When you're walking around with a bottle of water in one hand, and a jar of vicks in the other, and then you try your hardest to smell the vicks, but after a while, you come to realize that you have the bottle of water to your nose...
...when you barely remember things that happened that night and then come to bluelight and read this thread, and things start coming back...
....when you're lying down, and someone comes to you and takes off yer face, and then when they're done, you just sit there and then get up and people start fucking with you and telling you that someone has yer face, and you continuously sit there and fight with them to give you your face back..
...when you can't keep still and always looking for someone to massage, or someone to give you a massage or something...
...when you're lying on your stomach, and there's this song that comes on and it feels like you're in a tunnel flying at a rediculously high speed... even more so when you have your eyes closed and even see yourself flying through the tunnel with numerous visualizations
...when you come down and realize that you're mouth is all screwed up due to not having any gum or anything to chew on... (as of right now, my tongue is tore the hell up, quite a few sores on the inside of my bottom lip, my back teeth hurt when I try to eat..)
All this happened Monday morning to me :D