I know I should let you get on with your life, forget you, release you into the freedom of this world. But I can't. I won't. I'll never stop loving you, I think of you every waking and sleeping moment. I had that dream again last night; me, you, Lucy cuddled up in bed, her beautiful little face sleeping, as we held her. And then I wake up and realise we will never have that. It still breaks my heart every single day. The 4th September 2010 is a date I shall never forget, for we lost not only our unborn daughter, but ourselves.
I just hope you still think of me, wonder where or how I am, alas; it does not matter, for we shall never experience bliss like we did once before.
I love you.
"This is our little love song,
This is our corner of the world,
Just the last little love song,
That will never be heard".
Sleep tight, Lucy, I'll be with you soon enough!