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Write a Letter to your S/O or Crush.

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Hey you, it's been a great 4+ years. I'm never sick of you. I'll never be, because you're my best friend. And yet I'm supremely attracted to you. Why don't we ever really fight? Why is it always so good? We could chop each other's legs off and it would still be all good. Thank you for helping me grow as a person, and thanks for your honesty. I will take care of you ;).
 
__________,

______, want you now, and I'm not being all pseudo-sexual, and I'm not playing cutsie little games, and I'm sure as hell not faking or saying things to appease you. I want you, now, in every way. I lay down and know I can never truly be comfortable until I feel your flesh against mine. I read or see something that makes me laugh and its just not that funny without you laughing beside me. I eat to subsist, not for flavor, it all tastes bland not coming from a fork in your hand. I miss things I haven't even experienced yet. I truly miss walking with you down the street, taking your hand extra tight to cross the intersection. I miss going to the museum and experiencing the beauty of art with you. I miss the look on your face when I surprise you with a BBW gift basket you didn't even ask for. I miss YOU. I miss your touch, I ache for it, I miss your kisses. I miss making love to you. I miss being so worn out and satisfied that I lay my head down and fall asleep with you stroking your fingers through my hair, taking my hand up and kissing it while telling me how perfect we are together. I miss our children, I miss shopping for back to school clothes, their first steps. I miss driving them to their friends for their first overnighter. I miss the look on your face at their first straight A report cards, I miss their graduation from high school, college. I miss being retired and spending all my waning days with you, taking walks to the market together, STILL taking your hand tighter at the intersection after DECADES together. I even already miss that one day when we are no longer together, for whatever reason.

I've already experienced this all in my head, and I know its all I ever want in this world. I love you.

_________
 
Dear ******

You will absolutely be the death of me. I cant get over you if you keep kissing me at random times. Those nights with you are heaven for me...Im waiting but I wont wait forever. You are cruel!
 
Dear Obvious, ( lol :D)

Damnit boy! Any more of these nights and we're DEFINITELY not going to make it out of the parking lot. I don't know if I can take it much any longer!! MmMm at the thought of you mauling me.

Remember that thing we talked about about posessiveness that would be funny? hehe yeah I want you to do it. =D

I was happy to find out how special I was for ya. :) It really made my night. Ready for the warm fuzzies? Okay. .here they are.
I COMPLETELY dig you. :) Our personalities match so well, along with our desires ;) . I am attracted to you in just about every way I can be. God, your voice mmm the thought of it, the sound of it, just puts a big ol' shit eating grin on my face; and to think all this started out on you just proving how hawt your voice is. Oh yeah. It's hot alright. :D We could DEFINITELY start a phone sex business together haha. Ya know? Mark was right.. there's no way we're making it out of that bedroom...both of us are just TOO freaky w/ a high sex drive.. it's like putting 2 matches together and striking it.. 1 is enough to light a fire.. but 2.. 2 can set a blazeeeee :) . Mmm waking up spooning, Noiceee. All sex aside.. just being able to spend time with you is going to be great. I know with our wildness and outgoing personalities akward silence and moments will be very minimal. There's no doubt we'll get along GREAT.

I feel retarded liking someone so far away..internet none the less. I realize it's more and more popular now-a-days, but it's still weird for me. How you can connect with someone so well and know so much about them and just want to be with them, from being so far away it's beyond me, but it's happenning. *shrugs* Does that make me weird? Oh well. I just really like ya, and look forward to being with you real soon. :)

xxxx
Serena
 
Dear Baby,

I can't even express how much i love you. i can't imagine living my life without you. i just want to cuddle in your arms forever because my favourite time is those lazy sunday mornings where we hug and snuggle.
I know sometimes im a moody bitch and i thank you for putting up with all my shit. Thank-you for sticking through this with me, and making me listen even when i don't want to. You never cease to amaze me at how beautiful you are.
Love you forever
xoxo
 
Dear _______,

How could this have happened. We have know each other for 7 years with no incident, and 2 weeks ago we hang out, do a little E, and now I cant get you out of my head. I find me thinking of you constantly.

The day we spent together was absolutely amazing. I dont think I have ever kissed someone like that before. Just devouring each other's bodies, touching, holding . . . Just amazing. It was like 2 teenagers discovering each other's bodies and the beauty within.

I am going crazy because I think that for you that was a one time in the moment thing. I want so badly for you to think it was more, but I am not getting my hopes up. I want to believe that people that kiss and touch like that just have to have some sort of a connection beyond the moment.

I am trying hard to not let my mind race concerning you. But it is to no avail. Thoughts of you just keep running through my head, replaying that day over and over. I keep trying to tell myself that I am not the person that you are looking for. And I sheepishly laugh about the promise we made to each other about 3 years ago, jokingly agreeing to get married if both of us were single by the age of 34.

This is like a high school crush. Im a 28 year old man that doesnt know how to act and doesnt know what to say to you. The best part of my day yesterday was seeing pass you while I was on J's balcony.

So what now. Well, I think it would be best to lay off, as I dont want to freak you out and scare you away. Because I think that your thoguhts on this are "just friends" it would be a shame to ruin a friendship of 7 years. I can deal with it, it just sucks. Its so hard to be around you without my heart racing and thinking about how amazing you felt and how much I love being around you.

That being said, well, I really dont know what else to say.

Always,
me
 
Dear ___,
What can i say about you..i had a great time this week..ur so much fun to be around..seeing movies has never been more fun. I love the way your so cuddly with me. And thanks for completley blowing me off friday night i apreciate it alot ya big meanie....=(.

Dear Amz,
Hey me mojo..dam your a horny drunk lol..nah you werent that drunk..but thanks for the great night it was the most fun ive had in ages.

PS u have a great ass. GREAT

Dear __,

I duno wat i wanna say to you..i dont wanna keep getting wrapped up with you..cause you know how i feel and ya just dont care. But i cant help it..you mesmerize me.

Dear____,
Where the hell are you? im so worried about you..please email sms call me so i know your okay..
 
Dear ____,

I've really enjoyed getting to know you over the last couple weeks. You are such a kind hearted lovable person and such a sweet heart. Thank you so much for caring about me the way you are and have been. You make me laugh and I enjoy our conversations. I wish others could see you the way I do. I just wanted to really write this to tell you thank you and that your kind heart has not gone unseen or unappreciated. I notice everything ;) . Thank you for being there. Talk to you soon. :)

Me



Dear Usual,

Aww I haven't talked to you in awhile and when I do online it's just weird and distant now. I hope you are as disappointed as I am that our timing hasn't been the best to catch each other to talk. A lot of it is my fault, 'cause some where down the line I've become a procrastinator. I miss talking to ya, as much. Hopefully we'll talk soon.


Me
 
Dear *****,

It was harder saying goodbye to you this time than it was two years ago. I promised myself I would cherish and enjoy every moment we had together, but we have both learned that life keeps no promises, even the ones we make to ourselves.

I don't know whether I can deal with the fallout from the giant thermonuclear weapon of mass destruction that would detonate the moment my friends and family found out that after all this time you still hold my heart in a grasp from which I so unsuccessfully have tried to wrench in the interest of self-protection. I wish it had worked. I have never told you this, but I moved clear across the country mostly so I could get away from your proximity and not lead myself into the temptation you present.

It sure backfired, didn't it?

Now I realize I would rather be beside you in a nuclear winter than a falsely secure summer.

Here we are, two years later, and your life has slapped you back into humility in many ways. As for me, I'm not the same immature brat that left you behind, and someone more benevolent and decisive than you loves me, and I wish more than anything I could return his love in the same way and be as patient with his faults as he is with mine, but it's becoming painfully obvious that you are the one who holds my heart. If you knew him, you'd tell me to go to him because you'd think it was best, that you're too fucked up and ruined by the pain your own ex has caused you.

I can't put the image of you sleeping peacefully after we've exhausted each other out of my mind. We can be lazy together anywhere, it seems, and this time it's me that has the nasty habit of falling asleep on your shoulder while watching movies.

The choice lies with you whether these transitory pieces of our space-time fabric intersecting grow into the something enduring I desire, but I can't tell you that, I tried to explain it to you once but you called me a hippy ;) and you'll never read this because you're too technologically inept even to find internet porn.

But maybe in a couple weeks when you're back, you'll read it into my eyes, if you haven't already. I know it's about as improbable as any dream I've ever had, but to paraphrase the Red Queen, I've believed as many as six impossible things before breakfast. Here, we can watch a radiant sunset together instead of dreading the sunrise like we used to. I'll wear your favorite red dress and let my hair fall into its curls the way you love it, if you promise not to let either of us fuck it up this time.

I miss you and there is so much more to say, but I'd rather lay with you in silence and stillness, and if we have to face a more formidable obstacle than being on opposite coasts and my vision never comes to life, then I hope I will be able to look at your lessons in love with gratitude and reverence.

Thank you, baby, and if the fabric of this chaos in which we exist wills it, I will see you soon.

With all my heart,

your favorite blondie. ;)
 
mariposa420 said:
Now I realize I would rather be beside you in a nuclear winter than a falsely secure summer.
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Oh Jillian, that perfectly describes what is in my heart right now regarding my relationship. Even though the intent behind those words is probably miles apart in both our circumstances, I thank you for that beautiful sentence. It made me cry.
 
Dear you,

We had our good times. I have closure, it's time for you to let go too. I was ready to run away with you forever, but instead you're running away without me by your side. I fucking miss you, I won't ever deny that, but like you said, it's not fair to either of us to deny the fact that you're moving. So please, let me finish healing while I'm almost there, let me finish picking up the pieces. I've worked at it and deserve at least that. You'll probably never going to read this, maybe you'll find it someday., maybe I'll write back to you, maybe I'll choose to wait until you're gone, but I can't do this again. It hurt too much the first time. Please don't put me in the position to have it hurt again. I refuse to cry, even if there were tears left to fall. I will always love you, and have told you this before.
Sincerely,
Me
 
Dearest ~
I know you feel vulnerable sometimes baby, especially when you are shedding old habits, or trying not to hold back, and are still learning to let go...but i promise you with my heart, body and soul that I shant ever betray your trust or take advantage of your vulnerability. I am here, yours, to share life with, your partner in this journey, we will learn, live ache, struggle, rejoice, weep,laugh, chase, scream, smile, breathe, float, jump, fly together, you and I together forever. What a happy thought , unbelieving I sit here, no longer knowing the difference between past present and future ; all i know is that it has all been tied together by a person that confounds and amazes me and whom I've chosen to love recklessly, unconditinally. I want this to last forever. Hell, I KNOW It will last forever, the second i am in your arms is the beginning of our lives...the beginning of MY new life....god, I who have seen and done most everything you can possibly imagine, finally found the one thing I thought I'd never find.
True love.
The words are simple and deceptively so since people use these words lightly , but not I. I use them to describe a boy for whom I shall do anything and everything for , a boy whose smile can wipe away centuries of misery from my heart, a boy in whose eyes I've willingly and lovingly drowned myself, whose mind and body I will cherish for as long a time as God gives me, whose heart I will always yearn for, beyond words, even beyond feelings, we have a bond that cannot be broken..that we could never even understand ourselves. It is here, and I thank God every single fucking day I am alive , for giving us the strength to see it and accept it.
I'm out of words...there is just us and that is enough. All my words seem empty compared to what I feel .
I love you so much.
 
Thanks Stase and SLM. I believe I have gained more for loving him than I've lost, regardless of whether we end up together, which we probably won't... I think my Prince Charming and his white horse won't be carrying as much baggage as the recipient who will never read my letter, but I am better off for loving him.

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