When:
- You have to go to the bathroom right as it's starting to hit you. You sit down in the porta potty, and can't pee. So you stare at the wall in front of you trying to concentrate so you can pee ('cause you know you have to somehow), then 5 minutes of staring at the wall later you jolt suddenly and think "ohhh whoa.. how did I get in here" and you still haven't peed, so you leave because you're so fucked up.
- You think if everyone at a rave would just hug the cops when they bust it they'll see your side of things and allow you to continue raving.
- You read allllll the reports on pillreports.com, good, bad, your area, overseas, and end up having nightmares from all the pipe stories, double dropping really strong pills, and good dreams about rolling off specific new ones.
- When you chew your gum into some sort of liquid paper like mixture, and then you have to show all your friends (and anyone else around) what just happened while saying "wow, i'm sooo fucked up, look at my gum... this used to be gummm"
- You drop a sucker at a rave, and have to stop your bf/gf/friends who are walking with you, point to the lolly on the floor, and look at them with the saddest puppy dog eyes, as if it were nearly the end of the world.
- You actually let creepy, older, sweaty guys gives you massages.
- You made a shirt made entirely out of kandi, pony beads.
- When there's a million amazing things you want to say to the person next to you, but before being able to say them, you make eyecontact and just smile, and you're convinced they already knew exactly what you were gonna say.
- You plan what outfit you're going to wear when you roll, even if you're staying at home rolling all alone.
- When you find a good, legit, pure pill and buy 20 of them for personal use, just to have stocked up.
- When you think wearing an D.A.R.E./anti-drug shirt or bracelet is the most hilarious, coolest thing to wear while rolling.
- If you're laying down with your legs up against a speaker, and you see a pill on a floor and you make the =O <-- face and grab it. Then realize there's a person next to you and rolls keep falling out of his pocket, and you slyly strike up a convo with him so that you can scooch the pills closer to you and pocket them without him knowing.
- You talk with a strange, weird lisp, and high pitched voice =P
- When being the only person sprawled out on the ground in the middle of the dance floor is perfect acceptable to you.
- When you meet someone during the beginning of the night (or before you've started rolling) then run into them again later on and you think it's the coolest things, and hug them like you've known each other for years or haven't seen them in a lifetime.
- You become convinced everything is better rolling, so you try: going out to movies, while working, walking, shopping, driving, writing, journaling, myspce/facebook, reading, sewing, watching TV. Just anything you do on a day to day basis. And you realize after doing this, that's you were obviously right, that ANYTHING is better when rolling.
- When you pawn all your movies and other random stuff NOT to buy pills, but to pay to get into the REALLY PRICEY raves, so that you can do your pills in the funnest atmosphere.
- When you honest to God believe that if everyone in the world did ecstasy at the same time we would come to a mutual understanding of each other and there would be world peace.