Hey,
I'm glad we had that little talk last night. I guess now that you understand how my mind has been working the last little while, I'm probably not so confusing to you. I could see how you wouldn't be sure what exactly it is I'm wanting. We'd get fired up and then I'd pull away, but it takes me a little while to get comfortable with who ever it is I'm seeing. I didn't want you to think it was anything you had done and even though you feel hesitant to tell me some things sometimes I'd much rather you feel comfortable enough around me to talk about it. I really value open communication, and I don't want you to feel judged or anything.
I want to tell you all the things that go on in my mind, why I'm weird sometimes, but I'm concerned it would probably discourage you a little. You really think we might be too similar? I think we understand each other well, I really like that. I like that I feel comfortable enough around you to let down my guard, I don't know if you know how much that means to me, I find it really hard to let someone in. I'm taking a really big risk here but I'm ok with that, I have to be careful. I have a hard time making myself vulnerable, I've been screwed over a lot and I don't want it to happen again, but I'm willing to take that risk.
I don't know whats going to happen between us, but we will take it as it comes. I'm going to give it my best shot and let the chips fall where they may.