I just ordered a vintage Daisy toy gun with a white plastic "pearl" handle. My brother and I used to kill each other daily with these running around from pine tree to pine tree in East Texas as kids, honing our sound effects for zinging bullets. The negotiations for who was going to die were epic. I bought the gun on ebay for $4.00 because I want to use it in an art piece.
Yes, absolutely no focus though, shiny objects are the bane of my existence. Have the attention span of a meerkat, was gonna say squirrel, but don't know if you guys have those.
I have a bit of a natural tolerance, and codeine doesn't like to work for me, morphine, oxy, and hydros however, if I had any of them I'd have relapsed months ago.