onlysweetpea
Bluelighter
do i really?
christ. men and porn dialogue.
I’m gonna be honest, I can’t take it seriously or even play along when its coming from someone I don’t know too well. I’ll admit it, I do have one night stands and I am a woman and I don’t consider myself a slut. I’m amazed at how men slip right into the “Oh, baby you want it, you love, lick it down…” without a blink, without any warning, and without any shame. I find myself on my back, spread eagle, wanting to laugh.
I refrain. I play along…a little. I force it. I moan and whisper a “yes”.
“I don’t think you want it bad enough,” he continues.
At which point I thought of the whole evening thus far. Drinks in a dark booth. He did most of the talking. He was boastful, but I ignored it. I admit that the whole thing was my fault, my 2-drinks-for-dinner-judgement-impaired fault.
“I don’t do humiliation, “I said and reached my head up to kiss him. He kissed me back and laughed a bit embarrassed. We got over it and continued. At that point, my mind had wandered though. He was right without even knowing it. “I don't think you want it bad enough.”
I don’t. I didn’t. Not from him, anyways...
christ. men and porn dialogue.
I’m gonna be honest, I can’t take it seriously or even play along when its coming from someone I don’t know too well. I’ll admit it, I do have one night stands and I am a woman and I don’t consider myself a slut. I’m amazed at how men slip right into the “Oh, baby you want it, you love, lick it down…” without a blink, without any warning, and without any shame. I find myself on my back, spread eagle, wanting to laugh.
I refrain. I play along…a little. I force it. I moan and whisper a “yes”.
“I don’t think you want it bad enough,” he continues.
At which point I thought of the whole evening thus far. Drinks in a dark booth. He did most of the talking. He was boastful, but I ignored it. I admit that the whole thing was my fault, my 2-drinks-for-dinner-judgement-impaired fault.
“I don’t do humiliation, “I said and reached my head up to kiss him. He kissed me back and laughed a bit embarrassed. We got over it and continued. At that point, my mind had wandered though. He was right without even knowing it. “I don't think you want it bad enough.”
I don’t. I didn’t. Not from him, anyways...
