optimuswind
Bluelighter
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- Sep 12, 2012
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Why does my mouth feel fine (not dry like cotton mouth from weed), and yet I feel as if I am enunciating my words perfectly and clearly, and yet someone is saying they can see a difference? I had to lie and said I just took much Diazepam I have, but the amount of Xanax I am taking is barely effecting me (as in I have zero balance issues, thought issues, etc) and yet somehow I am 'mumbling'.
Does anyone have any tips other than 'avoid those people when on it'?
Stuck at parents house after a 3.5year sobriety (alcohol) break and attempted suicide, and I'm just trying to get my head on straight and chill TF out but I feel I can't even do that without being noticed. (They do not care if I smoke weed in the yard. I'm 37 this year).
Although yes it also doesn't matter if I am taking other drugs but it's their house and if they think I am on some other shit they'll ramp up the stress on me even more. Knocking back to 150mg Pregabalin and my prescribed 20mg Diazepam a day soon, but I mean, I came out of hospital on monday so I just need the time. Anyway yeah, just avoid, not talk to them much on it? How are they telling? I wouldn't imagine you could tell someone on a couple bars if you know they also smoke weed and weed actually makes me super zoned out and unstable when walking, so I'm just confused here looking for advice.
Thanks,
para
Edit:
Oh, I also saw these 'Red Devil 5mg' bars available. They are red coloured and obviously home-made, but does anyone know if they just contain 5mg Alprazolam or is something else in them?
Thanks again.
Does anyone have any tips other than 'avoid those people when on it'?
Stuck at parents house after a 3.5year sobriety (alcohol) break and attempted suicide, and I'm just trying to get my head on straight and chill TF out but I feel I can't even do that without being noticed. (They do not care if I smoke weed in the yard. I'm 37 this year).
Although yes it also doesn't matter if I am taking other drugs but it's their house and if they think I am on some other shit they'll ramp up the stress on me even more. Knocking back to 150mg Pregabalin and my prescribed 20mg Diazepam a day soon, but I mean, I came out of hospital on monday so I just need the time. Anyway yeah, just avoid, not talk to them much on it? How are they telling? I wouldn't imagine you could tell someone on a couple bars if you know they also smoke weed and weed actually makes me super zoned out and unstable when walking, so I'm just confused here looking for advice.
Thanks,
para
Edit:
Oh, I also saw these 'Red Devil 5mg' bars available. They are red coloured and obviously home-made, but does anyone know if they just contain 5mg Alprazolam or is something else in them?
Thanks again.
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