Worried about loosing the magic

[piddly]

I really want to keep mdma special and so avoid its use whenever I can. I first took mdma at a festival last September, taking about 300mg the first night (in-fucking-credible night). 1 green pill the second night and a couple of tiny shitty pills that did nothing whilst drunk the last night. I suffered a fairly severe comedown after that weekend.

The next time was new years eve. I took 150mg pure mdma, no comedown. After that was mid march time, took 125mg pure mdma and no comedown.

Ok then this is kind of why im posting; I did a small dose last weekend, I had no scale but the bomb looked small to me and the effects were minimal. I kind of felt half sober/half rolling. So unexpectedly I have been asked if I want to roll with some friends this weekend. I hate to dose again so soon but I would hate even more to miss out. Should I expect to have a tolerance after last weekend? I would guess that last weekend I only bombed about 80-100mg. This weekend I will probably bomb about 175mg.

If my mdma use stays at about this level in years to come, Do you think I will 'loose the magic'. I really do not want to.

 

[Darksidesam]

If you dont want to lose the magic, then try and wait at least 60 days between doses.
I was doing this and eating a high in Tryptophan diet, and exercising and only taking 100mg capsule and feeling it for 3-4 hours, absolutely satisfied with my experience

 

[Chesh]

as long as you leave it for a couple of months after this one mate you should keep the magic

 

[Turkeywrap]

Yeah I feel the same as you, and im scared about losing the magic as well. After my first incredible night I've strictly kept it to 1-2 month wait with plenty of exercise.

Keep off it for 2 months or so and youll come back feeling increible