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Xanax/Alprazolam - First Time - Almost Caught but Not

nenarOPI

nenarOPI

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Xanax/Aprazolam - First Time - Almost Caught but Not

This was my first time on a xanax. At a family function, I popped a gelcapfilled with 1mg crushed xanax while waiting for a ride to a drinking party later that night. I don't drink. Anyway, night rolls on, I catch up with my friends we head over to our friend's house where the party is. I dropped that capsule at ~7:50,ate food, dropped another around 8:20ish I guess. 2mg ingested so far.

So i get there,e verybody is drinking and all, i make some awesome shots for people, they get wasted. While people are sleeping or doing it I sneak around to the medicine cabinet,find more xanax...eat about 1.5-2 more mg. By this time, 11, I feel fucked up but not as much as xanax should be, according to what i hear. Anyway, I wind up going through the cabinet like a million time, while the host and her boyfriend are right down there hall. Each time, i claimI was looking for a tylenol. This happens atleast 4 times.

The whole time I feel fucked up but not euphoric. I snoop and steal where i wouldnt have normally. I used a credit card to sneak into a room with a waterbed to stealsome pills that i dunno what they were now that i think of it.

I wind up taking a shit in the waterbed room,but something goes wrong. I get shit EVERYWHERE on the stairs downstairs,my pjs, boxers, everything. My friends were so pissed. Cause we were about to go to the beach. They wouldntlet me go. I wanted to go. the host, CAthy, kepttellingme know, ineed sleep, you raided my med cabinet and shit all over.

I just didnt get how I did these things. Anyway, i get home and i DO have a small glass container full of multicolor pills. I walk in around 6,have my parents letme in cause my stuff is at cathy's (keys, etc). Soall told i had Eaten, say, 7mg xanax, 3 small shots vodka, and railed2 .5mg xanax. But the whole night i stayed up. Is this natural benzo tolerance? Why did i crap myself? I just don't get some of it. However, I have 99.9%of the memory of the night remember. Odd.
 
Maybe some of the "xanax" you took was actually laxative pills.
Why did you want to take a shit in the water bed room anyway?
 
I'm guessing that some of the 'xanax' you ate when you where high and fiending for more may have been laxative pills.

The moral of the story is don't eat a whole load of random pills to get high, then eat some more, then decide to take a dump on the water bed.
 
Nah dudes, it was in the BATHROOM of the water bedroom. And i know the ones i took after the 6 1mg WERE aplrazolam, they were white footballs and came in the alprazolam bottle. I am wondering how some newsbies take 1mg and others can take 7+ and not nod off at all? I was up all night til 7 when i crashed til twelve
 
Ahh, ensuite :)

Are you on any other medications? It's possible something else you're taking changed how much the xanax affected you.

PS: MrM... Beat you to it ;)
 
haha, as a funny side note, as my mom lt me in, she goes back upstairs. so i have all the pills i've "acquired" sitting on my desk, one at a time, to reference by ID number andprints, you know. I was out of it by the this, swiped em on the floor, toldher it was "wads of twenties" lol. Someone I got away with telling her it was my friend medication I was holding for him while he was drinking. Only thing of certain "recreational" value in there were 3 butalbital pills. Oh, i took three of those over the night too. I take no other medications. It's amazing how i didnt fall asleep though. Weird. No more benzos for me, this is my second negative experience..third! with any benzos. First was a bunch of temazepam 6+, no reccollections of that day (after crossing a major highway twice - though i was on other substances at the time MJ, HC). The second time was a blue 10mg valium on a full stomache.
 
speaking of shit.. One time on 4 bars (8mg) of xanax this guy yelled at me and my friend for talking loud walking down the street. the idiot had his window open so we got mad too. he threatened to kick our asses back to the gutter and was swearing much louder than we had been talking.

well us in our uninhibited state went to an ally, he had to shit the most (sorry guys i know this is nasty)... so i walked away while he went on a newspaper. he crumbled it all up and eww! it was nasty. he didnt completley wrap it up. well we sneak up to the open window of this guys house, light the newspaper ball on fire and toss it in and RUN. we hear him screaming and cussing in the distance.

the point: xanax can take away inhibitions about doing stupid stuff. we are lucky we didnt get caught or shot.
 
I found xanax to be very relaxing and calming, but not sleep inducing for me, even at doses higher than 2 mgs. A friend of mine who was staying with me and took xanax with me for his first time had absolutely no recollection of the night we spent running around the city with friends, and repeatedly asked me the next day what we had done the night before, even though he'd only taken 1 mg. A couple days later, he found another 2 mg bar and took the whole thing while I was at work. I got home and he was passed out cold and stayed like that for the rest of the night, bar for about half an hour when I woke him up to feed him some dinner. Another friend of mine finds them quite stimulating and socially lubricating, and loves taking them before going out to nightclubs. Different bodies, different reactions...
 
These are all enlightening anecdotes but... how as a first time user could i have that much and stay awake from 12pm til 6amthe next day????
 
This may be true. I have heard SO much hype about xanax/alprazolam though (benzos and painkillers are very popular in my highschool) so i decided to buy them. Oh well, we live and learn. I won't try to use a bezno recreationally again
 
And i know the ones i took after the 6 1mg WERE aplrazolam, they were white footballs
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I'm surprised nobody has noticed this - you said WHITE footballs. The white footballs are NOT 1mg - they're .25mg. The weakest xanex pills you can get. It takes 4 of them to equal a BLUE football, which is 1mg (or half a bar)

That's why it didn't work as well as you expected, because you took the weakest ones there are.
 
SKrilla, no they said .5mg. But it's nothing to argue about. Actually, amongm e and the friends at the party..alot of confusion is apparent. IS there a way to combat xanax confusion? I did take 4 of those xanax from the cabinet, among other unIDed meds, to look up on the 'netlater. BUT, today, as the stories of what i've done become apparent... people said they found little pilesof pills all over the house and ( :) ) don't know if I brought them with me or if i stole them from her cabinet. Given this information, my friend has NO idea i took from her med cabinet (all the script/last filled dates were old..i made sure nobody needed them before i "reappropriated them to more recreational means." I hate the blank spots in my memory. They tell me they KNOW i used a credit card type dealie to get into the room with the waterbed but were they up? I dont remember seeing themor talking to them. I don't remember being yelled at. As a humorous/nasty sidenote, a fellow "drug user" friend tells me, while trying to use the bathroom in the waterbed-masterbedroom, I may have forgotton to drop my pants and shorts. Hence, the excrement everywhere.

Many people are pissed over this. The 6 that stayed the night are all my friends, two of them my best. They will testify that I didn't steal crap, another will also. I'm going to go with the "I must have brought other pills with me and forgotten them and dropped them everywhere while wandering around" defense.

In somewhat conclusion, I would say... at the TIME, xanax is very relaxing, very disinhibitory. I'd say 1mg xanax is equal to about 5 shots of liquor or so. No hangover what to speak of, except today I kept thinking it was yesterday (when are we going to the banquet hall? when's my friend gettingme to go to that party? lol). BUT, I think most of Xanax's recreationality, besides comedowns for cocaine and meth(amphetamine)s, is the funny stories one hears the next day about what was done while under the influence. I can see how this sort of stuff can lead to unhealthy situations. Cuídate! (take care of yourself)
 
I learned even more of my odd behaviour, today in school. Apparently, while one guy was in the basement watching tv around 3am, my friend who hosted the party screamed bloody murder. they found me walking around naked walking inside and out of thehouse. Apparently i had thrown all of my dirtied clothes in my duffel bag with my wallet and keys in to the washer! I also had a phone conversation with an unknown person for 10 minutes, talked to people who I don't even remember being there, and asking people for weed who I would normall know wouldn't have it. I don't like what the drug did to me. It made me drink. I don't drink. Not since September 5th 2003 have i drank. Well, plus saturday night. I feel very bad about what I've done to my friend's house. I need a way to make it up to her. Any suggestions? Her favorite flowers are daffodils..i was thinking of buying a big bunch and having them sent to her maybe..

It seems the story would be entirely more humorous if it didn't involve all the excrement,...or if it didn't happen to me. :\

Quotes that i've said during that night that I was told i said:
"I SHIT myself!" (with a sweep of the arms)
"Why can't I go to the beach...all i did wrong was shit myself!"
"Can i get a FAT bag of weed?" (to a large girl who doesn't even smoke)
 
most definatly... dude you were out of control... I have eaten much more xanax then that and drank and haven't been that bad. Sounds like you have a low tolerance... (not trying to flame)
 
I agree. I am not so sure I would try this again. It drove me to drink, and I am a vehement NON drinker. I havent dranken since a time I got alcohol poisoning and went to the hospital. Xanax seems like an alright drug, but like all drugs.. it can grab you by the balls and pull. I may try it again, in smaller doses, and in a more controlled environment. I did enjoy the feeling of it. It's just, now, after the party, I'm hearing all these negative stories and I've pissed off people very important to me. Comes with the territory I suppose. Oh and yes I do have a low benzo tolerance.. I never take them...I don't use any drugs habitually. Thanks for the posts and the patience for reading mine too! PM me if ya want
 
this is definitely THE funniest drug experience i've ever read, and it makes it all the more funny when you keep on asking why the xanax didn't fuck you up enough! i hope i'm REALLY fucked up if i ever shit myself while in a friend's house. i hope to hear some more hilarious stories from you in the future.
 
^^^^ I second that motion kinetic. :)

nenaropi: Be careful with xanax.. you can quickly lose control of yourself, and it has that annoying effect of not letting you remember what you did the night before.

I personally wouldn't do the stuff after my experiences with it. I've found as little as 1-2mg of the stuff can turn people very disinhibited to a dangerous and unhealthy degree.

Honestly? Having a drink or two provides a nice somewhat euphoric stimulation that when enjoyed responsibly may even be part of a healthy diet. The differences in liver loads are probably negligable.

"What am I doing here? What is this shit on my face? Who is this girl in my bed? MY GOD what is that awful smell?" - Sublime
 
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