Yo

Damn Im doing so good on my methadone program. Im about to get my 6th take home dose. Im down from 120mgs to 60mgs. But im starting to get that feeling of wanting to use again. I hate when it just creeps up on you like that. I see my Girlfriend who quit methadone at 60mgs cold turkey!!!wowzers..lol And now she is sniffing Oxys again and getting right high to the point when she is just nodding and scratching it out like crazy. Ugh..I envy that feeling. I have quit opiates CT to many times to even think about trying it again.
So I just get jelious when I see my lover all high out of her mind...blowing me off to hang out with our still using friends.

TO make everything worse now everyone smokes he Oxy 40s and 80s now. She doesnt..she has dated me to long and knows how stupid smoking oxys it. It does work but you destroy/waste to much of the drug.

I kinda want to find someone who has a carrie or 2 so I can buy at least 120mgs together and then take it with my daily 60mgs dose..plus 50mgs of diphenhydramine and 2 beers..and just get high for once. They say you cant get high off methadone when your on it. but if you drink 3x you dose with some diphen, you`ll get high. Maybe not striaght out euphoric dope induced nodding...but you`ll still get a nice mellow opiate induced bliss.

 

I dunno man. If you're on a methadone program, why not stick with it and try sobriety for a while? Getting high is fun and all, but if you're in deep enough to be on methadone then at some point it must have stopped being fun.

If not, then more power to ya! I've heard (although you might want to check in OD to back this up) that low doses of dextromethorphan as well as grapefruit juice (the real stuff, not the 'cocktail') both potentiate opioids.

 

Yeah im over it. I ended up not getting high..Im glad. I did get my 6th take home dose..haha yeah!