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xanax blackouts

hahaah yep after one of my xanax blackout my parents actualy called our family doc and got me a script of xanax because my parents were terrified i would wd if i didnt have them. so thats actualy how i landed my first nice script for xanax. :) which has led to near a decade of prescribed benzo use and abuse, but lately in the past 3 years or so, pretty much NO abuse, because i can no longer get high off any dose of klonopin so i use just what i need for my anxiety (2 mg 3 x a day plus 1 temazepam at night).
 
oh shit one more good one real quick......ok so i had just gotten out of rehab and had been a month and a half with zero benzos (the longest id ever been in my life) and i was going FUCKING nuts. so i ordered 90 2 mg k,s and 90 x bars. i remember only taking like one or 2 bars and sitting in this coffee shop drinking cup after cup of esspreso trying to stay unblacked out. all the sudden i woke up with my head IN my bowl of soup (which i dont remember ordering hahahaha) then i got up and stumbled home and my dad said "your on xanax arent you??"
i was like "how the fuck did you know>??!?!??!!"
hahaha its pretty obvious to EVERYONE else around you when your benzodiazefaded but its DEFINATLY not obvious to you. you think your fine and on top of the world haha.
 
Yea that's where benzos trap you, ya just don't realize you are as fucked up as you appear or are.

Anyway good news about the gash, I just went to walgreens and got anti-bacterial shit, an eye patch for sleeping and gauze. Things scabbed up but healed up nice, now I just have a scar under my eye but I personally think it's pretty bad ass, a chick magnet if anything. I'll just say it's from when I used to be in the AHL haha.

Doctor's can be assholes and very naive/dumb. Two of them said I would need plastic surgery. I can't believe it. Plus the anti-bacterial cream they gave me said to apply directly under the eye-lid, when I couldn't even open my eyelid. How these people get medical licenses I will never know ...
 
hahaahhahaha
yeah some doctors are FUCKING IDIOTS and that is NO joke.
im very happy for you that it healed up so nicely!
 
About two weeks ago, I went to a local pub here in town and had a few drinks with friends. Later that evening while back at my friends pad, he comes up to me and hands me two of the Actavis 2mg Alprazolam bars.
Being the ever present pharmaceutical connoisseur that I am I of course rapidly ingest them. The last thing I remember was getting a Red Stripe out of the fridge and watching my friends do some blow, the rest of the night, next morning and afternoon were a total blur.
I did not remember falling asleep, driving home, eating, anything, it was one of the worst blackouts I have ever had on benzos, and I have taken them for years off and on..Pretty spooky shit, when you do shit and cannot remember it.
 
what the hell is wrong with you people who supposedly know alot about benzos and then take fucking 4mg of xanax with no tolerance and shit like that

VERY iresponsible(sp) ...shakes head
 
Well in Klowns case his tolerance lowered a lot because he was in rehab. In my case it was just a large dose that was also from taking a break and losing a bunch of tolerance, and consuming much much more than I could handle. Shit like that happens with benzos - it's the nature of them. They make you do stupid things.
 
HYDRO_CHRONIC said:
what the hell is wrong with you people who supposedly know alot about benzos and then take fucking 4mg of xanax with no tolerance and shit like that

VERY irresponsible(sp) ...shakes head

^Noted, and you are correct! I know better than to do that, especially on top of alcohol. It only takes one time to seriously screw up your life...Good admonition...
 
It happens to me too, but i wouldnt say i black out but i become sleepy and sleep for 24 to 48 hours depending on how many i takeusually 5 or 6 of the puple ones 1mg.apeice !!!but then again i dont sleep for 2 days at a time and when i do that and then take benzos i sleep for days. hell i ate 10 blue valiums and a couple vicodens and slept 48 hour and didnt really feel right for 4 or 5 days lol and im 210 pounds
 
^ That always happens. ;)

Random junkie: "Someone stole my xanax last night"

Me: "No, Random junkie, you ate it all when you were blacked out"
 
one time i jus took 7mgs not realising how powerful xanax was and blackedout and wound up in the ER thanks to my dad callin the cops on my stuporing,staggering pill drunk ass. i had no benzo tolernace at all at the time:\
 
I took 28 of the .25 at 10pm(Ate a stash when the cops pulled me over) and drove to this party at a friends house. It should be noted I had never done xanax before in my life.......well I go there, I sit on the couch, down a few shots........Wake up at 10pm the next day, naked on a couch with quite the impressive stash.
I was 15.....Brief high lights of this I heard are A attacking a bus stop with a riot baton B Sucker punching this coke dealer, grabbing his stash and running off (he was from outta town) down the street with no shoes on in the rain covered in blood (he musta hit me first?)C Making fun of this fat girl all night, non stop, everyone was laughing though, well, except the fatty, she cried and cried :)
 
Do you guys think ativan is weaker than xanax? Technically it is, I dunno, can't really tell. Xanax maybe.

Never seen a patient come into the ER jonesing for ativan but we get Xanax withdraws pretty frequently. I've heard its worse than opiate withdrawals. Yuse guys agree?
 
having done both ativan and xanax, i would say ativan is weaker. 5mg of ativan doesn't have me as fucked up as 5mg of xanax.

and having gone through both opiate WD and benzo WD...benzo WD is a bit worse than the opiates. both are fucking horrid though. benzo WD almost made me cry haha.
 
i did that once with 10/ 10mg valium and woke up 24 hours later and my brain didnt feel right till 2 days later / meaning i still felt them 2 days later after i woke up!!!
 
i hate when i hear my friends say i dont remember ANYTHING ,whats the fucking point of taking it if you forget how good it felt ,i never take more than 2mg unless i take it for more than a couple days in a row then i up it to maybe 3mg

i wanna feel good and remember it
 
Last time I blacked out it wasn't only from xanax, i had consumed about 1/2 a fifth blue tequilla, snorted 5 mg of ativan, and took 5mg of ativan, 20mg of valium and 6mg of xanax. Apparently I do stupid shit on benzos, who'da figured.
 
Thats probably why I keep feeling like today is Thursday. I missed Monday all together. I took 3 blue xannies Sunday night to help me sleep during my opiate detox and the last couple days kinda ran together. I also experience xannie munchies in the middle of the night with little to no recollection of it at all.
 
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