Wow, I feel special now. I have a craigslist stalker.
Apparently I'm a loser but yet they stalk me from craigslist to facebook and classmates.com and stalk my 10yr old daughter and my fiancee. Yet that is acceptable but me telling them that they are losers and have no life makes me a loser. WTF kind of logic is that?
Why do I even bother with that site?
*le sigh*
I am still without withdrawals but I do get migranes alot, so I guess i kinda do got them.
I worked out on Monday. Did some bicep, tricep, shoulders, pectorials and legs. meant to do some abs but some fuckwit and his buddy was hogging the machines for that, so I was like fuck it, i can just do some crunches at home but I ended up having a nap and really haven't had the erge to. now I have to repeat the monday workout to get those muscles to form. I am already showing some muscle in my shoulder and bicep area but not alot, just a slight difference from nothing to a little of something.
My shoulders are teh ghey. I don't want that body builder neck/shoulders look:
but it seems like they might naturally form that way, with that upside down V shoulders-neck in one loo. which i don't want, that looks gross to me but I guess that I can deal with that if I can get a bod:
Which I used to be close to back in my early 20's but lost it all when I got lazy and had kids LOL
I have my CBT appointment on the 30th. I dunno how that is going to go.
I'll try to keep up to date more on this blog.
Well must go eat, I need all the calories I ca get so I don't lose weight.
Side note: Didn't work my abs but I can feel the muscle in my abs this morn. weird. Oh well.
Take care BLers
Apparently I'm a loser but yet they stalk me from craigslist to facebook and classmates.com and stalk my 10yr old daughter and my fiancee. Yet that is acceptable but me telling them that they are losers and have no life makes me a loser. WTF kind of logic is that?
Why do I even bother with that site?
*le sigh*
I am still without withdrawals but I do get migranes alot, so I guess i kinda do got them.
I worked out on Monday. Did some bicep, tricep, shoulders, pectorials and legs. meant to do some abs but some fuckwit and his buddy was hogging the machines for that, so I was like fuck it, i can just do some crunches at home but I ended up having a nap and really haven't had the erge to. now I have to repeat the monday workout to get those muscles to form. I am already showing some muscle in my shoulder and bicep area but not alot, just a slight difference from nothing to a little of something.
My shoulders are teh ghey. I don't want that body builder neck/shoulders look:
NSFW:
but it seems like they might naturally form that way, with that upside down V shoulders-neck in one loo. which i don't want, that looks gross to me but I guess that I can deal with that if I can get a bod:
NSFW:
Which I used to be close to back in my early 20's but lost it all when I got lazy and had kids LOL
I have my CBT appointment on the 30th. I dunno how that is going to go.
I'll try to keep up to date more on this blog.
Well must go eat, I need all the calories I ca get so I don't lose weight.
Side note: Didn't work my abs but I can feel the muscle in my abs this morn. weird. Oh well.

Take care BLers
