Foreigner
Bluelighter
Long story short, I have parasites. It's been medically confirmed. I am revolted... but I didn't want to take the parasite drugs offered because they are so incredibly toxic that I would just rather not.
I've turned to herbalism like I usually do and made my own formula. It includes, among other things, raw wormwood. I've put it into OO gel caps, standardized to 0.4g per cap. I take one of these, three times daily, with the other herbs. It's been working because... well, without getting into TMI territory, there is evidence in the toilet. I plan to continue this protocol for up to 14 days, possibly with day breaks here and there.
My concern is that I may be starting to feel some deleterious effects from the wormwood. I have this consistent feeling of low-level drunkenness, the equivalent of one beer or less. There have been minor heart palpitations, lapses in concentration, and little uncontrollable mistakes in cognition here and there. For instance, today I turned left in an intersection while there was an oncoming car, and I am a super cautious driver who never does shit like that... but an obvious error went unnoticed. Even as I type, I am making ridiculous spelling errors with higher frequency than normal. Nothing over the top, but enough to take note of.
I know that thujone is a GABA-A antagonist which is bad news, but the research online of what the threshold for serious damage is, is inconsistent. I'm not experiencing numbness, convulsions, or anything like that. Some sites say you are fucking yourself over by taking this at all, while others say that the levels in traditional absinthe are not even enough to cause harm and it's the oil that should be avoided. I understand that long-term use is always a problem and the effects are cumulative.
I guess what I want to know is:
1) Is my dosing schedule potentially hazardous? (i.e. excitotoxicity, nerve cell destruction)
2) Can I recover from these deleterious effects or are they permanent? Am I damaging my "intellect"?
3) Bottom line... should I stop?
I'm willing to take a short term hit for a long term gain because I was mortified by what I saw in the toilet recently.
I've turned to herbalism like I usually do and made my own formula. It includes, among other things, raw wormwood. I've put it into OO gel caps, standardized to 0.4g per cap. I take one of these, three times daily, with the other herbs. It's been working because... well, without getting into TMI territory, there is evidence in the toilet. I plan to continue this protocol for up to 14 days, possibly with day breaks here and there.
My concern is that I may be starting to feel some deleterious effects from the wormwood. I have this consistent feeling of low-level drunkenness, the equivalent of one beer or less. There have been minor heart palpitations, lapses in concentration, and little uncontrollable mistakes in cognition here and there. For instance, today I turned left in an intersection while there was an oncoming car, and I am a super cautious driver who never does shit like that... but an obvious error went unnoticed. Even as I type, I am making ridiculous spelling errors with higher frequency than normal. Nothing over the top, but enough to take note of.
I know that thujone is a GABA-A antagonist which is bad news, but the research online of what the threshold for serious damage is, is inconsistent. I'm not experiencing numbness, convulsions, or anything like that. Some sites say you are fucking yourself over by taking this at all, while others say that the levels in traditional absinthe are not even enough to cause harm and it's the oil that should be avoided. I understand that long-term use is always a problem and the effects are cumulative.
I guess what I want to know is:
1) Is my dosing schedule potentially hazardous? (i.e. excitotoxicity, nerve cell destruction)
2) Can I recover from these deleterious effects or are they permanent? Am I damaging my "intellect"?
3) Bottom line... should I stop?
I'm willing to take a short term hit for a long term gain because I was mortified by what I saw in the toilet recently.