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Dear Mr Prime Minister/President,

FUCK U!

Sincerley,
Me and the boys
 
HI ya

I havent liked a girl as much as you in a long time, youre beautiful, warm hearted and a little mental. I know theres a barrier in the way, stopping what could be something great between us but nothing is certain in this World and why not lets give it a shot and see what happens. We can even keep it between ourselves as i know its a bigger deal for you to do this than it is for me, cos i'm not changing anything. I'm not the most conifednt person and yeah i'm bit of geek with a few issues and maybe i'm just grasping at straws but all i know is what i feel inside for you is genuine and has been there for as long as i've known you and could even tell you the moment when i thought " this is the girl for me". I dunno what to do though, i'm i wondering if you'd rather i made the moves or if i should let you, but if youre wondering if i want you to, i want you to.

M
 
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Fuck you for letting me do this to myself again. Fuck me for letting myself feel anything again. I hate this shit, why do I even bother trying anymore...
 
I saw you on the last and the first. I wanted to kiss you but I knew you wouldn't want to kiss me. I really wanted you, but I messed it all up. I feel like an idiot. I wish you could read this and talk to me about it, but I don't think you ever could understand. I try so hard not to think about you but everything reminds me. Why am I still so hung up on this? Why am I so hung up on you? It'll never happen so I just need to move on. I can always think about holding your hand.
 
Dear K;

I miss the sex, I'll admit it, I do. You were the best damn shag a man could ever ask for, but in the end you were just too fucking nuts to have around. When I think of you, it's with your ass in the air and a wicked smile on your lips. You were the porn star dream I needed to ramp my sex education up another level and through the motherfuckin roof. I realise now you were a crazy lying hussy and you've probably had more cocks in you than the ring at a Thai rooster championship, but damn girl, there was nothing you wouldn't do, and I miss that. Hope your fat sweaty new husband appreciates what he's got. As for me, I have my technicolour photographic memories and a wife who is steadily warming to all the tricks you taught me.

Na zdrowie, babushka, you rocked and then you rolled on...

O
 
What happened wize? :(

Oh, thats old news. I got myself worked up for a few days over the girl I met at the new years party. I was being a retard and after a couple days I was back to normal. In retrospect I was being really stupid and neurotic, but I can get like that sometimes. But that situation is over and done with and I met a new girl whose pretty cool, I'll send you an email in the next couple days.
 
Hey you! Yeah, YOU!

I've had about all I can take lately. You wanna get healthy, then do it. You wanna act like a child and have zero responsibility, then I'm going to treat you like a child. It's time to grow up. It's time to start acknowledging the things I do for or maybe start talking to me if you're unhappy about something. You're so afraid to make a decision or actually say something. Get over it. You lie to me about this addiction for year, and I'm clueless while living with his absentee boyfriend. You tell me your biggest fear was losing me. Were you really that afraid? Sitting on the couch 7 hours a day does not a relationship make (not for me, at least).

We've had the same argument for the last month a half. I'm exhausted and I feel like you're dragging me down with you. I see myself with you forever, but right now, *I* might become the absentee girlfriend for a bit. You know my past too well and this isn't a threat and I don't wanna sound like a hussy, but when I have a couple of people hitting on me outside of this relationship, it just makes me...think.

I dunno what else to say. You fuck up again with your "white" lies though and things are gonna change. No more empty threats.

I still live you and always will. I just miss "us". I miss it a lot

Love always,
H
 
baby,

I'm sorry I haven't been there for you sexually lately, I feel fucking horrible about it but I've been so depressed. I miss how our sex life used to be when we first met, I'm trying hard to go back to that, but again mind over matter.

I'm sorry we've been fighting so much the last few months too. I've been stressed about finding a job so I can help with rent & bills. Now that I've found one it'll be okay. I hope.

I hope we can work through our issues in the next 4 months, I don't want to get within 12 months of the wedding & be second guessing our life.

I love you so much, and you've made my life so fucking good, it just sucks when we fight.

Maybe now that I'm not so stressed & such I'll find it easier to lose the weight I've gained.

I can't wait to have your babies & spend my life with you. You're the most amazing man I've ever met & nobody has ever made me feel the way you do.

Love always,
your fiancee.
 
You can keep yelling and I can keep saying I'm sorry, I'll try more, but we're not going to get anywhere. This is rubbish stuff, if the same old shit isn't working after 4.5 years, let's try another way?

Behavioural change is hard. Everyone learns in different ways.
 
I'm super excited for our coffee date in the morning!! You're really cute and smart and funny.. I think I have a crush on you. <3
 
dear you. . .

I love you. I love you so much it hurts. And I know you love me and I know you love me more that your wife. But you settled. We could have made it work. I would have chosen you. But its too late now. I can't even be your friend because of how much your wife hates/jealous our relationship, our friendship. Now I don't even have an ounce of you in my life :(
I love & miss you<3

-love me.
 
i am glad you didn't get annoyed at my angry morning tirade about the bed and everything else that was frustrating me.
 
Listen.

We wil always be bad for one another.

It saddens me to the point of rage.

The last vestiges of the pain heaped on high is almost gone.

That great love I once felt for you--that living piece of my heart I let you in--is shrinking, but still remains.

...
 
Hey,

I'm glad we had that little talk last night. I guess now that you understand how my mind has been working the last little while, I'm probably not so confusing to you. I could see how you wouldn't be sure what exactly it is I'm wanting. We'd get fired up and then I'd pull away, but it takes me a little while to get comfortable with who ever it is I'm seeing. I didn't want you to think it was anything you had done and even though you feel hesitant to tell me some things sometimes I'd much rather you feel comfortable enough around me to talk about it. I really value open communication, and I don't want you to feel judged or anything.

I want to tell you all the things that go on in my mind, why I'm weird sometimes, but I'm concerned it would probably discourage you a little. You really think we might be too similar? I think we understand each other well, I really like that. I like that I feel comfortable enough around you to let down my guard, I don't know if you know how much that means to me, I find it really hard to let someone in. I'm taking a really big risk here but I'm ok with that, I have to be careful. I have a hard time making myself vulnerable, I've been screwed over a lot and I don't want it to happen again, but I'm willing to take that risk.

I don't know whats going to happen between us, but we will take it as it comes. I'm going to give it my best shot and let the chips fall where they may.
 
_______,
Things are so complicated and fucked up. Would you still love me if you knew what's in my head? Stop pretending to be such a fucking dumb ass homophobe, I know you're bi - so just admit it. Admit that you had a gay relationship with _____ and we can move on and save this whole thing. Maybe if you are truthful with yourself we can save our relationship. I can't hide who I am for much longer for your sake, hell I am not even doing it now for your sake - I'm doing it for the kids. I love you for who you are and you say you love me for who I am but do you really? Can you handle what I will be going through possibily for the rest of my life? If you can't I need to know before I go crazy. I am slowly starting to improve myself, yes I have fucked up in the past and played around but if we can get through this I can assure you that it will never happen again. I would lose the HUGE load on my shoulders and the big chip too. I love you, you love me, who gives a fuck about genders..

-Me
 
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There are so many things that I want to say, that I want to do. There are things I miss and things I don't. I guess I am just - well not I guess I probably am, more messed up than I would like to be. When not having your confidant, the person you've been telling secrets to, the one that I trusted, I guess I am just at a loss. Disappointed and confused as everything was a huge whirlwind and being fucked up to begin with doesn't hekp matters much. I have long ways to go, and you'll probably hate me indefinately but Im not sure if that bothers me anymore. It was a fun ride while it was going but like all rides they come to an end. Is this the end, my beutiful friend the end.... haha Jim is at times da man. I can live my life without you in it but I wish I didn't have to. I Miss you, though I shouldn't. Its not an emo night, its a refelection of life type night. How can you move on when you haven't figured out WTF?! in the whole of things. Oh well, whatever shall be shall be.

Peace out Bro,
Me.
 
D,
I am so sorry I didn't appreciate our relationship while I had you with me. In retrospect, I have nothing but fond memories: how we loved the same music, how sweet and gentle you were, how the first time we tripped together you told me you loved me. And you were never judgemental or cruel/vindictive to me ever until I did the unthinkable,,. I don't think I will ever get over you. And yes, you were hot. Gosh we were hot together! I did sometimes wonder if we stayed together as long as we did because the sex was great... But it was truly more than that.

I was young and naive and didn't know how good I had it. If only we could have met a few years later. I always used to dream of marrying you and having your kids. I still do sometimes.

Now I feel so old and jaded, and my feelings are guarded. I'm a true cynic now, but I will never forget our time together, when I believed in true love, and we were fresh and new.

I love you.
 
not a day, hardly a moment has gone by in the last four years where you weren't on my mind. i've never loved anyway the way i love you. we've been on and off a couple times now and i thought we were off for good this time but just when i started to see the possibility of a happy life without you in it you start calling me again. i can't figure you out for the life of me, i know we left on decent terms last time agreeing we loved each other but that it just wasn't practical in terms of lasting, we want different things etc.... but then after a long absence where i forced myself not to contact you in anyway cuz it always caused me heartache previously, you start emailing, texting, calling, wanting to hang out. i really don't feel like you're just using me because you're lonely or whatever, do you really still love me and want to be with me? i'm so confused, but seeing you the last few days has reminded me of how much i love you, you feel like home to me, like my other half. are you even interested in trying to make a real attempt at a relationship this time since we have both gone through some major changes? will i ever know. god, if i have to try and get over you all over again i don't even know if i can do it. you're everything to me, i love you soooooooo much. hopefully our situation will make sense someday. miss you.
 
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