cj
Bluelight Crew
I would of done anything for you before. All you had to do was say the word. Trust was not even a conscious thought it just was. Our connection was all consuming. Now. Now I wake up dreading seeing you. Our every interaction I know is going to be adversarial. I dread the words that'll come out of both of our mouths. Angry hateful words. Wtf happened,? Can this be fixed?
I know I have to stand up too you I know I have to hit you back. I know I need to hurt you like you hurt me. Make you think twice before you make it physical. But that's not an answer to saving our relationship. That's not an answer to anything.
So tonight I'm not going back. You want the apartment. You can have it. Without me. Without my drugs. Without my money. Without my love. Let's see if you even care
I know I have to stand up too you I know I have to hit you back. I know I need to hurt you like you hurt me. Make you think twice before you make it physical. But that's not an answer to saving our relationship. That's not an answer to anything.
So tonight I'm not going back. You want the apartment. You can have it. Without me. Without my drugs. Without my money. Without my love. Let's see if you even care
