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Write a letter to someone who may never read it! >>> v. 2

move to slr thanks

Well if this could be moved to SLR in that post to your lovers type thread.

So I'm doing this anonymous because I'm not sure if I should tell the guy I am falling in love with how I feel. He never tells me that he loves me or how he feels at all. I'm not sure if its because he's not ready, shy or not one of those types of guys. I know he's into me and he tells me that a lot but I want more. Not sure if I will get that anytime soon but I'm patiently waiting.

Here I go:
Hey babe, you have me head over heels for you.. That sounds so cliche but that's how I feel. My heart is bouncing around all over the place. Whenever I think about you I just end up wanting you here with me. The way you make me feel is unimaginable and I haven't been so happy in awhile. I'm glad to have you in my life. I just need you kissing me and exploring my body again... It felt nice. For once all my worries and problems were washed away because I had you.

I want to shower you with my love but not seem clingy. I'm not clingy at all and I like to give personal space. The last thing I want you to think is that I'm an obsessive person which is not true. I think about a lot of things and not just you. I just can't help the fact I want you kissing me all over and fucking me. Too bad I'm too afraid to say those thoughs or maybe its better if I do not.

I don't love you yet but there's nothing saying I won't sooner or later. Time will tell and I hope all works out. The only problem is you're drug use scares me. I don't want it to get even more out of hand or else I will breakdown inside.... Its slowly killing me knowing you're hurting yourself. I don't want you to die young. I want you to stay here, here with me.
 
slushy muddy water said:
i hate that youre not around

i hear the echo of your laugh cascading down thoughts when something triggers a memory. the simpsons at high volume, i think ive brained my damage. blazing saddles...
all the good ones are dead. you, g-ma, uncle david...the people i came from and it pisses me off that i missed out on some bitchin stories from the 70's. in five years ive thought up a million questions to ask you. im loving history as was your influence and dammit youre suppose to be at your house so i can call you and ask you about WWII this and the A bomb that. where were you when and how much this did this cost then? did you really have a 409 when the song came out or were you just joking around? these things are important dammit and youre either some where i cant see or completely gone. either way you told me you would try to send me messages and i cant decipher them with my over active imagination if there are any to begin with.
i just miss you, dad.
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<3

...kytnism...:|
 
Dearest,

It is very important for me to express to you how much you really mean to me. I wish I could do this in person while holding you in my arms and gazing into your eyes. But since we are physically separated by miles of emptiness, this expression must come in the form of letters such as this.

Dear, I know it is difficult for you, as it is for me, to be separated for so long. Life seems to be full of trials of this type which test our inner strength, and more importantly, our devotion and love for one another. After all, it is said that "True Love" is boundless and immeasurable and overcomes all forms of adversity. In truth, if it is genuine, it will grow stronger with each assault upon its existence.

Dear, our love has been assaulted many times, and I am convinced that it is true because the longer I am away from you, the greater is my yearning to be with you again. You are my Charming Prince, and I am your devoted Princess. I cherish any thought of you, prize any memory of you that rises from the depths of my mind, and live for the day when our physical separation will no longer be.

Until that moment arrives, I send to you across the miles, my tender love, my warm embrace, and my most passionate kiss.

Love always,
Your baby
 
Hey,
thanks for ruining me, taking everything i had. cheating on me with my best friend and sister and lying 98 percent about yourself.
just why did you make me suffer? why the fuck would you go above the limits.
-ali
 
yasu wog fase,
youre lucky. lucky i give a fuck enough about you, your wife, and two daughters (even during the times you dont) to compromise moral above everything, even our careers. you goofed big time today; and crossed borderlines of termination, but i could never have influence nor play part in you being lost and in a vulnerable position, so didnt report it and instead left my shift in tears, and continue to cry everytime i think of what occured.

you trespassed and crossed lines legally where my career and reputation is concerned, and im so fucking angry at you right now for that. the only thing that prevents me from being a heartless cunt, is that i respect you as a professional and family oriented man; and accept that ultimately were all human beings, and make mistakes.

our relationship outside of work, with our families and kids is too personal and is interfering with my values in professionalism. you cornered me alone to apologise, and as much as i know i deserved that, and hate that you too are hurting; it was your stupidity that got us into this place in the beginning.

fuck you guy.
 
Dear J,

I'm so sorry I cheated on you. But believe me, every man I kissed, I imagined they were you.
I don't want to blame you, but you did play a part as well... if only you spent more time with me...

Love,
Your neglected ex girlfriend
 
Dear Christina,

If I could have had our time again it would have been very, very different. Sometimes I still miss you immensely, and I know I could probably still have you if only I had been a little more self conscious. It seems that you have moved on and I'm glad you are happy. I still have many questions I want to ask you but I know you have no interest in speaking to me. This tears me apart.

I don't love you anymore, but your behaviour confuses me greatly and makes me wonder if I ever really knew you at all, even after 7 years of friendship followed by a 3 year relationship.
 
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I think I may be falling in love with you. And I'm scared that you don't feel the same.

It's been a long time since I've felt like this...but I can't help thinking the worst; playing out scenarios in my head where you inevitably move on to someone else, cheat on me or just simply tire of me. I prepare myself for this to cushion the blow if it does happen. But I want you to know that I know now that I really wanna be with you. I really wanna feel secure in what we have but the fact is, I don't.

Of-course I won't tell you anyone of this. Just in case.
 
A letter to my daugther

This belongs in SLR somewhere


My life had no real meaning until I was lucky enough to meet you. I miss you like crazy, I remember like it was yesterday, you and me spending the first 30mins of your life together. You were such a healthy girl, that brief moment between silence and your first scream seemed like an eternity! The nurses said to me it was ok to cry, but I didn't, I cut your chord and we met your mother, and then we had to leave while she got stitched.

You were vocal and hungry, but I was able to calm you just by looking into your eyes and talking or singing softly to you, things I did while you were in your Mum's tummy. I was the first to see your beautiful eyes.

When I was finally able to hold you in my arms you somehow knew me, you clung to me and you looked at me with those eyes and then I cried. I knew for the shortest time that my life had been blessed, simply by meeting you, time stood still, at least it seemed too, and for that brief moment in our lives, everything was perfect, you were perfect, you are perfect.

No matter what happened between your mother and me, you were conceived and born from love. You are in my thoughts everyday and in my dreams & nightmares. Its been to many months since I held you in my arms and then watched you walk out of my life

You are so far away but I promise I will see you soon, somehow, someway
Love Always
Dad
 
F,

It's really taken me by surprise, my feelings for you...I honestly thought that you and I would have some fun for a while and I would inevitably dribble my line of...'lets just have a causal thing' to keep you at an arms distance effectively rendering me not responsible for your feelings. Now, it's been around 4 months...and I think I'm falling in love with you. Actually, I probably am in love with you. I know we had that drunken 'chat' about this a couple of weeks ago, though I don't think either of us, particularly me, remembers much of what was said...although I do recall letting it slip about the me loving you bit :\

I haven't said that to someone in years. Years.

We haven't really gone there since that night...I definitely feel like I shouldn't have said anything. I feel tremendously vulnerable and I'm constantly plagued with all these doubts; doubts about your feelings for me. You told me that you never told someone that you love them before...which I think is amazing and scary at the same time. I know you don't go around throwing emotional sentiments for the sake of it but something is telling me that we're on different pages with our feelings. And I wonder if you could ever love me.

I'm trying to decide now if I'm OK with us being on different pages. I really don't wanna have the 'where is this going' conversation because ugh, I just can't bear being labelled needy or something equally...lame. Plus, it's only been 4 months, right? :\ That and perhaps I like lying to myself about how well-adjusted I am.

You've told me how you feel - entirely wonderful and sweet things - but somehow, I just don't believe you. I dunno, call it intuition? (What I would prefer is that it actually be an unhealthy dose of paranoia on my part). I'm trying to think of the reasons why you would lie to me about how you feel...and they all make me seem like some sort of insecure, jaded, burnt teenager. Which I'm not. Well, the teenager part anyway.

If I'm totally honest with you...with myself...then I'm so scared of being hurt. I'm scared of you not wanting me back. I'm so scared of this that in fact, I wonder if I should call it quits...to save myself the pain of you telling me you don't want me somewhere in the not-to-distant future :(
 
I still miss you, and we haven't met yet.

Everyone inbetween then and now was a placeholder. That I know because they all fell out of place, and you are still out there--somewhere.

:)
 
Dear D

I was thinking of you again--You, tattoos, and how even the worst of lies can be explained. I didn't deserve to be left in the dark that way; all this time has passed and I'm still in the dark. It could have been dealt with if only you had talked to me.

But, I was also thinking of laughter, and how much of that we had. I don't know what was real and what wasn't, but it doesn't matter because it made me feel so good, and most of all it inspired a life change that saved my own.

I guess you'll never really disappear from my mind and my heart the way you did from my life. Will you one day please explain it to me? You could have trusted me with anything, even a truth that may have hurt. xo


Dear M

Work it out or you're going to die. We've been over for years, but I don't want to get that call. I simply could not bear it.


-- V
 
Oh

And Dear C

You are the worst kisser. :p Really, we are not lizards. Yes, it has been over a year since I've had to endure that trauma, but just saying... Ewww!!!
 
Hey,

I really need some help at the moment. But you're not here to help me anymore. I'm trying really hard, I promise, I know you would want me to be okay, it's just so hard. I am doing my best but I feel so alone. Everyone needs my help but I need someone to help me and I am scared. I miss you more than words can say. It's over 5 months since you died. When is this going to get easier? Everything still feels horribly off balance and wrong. How can you be gone? I know I will never understand but i need to find a way to live with the fact that you don't live anymore, and I don't know how.

<3
 
to s
i know you're starting anew and are taking the next big step in life but i wish you'd take just a little baby step back and take me into consideration as well. we share the same blood. look at him and remind yourself of how much of our blood has spilled from my own skin because of him. look into my eyes and maybe you'll catch a glimpse of what i think whenever i look at you now. i have an inkling that you have done the unspeakable. in fact i am almost sure of it. as i have hidden things from you, i suppose it is your right to hide from me, but don't forget that i am very analytical and will remember every single detail i see, sense, and hear, and then gain an understanding from there. i'm more observant than you think. all's i want you to keep in mind is that your family should come before any other soul. we are that one percent. don't take it for granted.

to m
i wish you hadn't left when i needed you most but at the same time i want you to pursue your dreams and live a fulfilling life, i am jealous of how you have lived. you are a prime example of a life well lived. i love you and i miss you so.

to d
i wish you hadn't turned on me because of some bitch. that is all

to a
i don't even know anymore. i think i've finally evicted you from my heart, but i still can not forget you, in a sense. it's like you have now evacuated the premises but have left all your belongings behind. i guess i just miss the old you and the way things used to be but that person is stuck in the past and we can't ever go back. in any case. i've mulled it over and yes i did make a mistake but there were some parts on your end that i wish you would apologize for.
you told her that you do not like me at all but that you don't want to see me go down the wrong path in life.
from this point onwards i will make it my aim to go down the right path.. that will be my gift to you

to u
come here
 
K
Fuck you, I put up with your bullshit longer than I was even okay with because I wanted to see you get better, but once you did you decided you were out of my ball park. You're a bitch and you'll get exactly what you deserve later in life.
 
To D. :
You were the best and worst thing that's ever happened to me, and I will simultaneously curse and bless your name when I think of it years down the road, to the end of my days.
 
I am stuck. There is a reason. Maybe I should change that one thing sooner than later.

Maybe not.
 
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