drug_wench
Bluelight Crew
TO MY DEAR MAVERICK
You're confused - I see it in you
You're mistrusting me again
Every time I've come to see you
I've been up for days and days
I'm so sorry baby
How I wish that that could change
Overnight - the you the concept
Really must be strange
One minute I'm so calm and kind
The person once you knew
Then the next I'm spinning out
It's alien to you
If I could explein addiction
To a young Arabian
Darling it all seems to start
With desperate craving
I want the drug so much
Just to hold it in my hands
But I know I'm going too far
When to me you're points and grams
All our future ruined
Think of all the fun we had
We can do it all again
After my rehab
Please darling, bear with Mummy
I know a horse can't judge me
But I pray forever more
That you never begrudge me
Cos I'll love you till the day
The stars fall from the sky
Yeah that's how much I love you
So I can't let myself die
*I wrote this just before I went into detox
You're confused - I see it in you
You're mistrusting me again
Every time I've come to see you
I've been up for days and days
I'm so sorry baby
How I wish that that could change
Overnight - the you the concept
Really must be strange
One minute I'm so calm and kind
The person once you knew
Then the next I'm spinning out
It's alien to you
If I could explein addiction
To a young Arabian
Darling it all seems to start
With desperate craving
I want the drug so much
Just to hold it in my hands
But I know I'm going too far
When to me you're points and grams
All our future ruined
Think of all the fun we had
We can do it all again
After my rehab
Please darling, bear with Mummy
I know a horse can't judge me
But I pray forever more
That you never begrudge me
Cos I'll love you till the day
The stars fall from the sky
Yeah that's how much I love you
So I can't let myself die
*I wrote this just before I went into detox
