Just take me with you then.
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Just take me with you then.
Seyer
Bluelight Crew
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modern buddha
Bluelighter
I lol'd.
Dear life,
I love you, and yet, you make things so difficult for me. What was that? Go talk to Mother Nature about my problems? ... Okay.
A warm soul
Dear life,
I love you, and yet, you make things so difficult for me. What was that? Go talk to Mother Nature about my problems? ... Okay.
A warm soul
B1tO'RoughJack
Bluelighter
Yeh I know. but this ain't the lounge - you wanna goof off take it there or to SLR social bro, just makes things a lot easier going. I think they'd love you in the lounge.
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Kenickie
Bluelight Crew
i'm so happy that we are together. our lives are great and i'm so happy with you. thanks for being in my life
You knew I wouldn't be able to forget. If that was you driving by my house today... I saw you, even though your windows are tinted.
If it was you, I am thrilled to know you are doing well and feel confident enough to drive this way.
If it was you, what were you expecting to see? hoping to see?
You first showed me the Bluelight website when we first became friends. You don't come here anymore though.
We can't ever be friends again. We were so bad for each other that even the families noticed. And they never even saw us together.
I miss rolling with you at the university. I miss listening to you play your drums. I miss our relationship even though we were "drug buddies" I guess you would say. You wouldn't say that. You would get defensive probably. You always did get defensive if I described either one of us a drug buddies... it sounds too much like drug addicts, and you hated being called that.
We had such good times sitting in my car listening to music... thank you for the Ecstasy and the time and friendship. I was acting out inappropriately with males for a long while and you listened to my sordid sexual stories. You never judged me, which I loved you for, and you never let me have any physical contact with you which I hated you for.
It's all good. No physical contact between us meant that you, only you, were more intimate with the nature of my soul and only you could take away my loneliness. With the fuckbuddies, I was emotionally lonely, but with you, my drug buddy, I felt wonderfully comfortable, accepted, and normal.
You did a lot for me, dude. Thank you. If that was you that drove by the house, I hope you saw me see you, and I hope the look on my face told you that even though we aren't friends and we never will be, I am not angry.
I am not angry at you. I never was. I wonder if heroin still controls your life. I wonder what you would have been like sober. Like, really sober? I loved you when you weren't sober, I can't imagine what might have been different about you.
I'm sorry everything got so fucked up. I don't know what happened, no one would ever say but something must have happened. Or maybe there was just these two people who were able to make each other smile. They stopped making each other smile one day and that was the end of their friendship.
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Thank you for memories of phone calls, texts, attention, walks, drugs. Thank you for the amazing music, both on your stereo and on your drums. We had moments that were truly golden.
I really hope you don't think I hate you. I am happy that we were so close for so long. I miss having a close personal, nonsexual, manfriend to get faded with and then nod off with. It would be nice to know that you were off of heroin, but no one knows the truth about that except you.
If you quit, really really quit, then I would be pouring tears of relief because you quit. If you haven't quit, then all my deepest feelings of sorrow would be revisited.
Even sober....EVEN sober.... your company was wonderful. Your conversational skills could keep us occupied for hours. Sitting quietly listening to music could keep us occupied for hours. In the little moments, in a single inhalation and a second of eye contact, I knew we had something unexplainable, unacceptable to others, and vital for the both of us, at least for the stretch of time when we were friends.
If it was you, I am thrilled to know you are doing well and feel confident enough to drive this way.
If it was you, what were you expecting to see? hoping to see?
You first showed me the Bluelight website when we first became friends. You don't come here anymore though.
We can't ever be friends again. We were so bad for each other that even the families noticed. And they never even saw us together.
I miss rolling with you at the university. I miss listening to you play your drums. I miss our relationship even though we were "drug buddies" I guess you would say. You wouldn't say that. You would get defensive probably. You always did get defensive if I described either one of us a drug buddies... it sounds too much like drug addicts, and you hated being called that.
We had such good times sitting in my car listening to music... thank you for the Ecstasy and the time and friendship. I was acting out inappropriately with males for a long while and you listened to my sordid sexual stories. You never judged me, which I loved you for, and you never let me have any physical contact with you which I hated you for.
It's all good. No physical contact between us meant that you, only you, were more intimate with the nature of my soul and only you could take away my loneliness. With the fuckbuddies, I was emotionally lonely, but with you, my drug buddy, I felt wonderfully comfortable, accepted, and normal.
You did a lot for me, dude. Thank you. If that was you that drove by the house, I hope you saw me see you, and I hope the look on my face told you that even though we aren't friends and we never will be, I am not angry.
I am not angry at you. I never was. I wonder if heroin still controls your life. I wonder what you would have been like sober. Like, really sober? I loved you when you weren't sober, I can't imagine what might have been different about you.
I'm sorry everything got so fucked up. I don't know what happened, no one would ever say but something must have happened. Or maybe there was just these two people who were able to make each other smile. They stopped making each other smile one day and that was the end of their friendship.
m
Thank you for memories of phone calls, texts, attention, walks, drugs. Thank you for the amazing music, both on your stereo and on your drums. We had moments that were truly golden.
I really hope you don't think I hate you. I am happy that we were so close for so long. I miss having a close personal, nonsexual, manfriend to get faded with and then nod off with. It would be nice to know that you were off of heroin, but no one knows the truth about that except you.
If you quit, really really quit, then I would be pouring tears of relief because you quit. If you haven't quit, then all my deepest feelings of sorrow would be revisited.
Even sober....EVEN sober.... your company was wonderful. Your conversational skills could keep us occupied for hours. Sitting quietly listening to music could keep us occupied for hours. In the little moments, in a single inhalation and a second of eye contact, I knew we had something unexplainable, unacceptable to others, and vital for the both of us, at least for the stretch of time when we were friends.
OutOnTheVeranda
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Sep 7, 2005
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- 694
Dear (ex?) S/O,
I apologize for not mentioning that my ex was pregnant. I don't want to never see you again because I stupidly sandbagged important information. You introduced me to a shitload of good music, but I won't be able to listen to it without stirring up stupid heartache if you end it. Slap me hard across the face a couple times and then let's make up.
I apologize for not mentioning that my ex was pregnant. I don't want to never see you again because I stupidly sandbagged important information. You introduced me to a shitload of good music, but I won't be able to listen to it without stirring up stupid heartache if you end it. Slap me hard across the face a couple times and then let's make up.
xstayfadedx
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Jan 7, 2011
- Messages
- 20,559
So I hate to admit it but randomly I've been missing you. I'm sorry for everything I put you through. This summer really fucked with my life and so much changed, way too quickly. I couldn't deal with everything and most of all I couldn't deal with you and me. I know you loved me. I loved you too. I just pushed you away and I really don't know why.
modern buddha
Bluelighter
It's been almost two years... and I still miss you. I don't think you feel the same.
tripnotyzm
Bluelighter
I can't wait to marry you. 100% certain that we will be one for eternity. Never have I shared such a beautiful & healthy relationship for this amount of time. If I had enough money to make you my wife today, no doubt, I would not hesitate for a second
Ms.Martini
Bluelighter
dear d.
can't wait till you visit this weekend, :D gonna be an awesome drug and sex filled weekend.
can't wait till you visit this weekend, :D gonna be an awesome drug and sex filled weekend.
Perpetual Indulgence
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Jun 13, 2004
- Messages
- 20,518
Welcome back loverboy to the next chapter of out lives together
Lysis
Bluelighter
Ugly, you are so lucky. I've always wanted one of these, but I never trusted the men I was with to have fun and not take advantage of the situation. I've passed up Ecstasy, salvia and mushrooms, because I just didn't trust the men I was going to take it with.
You are very lucky for that experience. It says a lot to allow yourself to totally lose your head and trust the person you're with to take care of you without any motives.
Seyer
Bluelight Crew
Dear you,
Im going to miss you..
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Im going to miss you..
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kytnism
Bluelight Crew
you are amazing.
just incase you forgot or doubted it for a second.
your support and presence has been amazing.
i love being us, together.
thankyou.
sincerely.
≤3
...kytnism...
just incase you forgot or doubted it for a second.
your support and presence has been amazing.
i love being us, together.
thankyou.
sincerely.
≤3
...kytnism...
Samadhi
Bluelight Crew
Popavich,
Thank you for putting up with my currently hormonal, slightly insane self. It's only temporary and the end goal is so, so worth it.
∞
Me
Thank you for putting up with my currently hormonal, slightly insane self. It's only temporary and the end goal is so, so worth it.
∞
Me
Perpetual Indulgence
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Jun 13, 2004
- Messages
- 20,518
you are amazing.
just incase you forgot or doubted it for a second.
your support and presence has been amazing.
i love being us, together.
thankyou.
sincerely.
≤3
...kytnism...
does this mean what I think it does?
brighton
Bluelighter
i miss you lina. i miss swooning over your cute broken english and sleeping next to you every night with our matching haircuts.