That fuckin shit is unreal.
You got suburban kids who wanna be scarface and you got niggas on the coner who wanna be scarface. everybody wanna be scarface admit it.
but ya know what in the end it aint worth it.
It works even if you doin it to get by for a while, or jsut for the "fun" even if you aint makin lots of profits. cauze you gettin all that, sellin it, you get the proda to use for yourself if you want it, and you come out a couple dollars ahead. And i know yall are mostly talkin about that style dealin and not like what happens more often - altho someone gotta provide to the rich and middle class kiddos - you still know aside from once in a while, all the real dealin, im talkin WEIGHT - that shit goes on in the projects. and thats what i see as really dealin.
But anyway no doubt that works for a while if you got nothign to lose, then that is your life. And you got the car you got the bitches you got the money yougot the jewlery and it really does happen like that if you go far enough. But you know what, it rips shit up between you and yours, family, friends, your man/woman. it destroys. comes between even the best of friends my girl since we weer like 5 years old robbed me for stupid shit like that and i went to her house with a knife to get it back. both of us were wrong. that sint no way to be actin towards someone whos your friend. Not your friend anymore tho right? thats the least of it.
It bring you MONEY, but all that you could LOSE in an INSTANT cause you really never know whats next. It makes you feel HOT. LIke you really somethin right? Well it dont bring you respect. people respect MONEY.
True maybe Its glamorous and its looks so fly. You wana talk all that shit how you rich and shit. You livin life on the edge, yep, know how that feels? ever hear the line "how can i/not flirt with death?" Some people get off on the thrill of livin that life. you livin on the edge, you COOL, you HOT, you DOPE right?
But you lose somethin inside you. You got to make a TRADE. you want security you want happiness you want trust you want to be safe or what. Well you cant have that anymore. you tradin that for the game, you tradin that for the money, for the "respect" for all that damn shit. and thats how it happens. You go far enough and thats how it goes. Everybody gets vaught in teh end. Peopel who say they smart, they careful, talkin they heads off about it righteous style, even they gonna get caught in the end if they dont stop sometime and thats how it is.
IF you want TRUTH, dealin aint the place to find it. If you want RESPECT, look again. You want MONEY, try payin fuckin thousands and thousand of dollars in fines and bail and court fees.
still its a drug. sellin drugs is a drug in itself, that life. all and all that still dzzles your eyes even when you know it aint the right thing. do it or do it and really get by on it, really earn, but learn, you know, aint nothin gonna stay that way forever. it all falls.
"thats crazy/yo thats rolled, you steppin in gold/next thing you know/48 gunshots/you to the floor."
IM not sayin pickin up zips and makin a profit off the high school kids on your street is gonna send you straight to hell cause you know that aint how it is either and you can run with it for a long time if you do it right, you know, but
Whats really important to you?