...
 
When you start shaking from watching some homeless person shoot up on tv. I cant watch that Drugs Incorporated show.

When you read Trainspotting and think shit I can totally relate to these people.
 
I was jonesin whilst reading this thread and my brother suddenly decided to barge through my bedroom door with a couple of points of that FIRE east coast powder. My nostrils were happy to indulge :3

But you know your a junkie when you pick up your dope/pills at the same pharmacy where you pick up your rigs every week. And after the deal you proceed inside to ask the friendly pharmacist for 29 gauge, half inch, 1 cc insulin syringes. And then you boot up in the parking lot and have earned the right to 'tr-lololol'
:)
 
..you've done a line off your phone at work.
..someone has made you go to NA.
..you've lost a job because of drugs.
 
When people already assume you're an addict and talk to you about NA without you saying a word.

You don't go to NA because you know too many people there and you want to pretend you're still sober.

True stories /: well shit all the ones I say in here are lol
 
And when your mom asks you, "Why are there no more q-tips?" and, "How come all the water bottles that I buy end up in your room with only a sip taken out of them?" lol those are some of my personal favorite 'mom' questions. haha
 
Dirtybird30 said:
And when your mom asks you, "Why are there no more q-tips?" and, "How come all the water bottles that I buy end up in your room with only a sip taken out of them?" lol those are some of my personal favorite 'mom' questions. haha
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haha are those 'i know what youre up to but dont want it confirmed' questions or blissfully ignorant 'wtf this kid is weird' questions?
 
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