What I thought was crystal MDMA. Taken this many many times with a group of good friends all from a very reliable and honest and trustworthy source. All my friends were having the usual good time which comes from this substance however I appeared to be having a completely different trip from everybody else. Seriously, I cant count the amount of times I have had acid, even ketamine, cocaine, ectasy, shrooms but this my friends was something completely alien which took hold of me in a completely toxic way with no relent. Eventually the world shattered into a million pieces, my heart was racing so naturally I think Im having a heart attack (which was probably my bodys fight or flight kicking in). Went blind for about 10 minutes and was a complete and utter wreak big time. No other option but the emergency room because I just knew that this was poison that I was unaccustomed to and had no idea whether it would take me to the grave or not.
Most terrifying time of my life. The visuals and the physical sensations like daggers piercing down my throat with every breath conitnued for about six hours while in A&E. Very frustrating when a doctor comes in and tells me "its OK I think I know what you have taken". Thank god I thought there may be a way back that was until he said "ecstasy!". Oh Jesus, it was then that I realised that when you are experienced in substances means didly squat when it becomes apparent that the medical team know less than you.
My suspision was I had somehow injested an unkown research chemical (of which I have little knowledge) and I was unable to figure out the quantity of substance injested and what the repercussions of this would be. There was little else to do but writhe around in that cubicle and wait for whatever outcome I was facing. Luckily, and I mean luckily, I eventually began to 'return' and realise that death was no longer on the horizon.
I have done plenty of reasearch on what I could have taken that night but cannot come up with a satisfactory explanantion. I guess it was like a slow onset of DMT but this has little affect when taken orally (so I have dismissed this also) but I guess because of the rapidly growing intensity (and intensify it did - fast) into a worth shattering to pieces I cant aquaint it with anything else.
Another theory is that the MDMA had been hanging around for so long (and I took from this batch|) it had in itself become toxic although I dont know if this is possible with such life shattering effects.
Any ideas would be greatfully received.
This is the worst drug I have ever taken. Might as well call it rat poison as far as I am concerned.