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Worst mistakes when in a bit of a state
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Quite a few "pissed meself" tales I note. So gonna have to up the ante to shitting oneself. Gotta luv lengthy binging...
Seeing as the punchline came up front I'll just add that highdose dissociative 'n' peev 24/7 IM seshes should probly end before reaching the month+ stage. Woke up one morning after fuck knows how long "elsewhere" (definitely more than four weeks in tho) in the somewhat unlikely position of being both (almost) standing on my head and having shat meself sometime betwixt passing out and coming round. Not an ideal way to start the day really. Thankfully had plenty enough dissociatives and peev to (nearly) purge the memory from me mind after the morning hosedown.
Longterm chemical dependency is sexy as fuck sometimes
Bwahahahaha!!! 
Thankfully neither girlfriend nor nekkidness was involved in my case. Was thankfully wearing joggers with an elasticated waist - considering the not-quite-but-damn-near standing on me head side of the equation I am eternally grateful to whomsoever invented elasticated waistands :D
Aforementioned month+ binge was quite some time ago now (sadly). But was quite the experience. At one point - towards the end - I was convinced Jeremy Kyle was about to ring me doorbell and "bust me" live on tv. Considering I'd been convinced I was being broadcast round the clock live on tv and radio for the preceeding fortnight or so it wasn't as much of a stretch of imagination at the time as it seems with hindsight... Prolonged periods of highdose dissociatives + peev is about as headfucked as it gets in my defence... such as it is :D
(and thanks for the tongue-action too. nowt like a good virtual rimjob of a morn)
Thankfully neither girlfriend nor nekkidness was involved in my case. Was thankfully wearing joggers with an elasticated waist - considering the not-quite-but-damn-near standing on me head side of the equation I am eternally grateful to whomsoever invented elasticated waistands :D
Aforementioned month+ binge was quite some time ago now (sadly). But was quite the experience. At one point - towards the end - I was convinced Jeremy Kyle was about to ring me doorbell and "bust me" live on tv. Considering I'd been convinced I was being broadcast round the clock live on tv and radio for the preceeding fortnight or so it wasn't as much of a stretch of imagination at the time as it seems with hindsight... Prolonged periods of highdose dissociatives + peev is about as headfucked as it gets in my defence... such as it is :D
(and thanks for the tongue-action too. nowt like a good virtual rimjob of a morn
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Have no fuckin' clue what the headstand stuff was about. Plugging gone wrong could well be it come to think of it, mind. At the time, was one of the least surprising states I came round in during those weeks. The trouserful of shite was the only thing that truly marked it out as at all memorable really. Which is not summat even I get to say often to be honest.
Had no idea you were in Thailand but bully for you, Ponti. Surely some Goodnesses afoot o'er there even sans powders of joy, no? Fella wot first got me into gear (and sundry other Goodies) spent months in and around that part of the world and dined out for years on the tales thereof. Most involved smack and ladyboys tho to be fair :D
Had no idea you were in Thailand but bully for you, Ponti. Surely some Goodnesses afoot o'er there even sans powders of joy, no? Fella wot first got me into gear (and sundry other Goodies) spent months in and around that part of the world and dined out for years on the tales thereof. Most involved smack and ladyboys tho to be fair :D
Thai shrooms are nice. But probly don't grow on trees... Or maybe they do? Dunno. Can quite imagine scag being easier to acquire. Quite agree that the swirlies are likely a better option if at all available tho. Go find a cowpat with delusions of grandeur 
2C-C is a damn fine choice for those fond of wrapped-in-cottonwool bodyload with bonus pretty things. Is one of my faves. Do have many a fave mind...
Funny you should mention tramadol cos that brings us right back to the theme of the thread: wost mistakes
After months off the shite I rather fucked up am back on the shite. Tis arsery. It's the endless fuckin' brainzaps that get me. As if minor-opioid cluckery wasn't shitty enough
Hey ho. Recently discovered shrooms are one of the few decent drugs that don't kill ya when combined with tram. 2C's are also surprisingly okay and not deadifying too but got none. The former go down a treat tho *waves at fungi-fairy*
Funny you should mention tramadol cos that brings us right back to the theme of the thread: wost mistakes
After months off the shite I rather fucked up am back on the shite. Tis arsery. It's the endless fuckin' brainzaps that get me. As if minor-opioid cluckery wasn't shitty enough
Hey ho. Recently discovered shrooms are one of the few decent drugs that don't kill ya when combined with tram. 2C's are also surprisingly okay and not deadifying too but got none. The former go down a treat tho *waves at fungi-fairy*
That's pretty screwed up giving kids mdma.
But screwing up the doseage- I did the same thing last year. I was at an outdoor festival in London, and my friend passes me a bomb. I instantly took it, then he tells me it was everything with a horrified face. I remember the next 30 minutes, then BOOM I'm fucked and have a massive blind blank. Apparently at one point I was rolling on the floor like a twat. I should of just thrown it up..
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Mental Kenny
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I don't know whether it's the fact I've spent all afternoon drinking cider down at the beach and I'm now politely drunk and have a nice tan, or what else, but I'm so enjoying the conversation here, love you guys. Nice to see you back Shambles.
Pontifex: you'll love 4-HO-MET, I've introduced quite a few people to psychedelics with it, it's very easy on the mind, very visual and extremely euphoric and enjoyable. I have some friends back home who usually only take party drugs and yet they all love it, it's an amazing chemical, has become one my favourite.
Agree Copelandia are surprisngly strong, first time I tried them was ages ago, I'd bought 300 grams of fresh down in Camden(pre-2005) and just ate a handful, ended up going to a psytrance party, have no idea how I got in, friend gave me a pill as well, tripped out like crazy. I remember on the way back we made the cabbie stop near the bridge in Vauxhall and looked at the sun rise on the river, my friend was crying. I think we smoked a charas chillum right there too.
Pontifex: you'll love 4-HO-MET, I've introduced quite a few people to psychedelics with it, it's very easy on the mind, very visual and extremely euphoric and enjoyable. I have some friends back home who usually only take party drugs and yet they all love it, it's an amazing chemical, has become one my favourite.
Agree Copelandia are surprisngly strong, first time I tried them was ages ago, I'd bought 300 grams of fresh down in Camden(pre-2005) and just ate a handful, ended up going to a psytrance party, have no idea how I got in, friend gave me a pill as well, tripped out like crazy. I remember on the way back we made the cabbie stop near the bridge in Vauxhall and looked at the sun rise on the river, my friend was crying. I think we smoked a charas chillum right there too.
MXE was wot got me off tram before. Does work a treat. When funds allow...
2C-C + ket is fuckin' godly
Mental Kenny
Bluelighter
Mushrooms are amazing, it took me about two days after I'd moved to London to realize they were legal, ended up doing every single weekend for two years until they banned them, after that I had already secured a grow box but I sort of slowed down, also cause at the time I'd managed to secure a steady blotter supply.
I guess I'm lucky when it comes to my mind and psychedelics, I have literally tripped hundreds of times, yet can count on one hand the bad trips I've had and most of them I can blame on having uppers in my system.
I guess I'm lucky when it comes to my mind and psychedelics, I have literally tripped hundreds of times, yet can count on one hand the bad trips I've had and most of them I can blame on having uppers in my system.
Mental Kenny
Bluelighter
^ The MDMA definately hurt my mental health a lot more, luckily I also have a very deep interest in nutrition and supplements, it's amazing how changes in your diet and supplement regimen can help you heal from too much MD. Eating lots of salmon, mackerel, nuts, bananas, turkey, green leafy veg and broccoli, omega 3, 5-htp, Rhodiola Rhosea, Passiflora. All these have helped me tremendously after doing too much MD. Completely eased any depression, anxiety or self-doubt you have after depleting too many neurotransmitters.
How old are you by the way Pontifex? Early thirties? I'm 28, hardly felt any negatives until a couple of years ago, I really feel like it takes a while for all the bad effects to build up and creep on you.
How old are you by the way Pontifex? Early thirties? I'm 28, hardly felt any negatives until a couple of years ago, I really feel like it takes a while for all the bad effects to build up and creep on you.
Mental Kenny
Bluelighter
Na man I'm 24, just turned. I just started a bit earlier than most with drugs, and then things happened in my life that made me grow up fairly quick. Or so I'd hope, anyway.
Do you mean that years after cessation of MDMA you began to feel negative effects, or that only as you get older you start to really feel come-downs?
I mean for me it took a few years before I started getting mad depression from regular MDMA use, at first I only got a day or two of mood swings, it literally took me years and years before I started getting the very bad type of post-use depression
MDMA doesn't have a comedown. Tis an afterglow. Or maybe my brain is wired funny cos other folks do seem to stress and suffer so. I honestly never find any noticable negatives even during times when I've abused the living shit outta the stuff. YMMV and all that...
On the "MXE cures all opiwoes" thang: yes it does. Really does seem to be the proverbial magic bullet. YMMV and all that...
On the "MXE cures all opiwoes" thang: yes it does. Really does seem to be the proverbial magic bullet. YMMV and all that...
Mental Kenny
Bluelighter
It's not a comedown really, it's feeling depressed and suicidal for a few days after. Honestly though, I can't really blame it on the MDMA alone, probably a combinantion of things really
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I said I was out of smack. And she wasn't having my Tuinal.
So what would you have suggested?
Am also somewhat prone to depression but have just never gotten that "Suicide Tuesday" bizniz. Pure afterglow that lasts for days. Quirk of brain chemistry but not one I'm complaining about.
Also agree on the anaglgesic effects of MXE. Found it a bit of an all-round star really. But a tad moorish.
F.U.B.A.R.
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Not my worst, but one of many...
Trying to have a dig of smack in my car after smoking too much crack at work - i desperately needed something to calm me down before heading home to my wife and kids.
After scoring, I stopped at Morrisons and bought a bottle of water, a Jif lemon and a tablespoon. Back in my car, the only rig I had was a used insulin syringe. This was also at the time where too many speedballs and citric had knackered my mainlines, so I was having to go in my hand. This is very difficult at the best of times, never mind at dusk in a car when totally paranoid and everyone knows exactly what you're doing..!!
Needless to say, I missed completely. The resulting wound got infected and proceeded to get worse over the next couple of weeks. I didn't seek medical help, but I admit to shitting myself when the wound got worse and started to smell quite bad. Luckily, it eventually got better, but I still have a strange scar visible on the heel of my thumb (in addition to others from similar situations all over my body).
Obviously, this pales into insignificance when compared to Pontifex01's experience, but hey, you live 'n' learn....
Trying to have a dig of smack in my car after smoking too much crack at work - i desperately needed something to calm me down before heading home to my wife and kids.
After scoring, I stopped at Morrisons and bought a bottle of water, a Jif lemon and a tablespoon. Back in my car, the only rig I had was a used insulin syringe. This was also at the time where too many speedballs and citric had knackered my mainlines, so I was having to go in my hand. This is very difficult at the best of times, never mind at dusk in a car when totally paranoid and everyone knows exactly what you're doing..!!
Needless to say, I missed completely. The resulting wound got infected and proceeded to get worse over the next couple of weeks. I didn't seek medical help, but I admit to shitting myself when the wound got worse and started to smell quite bad. Luckily, it eventually got better, but I still have a strange scar visible on the heel of my thumb (in addition to others from similar situations all over my body).
Obviously, this pales into insignificance when compared to Pontifex01's experience, but hey, you live 'n' learn....
farmaz
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Your post made me smile, I felt pissing myself was bad but doing a crap beats me by miles.
I feel far better after reading this thread.
Your post made me smile, I felt pissing myself was bad but doing a crap beats me by miles.
I feel far better after reading this thread.
Saved your drugs by spraying her in the face with CS gas and sodomizing her until she cried, and then kept going.
Morning SHM
Exactly this. Haha.
When me and my girl first moved into out new house I got really shitty drunk and took a Lot of kratom and awakened in the middle of the night to take a piss thinking I had walked to the toilet apparantly I was half unconscious because the next thing I know my Girl is yelling at me and it snaps me out of it and I notice I'm pissing straight on the carpet of the floor ..