NumbedAway
Greenlighter
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- Sep 23, 2011
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but not new to the site or drugs. I have been reading in on this sites forums for years and years gathering info. on all sorts of drugs! Its amazing a place like this can exist with (hopefully) im guessing loads n loads of nice friendly members to answer any questions I have and believe me be I have LOTS AND LOTS of questions.
I suppose I should stick abit in here about my own drug use. Im a MASSIVE fan of opiates and benzos. Thats not to say i havnt done other drugs, Iv been through many stages you might say, started with weed like the rest of everyone realised it made me paranoid blah blah stopped it completly as i realised it made me paranoid and confused. Went docs (Im in UK btw so probs explains the next part about not gettin legally scripted any benzos) n got fed SSRIs and various other meds which only made things worse I think, DAMN UK GPS.
Anyway to cut a very very long story short I realised it was a benzo I needed (as a friend with anxiety very similar to mine gave me a 5mg diazepam) to stop my worrying and sometimes extreme physical anxiety plus almost 75% constant insomnia. Asked my GP about them thinking they were a miracle pill that completlely cured (or as I later found out 'masked') plus very naively thinking I cud tell my GP I took my friends script (uhoh) was a no go so here I am having to aquire the meds I need using 'alt. ways' <HA Been trying to get a legit benzo script of any one of strengh for the last 2 years or so only to be shot down everytime. They now have me on 15mg mirtazepine to be taken at night which helps the sleep but i fear im growing a tollerance to their sedative effects as im having to take double doses to get same effect so I guess il be telling my doc on next app. to double the dose.
ANYWAYYYYY..... thats therapeutical.
Recreational altho i know i shouldnt i use diazepam or other benzos, lorazepams a nice one
to potentiate opiates (my defo favourite type of drug which after much searching I have finally rested on) Il mainly be on benzos or opiates MOST of the time.
I have tryed tho in no particual order and off the top of my head: mephedrone, flephedrone, Methylone, MDA, MDMA, 6-apb, 2-CI, 2CB, cocaine both smoked and snorted, liberty cap magi mushies, LSD, Fly Agaric mushies, Cannabis (both 'soapbar style solids' ,hashish plus ofc classical bud n plant material), Diphenhydramine, ALOT of benzos, Codein, Dihydrocodeine , morphine, fentanyl (worn patches and smoked) street H mainly cos its easily available in my area, oxycodone (had a bad very bad 18 month binge on this stuff and just COULD NOT STOP but i just had to take the plunge n go through a wd n get myself outa it, im sure some of you know how it is
.
Thats all I can think of atm, right now im on oramorph and lorazepam)
Right think il leave it there but................
SO HELLO TO ALL YOU FELLOW BLUELIGHTERS I HOPE TO MAYBE ONE DAY BECOME A VALUED MEMBER OF YOUR COMMUNITY AS I HAVE A MASSIVE INTEREST IN CHEMISTY, PHARMACOLOGY AND SOME KNOWLEDGE IV PICKED UP OVER THE YEARS ON MY 'DRUG' ADVENTURES.
PEACE NUMBEDAWAY.
I suppose I should stick abit in here about my own drug use. Im a MASSIVE fan of opiates and benzos. Thats not to say i havnt done other drugs, Iv been through many stages you might say, started with weed like the rest of everyone realised it made me paranoid blah blah stopped it completly as i realised it made me paranoid and confused. Went docs (Im in UK btw so probs explains the next part about not gettin legally scripted any benzos) n got fed SSRIs and various other meds which only made things worse I think, DAMN UK GPS.
Anyway to cut a very very long story short I realised it was a benzo I needed (as a friend with anxiety very similar to mine gave me a 5mg diazepam) to stop my worrying and sometimes extreme physical anxiety plus almost 75% constant insomnia. Asked my GP about them thinking they were a miracle pill that completlely cured (or as I later found out 'masked') plus very naively thinking I cud tell my GP I took my friends script (uhoh) was a no go so here I am having to aquire the meds I need using 'alt. ways' <HA Been trying to get a legit benzo script of any one of strengh for the last 2 years or so only to be shot down everytime. They now have me on 15mg mirtazepine to be taken at night which helps the sleep but i fear im growing a tollerance to their sedative effects as im having to take double doses to get same effect so I guess il be telling my doc on next app. to double the dose.
ANYWAYYYYY..... thats therapeutical.
Recreational altho i know i shouldnt i use diazepam or other benzos, lorazepams a nice one
to potentiate opiates (my defo favourite type of drug which after much searching I have finally rested on) Il mainly be on benzos or opiates MOST of the time.I have tryed tho in no particual order and off the top of my head: mephedrone, flephedrone, Methylone, MDA, MDMA, 6-apb, 2-CI, 2CB, cocaine both smoked and snorted, liberty cap magi mushies, LSD, Fly Agaric mushies, Cannabis (both 'soapbar style solids' ,hashish plus ofc classical bud n plant material), Diphenhydramine, ALOT of benzos, Codein, Dihydrocodeine , morphine, fentanyl (worn patches and smoked) street H mainly cos its easily available in my area, oxycodone (had a bad very bad 18 month binge on this stuff and just COULD NOT STOP but i just had to take the plunge n go through a wd n get myself outa it, im sure some of you know how it is
.Thats all I can think of atm, right now im on oramorph and lorazepam
)Right think il leave it there but................
SO HELLO TO ALL YOU FELLOW BLUELIGHTERS I HOPE TO MAYBE ONE DAY BECOME A VALUED MEMBER OF YOUR COMMUNITY AS I HAVE A MASSIVE INTEREST IN CHEMISTY, PHARMACOLOGY AND SOME KNOWLEDGE IV PICKED UP OVER THE YEARS ON MY 'DRUG' ADVENTURES.
PEACE NUMBEDAWAY.
