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dear ******

what can i say? im utterly disappointed. the fact that im a junkie was ok with you, you were willing to help me out and be part of my support network. i was honest enough to tell you i use needles and thats when things turned upside down and you abandoned me. oh well, im glad it happened now and not further down that track. it was a good connection while it lasted.
 
Hi XXXXXX,
in the event that you recieve this could you swing by my place with a couple smokes.
And i still feel guilty about that night so lets just give it a rest and quit being awkward about it. you're swirming right now just at the thought of us being within 3m of each other. and now your not because ur a human and you have free will and you are spontaneous (and special too)
what? I cant hear you....no....who is this.....I dont know you? PRANK CALLER!!!!!! PRANK CALLER!!!!!
 
Dear Em,

There is not a day where I do not think about you, wishing you where laying next to me. I'm either wishing I knew how you where doing, or wanting you to tell me how your day was.

I lay here thinking about that time I met you in Melbourne and I took you on that first date, I can remember like it was yesterday, Warm summers night. The cocktail bar looking overlooking the yarra river and the city skyline, we tallked all night, and ended up sharing a meal by the end of the night. (Pretty sure it was spinach and goats cheese ravioli with white sauce lol)

Your smile, your smell, your laugh, its was truly addictive, I'm glad the 3 months you spent here I was able to bring some joy to a very disastrous time for you. All those long nights, and long talks where an absolute pleasure.

I also remember the time I came to visit you and your family, in Grand Haven Michigan, where you took me out to pier on that cold wintry day, what a site that was!, but I was there with you and although you where taken, there was nothing more I want to do but kiss those soft lips of yours, and feel your body against mine.

I don't get to talk to you much these days, but I every time I do I always feel better and lucky to do so, you help me just to get a lot of things of my chest, which I wouldn't have other wise, we have so much in common, but unfortunately we live parallel lives.

I know we are both still very young, but you showed me that It is possible to completely fall in love with some one, and I wish for nothing more then a chance to make you happy and for you to make me yours. But I know that's impossible while we are 10,000 miles apart.

I hope Kris takes care of you and makes you happy, because you deserve nothing less, and I wish you a Merry Christmas, and a Happy New Year.

With all my love
Luke
 
yo elanna and ashley,

since you decided to reside in the apartment next to me and my room-mate/friend and are infecting the area with lame and fail, the both of us are going have a campaign of un-relenting trolling, disturbing and sabotaging both of you. The primary motivation is amusement and sweeping generalizations based on your outward appearance. but no pseudo-intellectual discourse is going to stop us. we are /b/ manifest in RL, we do not forgive, we do not forget.
However since your both sexually appealing, tits may stop the barrage of trolling intended to get you to gtfo.

(and if you can tell girls, if you drop the srs and have some dumb lulz, We'll also stop)

best regards,
-that prick who played music all night.
 
Amanda,
dont let them tell you any different mama;s here for you forever! no matter what. I keep trying to call to speak to you baby but they ignore my calls. I Miss you my beautiful princess.
that scum will not get you, I won;t let him win. No matter what my doll, you are my baby for life. When you come back we'll go ice skating, allen gardens, the zoo, the science centre....everywhere like we used to. I miss you my panda doll.
-mommy
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A Letter To You -

I was falling so fast for you, the way we kissed and held each other, this is me after you have said goodbye even tho we shared just a short time together i will never forget you the way your lips brushed mine the way you ran your hands across my body i felt so alive and renewed it was all sureal but as quickly as we met it was over i just wish things were different i wish for a lot of things but i cant go back and change the past as to what happened to me - to us, Darlin i just wish i had the oppertunity to say goodbye in person, hold you close to me let me hold your face in my hands and kiss you one last time, but i will never get to do that and i will always wonder what it will be like. Unless I'm fortunate enough to one day be worthy of forgiveness and I can have the pleasure of that heaven's kiss, such a wonderful bliss.
Until we meet again, I wish you well, and I'll love you always. You will always be my friend forever, but thinking of you day and night and how you broke my heart, it cannot go on or i'll end up going crazy. So now I have to go on living my life, having fun, and doing what i do. Maybe once in awhile I'll think of you, maybe even post a I MISS U note, who knows. I will never give up on the hope we will be friends again, I am a taurus and we never give up. I baught u something last month before this happened for xmas, even though you hate me, it is yours, I will send it, when i can. I hope you dont throw it out, it came from my heart.

Semper Fidelis
Ti Amore
Servo Bellator
Servo Validus
Subsisto Alive

Things didn't work out the way I hoped....we hoped? but I will always be greatful for meeting you. You have been my rock, my touchstone. You will always have a place in my heart forever.

I'm sorry I fucked up.

Happy Holidays!


Heart U,
Your Friend.
 
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Our days and nights are backwards. I'm asleep for work in the morning while you are set to your night shift... I miss you. I'm worried it will take a toll on our relationship and I know you know this. I always worry...although you always tell me needlessly. Well...tomorrow things could change and its not needlessly. I'm looking for work to match yours you know that, but its not working. And I don't ALWAYS mind the job I have. I just get so afraid of abandonment. BPD shit I know. You have been to hell with me and back and just the short time we have been together. I don't know why I'm worried now. Perhaps it was because you seemed a lil off and irritable for SOME reason yesterday...I hope you feel better sweetheart. I want to feel better too.
I love you Anthony and I hope so quality time this weekend can put our minds at easy.
Love Always,
L-Bunny
 
dear j,

i want to be with you. i really like you. i dont know too much about you and it really frustrates me because you are always so shy and quite. just talk a little atleast. i try to make conversation with you but it never seems to work. i for some reason believe in love at first site. i just want a little hint or something that you show any interest in me at all. you are so hard to read sometimes.

~xhead406
 
Amanda,
Sorry I was never the mother I should have been. I know I fucked it up. Now you are paying for my fuck up and things might seem pretty shitty right now. I am trying to make things better my baby doll, mommy is trying to make your life better, but some people in this world like to make things more complicated, and I am sorry if Mommy can't fix this. Just know that I am trying, and that I love you til my last breathe and beyond my lil pretty face. Be strong.
Mommy.
 
Dear E,

Where do I start? How I met someone as special and as loving as you is beyond me. You constantly tell me how lucky you are to have me, but I don't know if you realize just how lucky I feel to have someone like you. You treat me better than any girl EVER has, and I absolutely love you for that. Our relationship has moved so fast, but I still feel as confident as ever that I love you and want to grow old with you. You were the first one to actually give me a chance and truly trust me since I got clean from heroin and I love you for that.

I know you have an account on BL, so if you ever come across this, know that what I am saying comes from the bottom of my heart. I'll always be there for you, my love. I'll be your shoulder to cry on, the chest to lay your head on, the coat to keep you warm, the arms to wrap around you and keep you safe, and of course, your one true love. I love you baby and these feelings are here to stay.

Less Than Sign Three
 
Dear Morrissey:

I know people think you are whiny and asexual, and you are possibly gay. I know you have a heart condition. I fear I am going to lose you as my celebrity crush even though my own heart is with another. I hope you get better soon, because you need to give people in my condition more music to get through these gray Sundays. I don't need a shrink, I need a fucking clue, and you have helped me with getting a clue. I'll stop eating meat if I have to, just keep making your music and keep it real. You have a heart, and that's a rare quality. I keep running into hearts made of frozen ice, with notable exceptions. I'll wear a black dress and carry lilies if only you'd get better and keep making music.

Affectionately,

Mariposa
 
To my ordinary heros, who have saved my life time and time again. To those heros who are less known and just ordinary everyday people who have helped somehow in my life, to the special people in my life, I hope you all know who you are. Today is the day I nearly died 16yrs ago, but my hero took the fall and paid the price. Then just ordinary people, helped out and called 9-1-1. Thank you to that couple that stopped, you probably saved my dad's life.

This Foo Fighter song is for you. You ordinary hero's, who go out and do things andrisk their life when they don't need to but out of the passion of their hearts.

Thank you.

Hero - Foo Fighter's

Too alarming now to talk about
Take your pictures down and shake it out
Truth or consequence, say it aloud
Use that evidence, race it around

There goes my hero
Watch him as he goes
There goes my hero
He’s ordinary

Don’t the best of them bleed it out
While the rest of them peter out
Truth or consequence, say it aloud
Use that evidence, race it around

There goes my hero
Watch him as he goes
There goes my hero
He’s ordinary

Kudos my hero leaving all the best
You know my hero, the one that’s on

There goes my hero
Watch him as he goes
There goes my hero
He’s ordinary

There goes my hero
Watch him as he goes
There goes my hero
He's ordinary
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C,

I haven't stopped thinking about you since the first time I saw you 1.5 years ago, and until last weekend, I wasn't even sure if you'd recognize me! My heart skipped when I saw you (of all people!!) dancing near me at the bar, and I was hoping so so hard that you'd remember me and maybe say hi. Not only did you say hi, but you asked my name, and we chatted for awhile outside after the show! ...FUCK you're gorgeous. I don't even think you realize it.

That night was basically a dream come true for me, and you're ruining it by being obsessed with your ex girlfriend still... When will you realize you don't need her? It's been months - move on!! I sympathize with the pain of being dumped, but you're way too cool to be so upset over someone who didn't appreciate you enough to begin with. If you can stop dwelling on the past, I think you'll find you and I have a lot in common, and I can certainly show you the positive side to being single. ;)
 
Happy New Years, Hope you have fun. Wish I was there to ring in the new year with you, bet it's bound to be fun at your end. <3

Popcorn, Coke-a-Cola, and the TV for me. :(
 
I haven't seen you in years. I'll probably never see you again. That's alright. I'll continue to leave you alone and keep you in the back of my mind, instead of the front of my mind. There've been other girls but they just pissed on any semblance of trust I was dumb enough to have for them. You're the only person I've ever met that's truly cared about me. It's true and I can't help that. I'm still sorry for cheating on you, although you probably don't care about that anymore. Fuck it though, I wish you did still care, because I still care. I still care about you, that's why I don't talk to you. And I don't talk to you because I know I don't want to hear one single answer to any question I'd have. Thinking about your life now, the little things I'll never know, is like being stabbed to death with a safety pin. So I think about other things. I'm embarrassed but I miss you sometimes.
 
I wish you knew how I feel. How unsure I am of myself, how scary the world is. How much somethings like hostile environments scare me so much that I feel like I might puke.
It hurts that you say although you don't mind that I talk too much and care too much what people think. I can't help it. Being anxious and you trying to get me to say and believe that I don't care makes the anxiety worse. It sucks that you say I complain a lot. I had a really nasty day and the holidays have been fucking with me so I don't feel stable or right. It disturbs me at times. It's emotions that I'm not used to, plus emotions that always upset me. I know you have your own shit with the funeral. But who do I have but you to talk to? Your my best friend and my lover. Who do I trust more? You and bitching to BL and getting labeled likely ugly emo whiny bitch... eh saddens me.
 
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