Well here I am again; taking up Bluelight's bandwidth with messages you'll never read. Alas, I continue to write as it's really the only thing that makes me feel closer to you. I never truly thanked you for all you did, and never truly apologised for all my wrongs - yet you stayed until you could take it no more. Why did you even give me a second glance? Why waste your time on someone like me? Although; I'm glad you did, you gave me the happiest days of my life. I still miss you, and I still love you.
I hope you're happy, without me, wherever you are in this world, wherever you go; I hope life treats you like the Angel you are.
8 days time and it's been 2 years since that day, it doesn't get any easier, and it never will. It gets harder, every minute, every single minute I mourn more and more; for Lucy, for us, for you.
She was just a little bump back then, god bless her, and she'll never know her mummy and daddy. We never met her, but I hope she knows how much I love her, we love her.
Stay strong for me? Please?
I love you Shannon, always have, always will.